if you cant make room ft. steadysuffer *noahmadethiss + jolst*

music video:
https://youtu.be/SQHXBB28zds

watch me end it all right here
black clothes in the summertime 
i’m a walking funeral
you don't call me anymore I don't care
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing
nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here 
i can feel myself drifting off
think she's half as nice as you but she hits me up 
yeah she hits me up 
feel myself drifting off 
black clothes in the summertime 
i'm a walking funeral 
think I'll stay right here 

and she's bipolar i think i am too
got a lot on my shoulder always fucking up my mood 
one second i'm fine and then the next i wanna end it 
praying on my demise 
every day i hate pretending 
is there something for me that i can't find 
are they fucking me over or am i too kind 
overthinking all the time i overanalyze 
sometimes i wanna slit my wrist right by the candlelight 
am i saying too much am i alright 
i can't make a damn decision i just need a sign 
really hope i'm someone different in the afterlife 
got nothing here left for me to go and sacrifice 

you don't call me anymore i don't care 
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here

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i'm a walking funeral w/ love jai (p. noahmadethiss)

[+] gotta keep moving regardless
* produced by jammy beatz *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[chorus: seejayxo]
im still smoking til its ashes
now im living lavish
Ion need to pass it
prolly thinkin that im average
thinkin that I had it
im only getting started
gotta keep moving regardless
say that im cold hearted
well u aint seen the scars bitch
I been working my damn hardest
you aint even artists
you tryna fit a trend

[verse 1: seejayxo]

when I tell her she goin bend
I could see you thru my lens
make a movie, you aint never knew me
I drop a hit and now ur bitch she getting groovy
4 grams in my blunt can barely roll it up
she said that she wanna fuck, so I let her fuck
need a bitch that know me but I don't even know me
look into the mirror wish that I could see the old me
do not let nobody know me
if u really love me then I guess u gotta show me
I been working on my lonely
play one of my tracks and now they all just try to bro me

[chorus: seejayxo]

[verse 2: wstdyth]

double dutch chains, rolling double dutches
too fast, can't be switching lanes, keep it 200 
speed wobble, dubstep bass in the whip bumping
i can see so easily ur fake, u should quit frontin 
touchdown, flip it in a day, that's a quick hundred 
hit it off, leavin home bass gotta keep running 
roll it up and take it to the face, i don't leave nothin 
i was feeling too stuck in my ways, hadda eat something 
smoking grass, grow between the blades, these ain't king trumpets 
my fits are always wet like everglades, hurricane coming
valentine's day, i got bouquets sent away
smoking california rolls at the stop signs every day

ashes (feat. wstdyth) [prod. jammy beatz]

this is not a british accent fuck u

produced by yungspoiler and daks9k

originally performed by 9tails

completely non profit

lyrics:

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies where not a factor
gotta move different cus of outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truths what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get shattered
on my new reboks plant matter
and it coned out raw
smoke that spliff then wrote this song

holding in smoke face
blue man group 
loud way too loud
man it smell like poop
but enough about me
tell me more about you
did your friend text back?
did u link that dude?

treat him like a main or a strong number 2
u about to break with the weight on u
put the faith in him but he always falls thru
lately i just hope that im not that dude
u aint really done nothing bad say u (say who?)
i been getting pew pewed every other song
drop
drop bombs and support gonna cease i guess
profit increase so does everybody's needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off now u fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss ur teeth whats next

im sorry friend
could we make amends? 
its the second call 
but ima call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles concious n spliff
all beside me n the whip

i want decemeber 
there wasnt as many plans
that i felt bad for missing
to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain 
and the subject matter inside
u leave im working
im eager
something i could never hide
something i could never hide
no
no

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive
my thoughts override
as fear overrides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked up
with the blood spit
yuck

some_ missed_ calls_ (yungspoiler x daks9k)

My shadow on your floor
I don't want to do this anymore
Think I'd rather have a conversation
Cuz we're never gonna be this young again

We take another pull
Wanna hear my thoughts
Don't you know I'm awful
You gotta give me more cuz you know I'm cautious
But we can pull the pin, make it toxic

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Hop in the car, route to all of our dreams
We escape for a weekend
You're falling asleep
As the sun starts to rise from the mountains I see
Say I'm scared that this won't feel as good as the peak

No way, fuck that
I won't ever let go
Won't wait, packed bags
Fly you to the east coast
No fake laugh tracks
Everyone that we know
Watching you and I live in a fairytale

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Tinkerbell

Knew that I was leaving in the night (never fall asleep)
Talk until there's something I can right (something wrong with me)
High hopes 'til you let your eyes close
Stab you in the back
Gotta wonder where my mind goes

Call you in the morning, say I'm sorry (fake apology)
Dreaming I can find another body (something promising)
Why though
Know it never lasts
Oh, you thought I was better
I can't let my past go

Said that I could make it better but I know it's all a lie

Secret player, taste for the invisible
I'm the daring sleeper
Underneath I'm cynical
Subjugated reader of the Bloodletter
All you've found is fortunetelling
Always let the flood get her

I'm the last face you ever got to see before you died
I'm exactly who they thought I was and everyone was right
Close your eyes, love
Hope it doesn't last long
You thought I was better
Baby I just took the mask off

New face, I feel like Magritte
Spaced out, he's not speaking
She eats the bird, bloody teeth
Can't pull a man from the sea
Time flies, murderous sky
I guess this is goodbye 
I find the meaning of night

Bloodletter

happy new years!
hope i can get back to posting weeklys again
i know i keep promising but it's just a cycle of me trying and then getting demotivated, but 2023 new me !

Lyrics:

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
i'll fuck u up
just give me a reason
i own the skulls of my demons i slayed
you've got the horns but i smell that ur fake
i've got thirty forms and i'm adding to date
got guts on my boots and its teeth for a necklace
this blood on my hands i'm gon take to the grave

if u put em higher i'll raise u the stakes
the curse is a part of me u cannot take
use me as cover please harvest my arteries
leave me my vocals so still i can hate
bash me n bruise me with chairs like my colleagues
so i can hit back justified by the state
fuck all ur weapons n copters n guns
with my bare hands i could rip up a tank

-
with chiseled abs u still bleed the same
so hurry up i cannot wait
U SAID I COULD TRUST U AND U LIED TO MY FACE
OR I GUESS HIS
CAUSE I KILLED HIM AND I'M WEARING HIS FACE

i think i need to take a few more bodies
this arsenal needs growing
the werewolves declared war today
and man i can't wait
these monsters ain't got shit on me
i'm the reason they're extinct
the passages of the folklore are just archaic not fake

if u put em higher i'll raise u the stakes
the curse is a part of me u cannot take
use me as cover please harvest my arteries
leave me my vocals so still i can hate
bash me n bruise me with chairs like my colleagues
so i can hit back justified by the state
fuck all ur weapons n copters n guns
with my bare hands i could rip up a tank

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
i'll fuck u up
just give me a reason
i own the skulls of my demons i slayed
you've got the horns
but i smell that ur fake
i've got thirty forms
and i'm adding to date
got guts on my boots and its teeth for a necklace
this blood on my hands
i'm gon take to the grave

I'M STILL ALIVE
I CAN FEEL FEELINGS
I'M CLINGING ON WITH ALL OF MY BEING
I'LL FUCK U UP
JUST GIVE ME A REASON
I OWN THE SKULLS OF MY DEMONS I SLAYED
YOU'VE GOT THE HORNS BUT I SMELL THAT UR FAKE
I'VE GOT THIRTY FORMS AND I'M ADDING TO DATE
GOT GUTS ON MY BOOTS AND ITS TEETH FOR A NECKLACE
THIS BLOOD ON MY HANDS I'M GON TAKE TO THE GRAVE
IF U PUT EM HIGHER I'LL RAISE U THE STAKES
THE CURSE IS A PART OF ME U CANNOT TAKE
USE ME AS COVER PLEASE HARVEST MY ARTERIES
LEAVE ME MY VOCALS SO STILL I CAN HATE
BASH ME N BRUISE ME WITH CHAIRS LIKE MY COLLEAGUES
SO I CAN HIT BACK JUSTIFIED BY THE STATE
FUCK ALL UR WEAPONS N COPTERS N GUNS
WITH MY BARE HANDS I COULD RIP UP A TANK

i'm still alive
i can feel feelings
i'm clinging on with all of my being
with chiseled abs u still bleed the same
so hurry up i cannot wait
u said i could trust u and u lied to my face
or i guess his
cause i killed him and i'm wearing his face

changeling (kubsy)

got a lot more drops coming after this one, let's fuckin GOOOOO
show sum love to the homie @betweentheveinsandi MF put his body through hell to get this verse in LMAOOO

lyrics:

[hero]

all the tears I cried
falling apart
now I closed my heart
to open when its over
i cannot do this shit
i cannot push on forth
huh didn't wanna die this way
but it was jus not my choice

aching on my skin so bad can't even check my cell phone
i can write my verses but i freeze up on an outro
harmonies conflicting in my head with the electrodes
lost so many people its jus procedure till it takes its toll
yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving
over the pettiest shit they are calling me crazy
i cannot trust nearly anyone lately
got me self reflecting
got me second guessing
jus gon kill this song so hard they think im a perfect specimen

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

[betweentheveinsandi]

who had a clue id die this way
all of the doctors said the same
he'll but a blade right thru his veins
something had went wrong deep in his brain
look at the way he respond to pain
getting back up to punch u in the face
i got this fury deep root deep in this plane
i gotta let this hurt just burn and give me super strength
The pain is only ever there to make u stronger
most be tapping out when i say i can do it longer
take me at my word that pain can turn u to a super soldier
look at this bud i swear im smoking boulders

[hero]

yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving

[betweentheveinsandi]

friends switch up n form habits of taking
ill write a diss and keep personals vacant

[hero]

got me self reflecting
got me second guessing

[betweentheveinsandi]

our brains work just the same and thats how i know ur wrong

[both]

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side
I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

just procedure w/ betweentheveinsandi (autrioly)

been a minute

been a minute (prod hero)

Stop lying to yourself at night
It's okay to be not alright
When you're laying in your bed
The thoughts, they creep into your head
Until the 6am morning lights
Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
Think about your lips for too long
Stay awake until dawn break
Feelings that I cannot shake
Dread up in my head tonight

Kissing on a blunt; Wishing it's your thighs
Still taste you on my tongue
Now back to lonely nights
I write a song or two and get so fucking high
But if I'm not with you
I think I'd rather die
I can think clearly now
I am just falling down
Stop that
Waking up sober now
Wishing I never found
Smack pack
Picking up straps on my backpack
On with my day and it's twelve past
3 in the pm
I'm checking my dm, and
Baby you still haven't snapped back
Thinking of me and
It's don't want to see them
Can't handle this I'm on my bag
Thoughts will come right back
I'm just going to cop me the next bag
Smoke it up good, I don't puff pass
Stuck in these cycles I must ask
Are you content with yourself
Running from thoughts
With the woods, face yourself
Don't let ego dwindle
Acquire the wealth
Love, Knowledge, Happiness
Fill up the shelf

Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
An effigy of me inside of these songs
I always love until my heart is all gone

Morning Lights [yunnygoldz]

lyrics:
girl ill be right here drowning in my pain
hope you fucking feel it when you hear my name
yeah but whyd you have to go make me feel insane
all this fucking mental anguish all thats in my brain

i dont give a fuck you can blame me
ima push my luck with this codeine
hope im never waking up so i stay sleep
if you wanna keep me here gotta make me

frosted windows, give way to the light
of mornings so cold think ill curl up and die
ill go back to sleep cause i dont wanna fight
another day living this cycle of life

im never alright, im not coming home
ill stay out all night, puke blood on the floor
ill damage myself, and ill rot to the core
im breaking inside dont want to anymore

Bloodletter

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