Lyrics:



Im So use to bein stuck 

straight at the bottom


Even a demon like me contemplates things that i Cannot see i hate myself as long as i breathe i feel the water the rain on me the pain u see stop me from livin 
the life that i plz im so fucked up i rather bleed than sit with these thoughts that i cannot see this monster i 


hear em he whisperin me he tellin me things i wish i could be im cursed with these red eyes put upon me i was the outcast one in all black they chuckled they 


laughed at my existence so pessimistic felt like i was dead put a bullet to my head then i finally found art i put all my pain in this shit from the start i gotta lifetime of woes idk where to start




Little black kid with the white in his eyes  little did  he know that his demon was his guide that his horns was a wall meant for disguise that his mask was a voice to 



put out to the masses im fractured misunderstood  the unknown thing in the neck of the woods cant sleep at night from the trauma of a kid tryna find his way in this 




sick world but it is what it is I’ll sacrifice my heart for i ever trust a bitch stone flesh and i never really laugh thought i was made in the lab im not for the world thats a fact

I Haven’t Been Ok For A While Now (Throw Away) (Prod.nxname)

KENZO - (Un)Dead Remix ft. IMMXRTALGARY

Rerun (prod. IL IK)

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Lyrics:

(intro) Tenxten
you don’t want to -
listen to me pay attention to my thoughts,
and my -
friends are callin got ideas messing up,
all a- round me are the only people who i trust
but i -
want u back it’s all i need it’s all i want like..

(Chorus) Sofast
yuh, and I been chillin, yeah this double cup got me stackin up my feelings, got this bitch over tonight, but she ain’t get the shit I’m dealin with

ain’t the ones I feel affection, it’s just contradicting,
got this codeine fallin out my cup

I’m searching for a comfort, I been search for a buzz,
I been checkin all my cupboards, cause this high just
ain’t enough

I thought I gave you everything (but enough, just ain’t enough) x3

(verse) Tenxten
u been walking round
feelin fine
act like everything the same

‘nother guy
at ur crib
doesn’t know that i exist

suicide
having thoughts
did ur love mean anything?

turn around
then u cry
all the pain u holdin in

adderal the only thing that keep me awake
i’m tryna take u off my mind i need u to get erased
i’m sorry if i ever hurt u are u feeling okay?
i gotta leave, i gotta go, is there a reason to stay

baby can u tell me what’s the difference
if i fuck w other girls i’m tryna build resistance
to the stupid things u always told me i was missin
was i really all the problem? was it lack of distance

yuh yuh

wine drunk
like we were before
screenshots
begging you for more
call me when u want
i’m here for u
call me when u not
with other dudes

I Haven’t Been Ok For A While Now (Throw Away) (Prod.nxname)

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