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honey & blood

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spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
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lyrics

ink on your skin
feathers of a wing
covering your back, wings on his back
but he’s not an angel
making bad mistakes
kissed me right outside my workplace, i

hurt you, i know i did that, i never meant to
just hold me, i fucking know that we’re both broken inside
but in the end it’s you and i, you and i

look me dead in the eye
i know i’m broken inside   
but in the end it’s you and i, you and i

look me dead in the eye
i know i’m broken inside   
but in the end it’s you and i, you and i

it’s you and i (it’s you and i)
it’s you and i (it’s you and i)
it’s you and i (it’s you and i) (you and i)
it’s you and i (it’s you and i)

it’s you and i 
it’s you and i 
it’s you and i 
you and i, it’s you and i, it’s you and i, it’s you and i

You & I

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/librium-kiss
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

why can’t you admit it?
when you want something you just take it
acting tough, but you can’t quit it
i’m your librium
on your futon on the floor
you touch my lips with your
fingertips, why you so
scared to fall for someone
look at myself in your bathroom mirror
you took everything
shy in me and you made it wild instead

why can’t you admit?
how you feel about me
you say it’s nothing 
but then you come up so close
and when we all alone
there's a shift in your tone
you say it's nothing 
but then you come up so close
that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you

now she moves in closer
and i can’t even tell if i’m still sober 
it’s obvious in the way you watch me
through eyes of a man, tell me what you see
you the one who taught me (taught me)
how to be close, ain't that ironic? (ironic)
she's too far gone in
love with the pain, skin
covered in scars on her sleeves, where's her heart?
look at myself in your bathroom mirror
you took everything
shy in me and you made it wild instead

why can’t you admit?
how you feel about me
you say it’s nothing 
but then you come up so close
and when we all alone
there's a shift in your tone
you say it's nothing 
but then you come up so close
that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me

she's too far gone
she's too far gone, gone
she's too far gone
she's too far gone, gone

Librium Kiss (slowed)

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/you-i
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

ink on your skin
feathers of a wing
covering your back, wings on his back
but he’s not an angel
making bad mistakes
kissed me right outside my workplace, i

hurt you, i know i did that, i never meant to
just hold me, i fucking know that we’re both broken inside
but in the end it’s you and i, you and i

look me dead in the eye
i know i’m broken inside   
but in the end it’s you and i, you and i

look me dead in the eye
i know i’m broken inside   
but in the end it’s you and i, you and i

it’s you and i (it’s you and i)
it’s you and i (it’s you and i)
it’s you and i (it’s you and i) (you and i)
it’s you and i (it’s you and i)

it’s you and i 
it’s you and i 
it’s you and i 
you and i, it’s you and i, it’s you and i, it’s you and i

You & I (slowed)

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

when you’re my pain i'm not in pain
you helped me up, was in this dark place
thank god you came (thank god you came)
and i didn’t even notice that there was blood
right there all over your hands
cause you pulled me in so close
whispered, 'let me make you bad', i

i know you bad for me, so why do you taste so good?
i know you bad for me, you taste like sweet honey and blood
sweet honey and blood

but every time when you lay next to me, and
and everything is how it’s supposed to be, you
you make me want this, want to feel this pain
(honey and blood, i feel everything)

when you touch me it’s so intense
the way you move just like a villain, can’t help myself
you took my pain in my place, and then you smile
how the fuck can you just smile?
as you sacrifice your life
'anything to make you mine', that’s what you said

i know you bad for me, so why do you taste so good?
i know you bad for me, you taste like sweet honey and blood
honey and blood

but every time when you lay next to me, and
and everything is how it’s supposed to be, you
you make me want this, want to feel this pain, and
honey and blood, i feel everything

but every time when you lay next to me, and 
and everything is how it’s supposed to be, i 
i never knew that pain could taste so sweet, my 
honey and blood, you so bad for me
you so bad for me, you so bad for me (bad for me)

sweet honey and (you so bad for me, you so bad for me)
honey and blood
honey (you so bad for me, you so bad for me)

Honey and Blood

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/honey-and-blood
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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when you’re my pain i'm not in pain
you helped me up, was in this dark place, thank god you came (thank god you came)
and i didn’t even notice that there was blood
right there all over your hands
cause you pulled me in so close
whispered, 'let me make you bad', i

i know you bad for me, so why do you taste so good?
i know you bad for me, you taste like sweet honey and blood
sweet honey and blood

but every time when you lay next to me, and
and everything is how it’s supposed to be, you
you make me want this, want to feel this pain
(honey and blood, i feel everything)

when you touch me it’s so intense
the way you move just like a villain, can’t help myself
you took my pain in my place, and then you smile
how the fuck can you just smile?
as you sacrifice your life
'anything to make you mine', that’s what you said

i know you bad for me, so why do you taste so good?
i know you bad for me, you taste like sweet honey and blood
honey and blood

but every time when you lay next to me, and
and everything is how it’s supposed to be, you
you make me want this, want to feel this pain, and
honey and blood, i feel everything

but every time when you lay next to me, and 
and everything is how it’s supposed to be, i 
i never knew that pain could taste so sweet, my 
honey and blood, you so bad for me
you so bad for me, you so bad for me (bad for me)

sweet honey and (you so bad for me, you so bad for me)
honey and blood
honey (you so bad for me, you so bad for me)

Honey and Blood (slowed)

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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will you ever know the part of me?  
the part of me that’s right underneath 
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right, under

underneath this, under my breath, i  
ask 'are you safe?', baby tell me for the last time  
why’d you go and do this to yourself?
when you’re alone, and there’s no one else
no one else who understands
rips blue denim, stonewashed and in tears
run fast till your heart hurts
don’t turn around until you’ve saved her
can i, can i tell you something real?
a part of me died that day
if i told you, would you believe? 

will you ever know the part of me? 
the part of me that’s right underneath 
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right underneath 
you can blame it all on me
take it all out on me
cause you will never know the part of me
the part of me that’s right underneath  

underneath my skin, pull me under
please just tell me where you are, and i wonder
am i this way cause of what happened
that day, chokehold rein, lost my one friend
i, can i tell you something real?
a part of me died that day
baby, is it sad to say, that you don't know me

will you ever know the part of me? 
the part of me that’s right underneath 
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right underneath 
you can blame it all on me
take it all out on me
cause you will never know the part of me
the part of me that’s right, underneath

will you ever know the part of me? 
the part of me that’s right underneath
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right underneath 
you can blame it all on me
take it all out on me
cause you will never know the part of me
the part of me that’s right

Underneath

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/underneath
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

will you ever know the part of me?  
the part of me that’s right underneath 
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right, under

underneath this, under my breath, i  
ask 'are you safe?', baby tell me for the last time  
why’d you go and do this to yourself?
when you’re alone, and there’s no one else
no one else who understands
rips blue denim, stonewashed and in tears
run fast till your heart hurts
don’t turn around until you’ve saved her
can i, can i tell you something real?
a part of me died that day
if i told you, would you believe? 

will you ever know the part of me? 
the part of me that’s right underneath 
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right underneath 
you can blame it all on me
take it all out on me
cause you will never know the part of me
the part of me that’s right underneath  

underneath my skin, pull me under
please just tell me where you are, and i wonder
am i this way cause of what happened
that day, chokehold rein, lost my one friend
i, can i tell you something real?
a part of me died that day
baby, is it sad to say, that you don't know me

will you ever know the part of me? 
the part of me that’s right underneath 
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right underneath 
you can blame it all on me
take it all out on me
cause you will never know the part of me
the part of me that’s right, underneath

will you ever know the part of me? 
the part of me that’s right underneath
my skin, so bruised, but i conceal
the part of me that’s right underneath 
you can blame it all on me
take it all out on me
cause you will never know the part of me
the part of me that’s right

Underneath (slowed)

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

i close my eyes
it’s every time
i see it every time
i see it every

up at night, have to figure out
how to turn this around, but there’s no way out
lost count how many times that i’ve died
hellcat, i’m from the wild side
ride fast, take a hit on my ninth life
but i want something more than this
find myself here again
highway street lights, working overtime just to
set myself fucking free
you never saw it in me
that’s on you and not me
in my mind i can see, when i

close my eyes
every time i close my eyes
pushed so far, but in my mind
see it every time, no matter how many times
a hundred thousand times
i see it every time
i see it every time
i see it every

bloodshot, in your eyes
i can see you, feel you, hear you calling
out for me, it’s calling me
just focus on this one moment
there’s no blade you have that i haven’t felt
there’s no way that i will let you inside my head
find myself here again
highway street lights, working overtime just to
set myself fucking free
you never saw it in me
that’s on you and not me
in my mind i can see, when i

close my eyes
every time i close my eyes
pushed so far, but in my mind
see it every time, no matter how many times
a hundred thousand times
i see it every time
i see it every time
i see it every time

i close, i close my eyes
i see it every time
i see it every, see it every
i see it every

Hellcat

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/hellcat
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

i close my eyes
it’s every time
i see it every time
i see it every

up at night, have to figure out
how to turn this around, but there’s no way out
lost count how many times that i’ve died
hellcat, i’m from the wild side
ride fast, take a hit on my ninth life
but i want something more than this
find myself here again
highway street lights, working overtime just to
set myself fucking free
you never saw it in me
that’s on you and not me
in my mind i can see, when i

close my eyes
every time i close my eyes
pushed so far, but in my mind
see it every time, no matter how many times
a hundred thousand times
i see it every time
i see it every time
i see it every

bloodshot, in your eyes
i can see you, feel you, hear you calling
out for me, it’s calling me
just focus on this one moment
there’s no blade you have that i haven’t felt
there’s no way that i will let you inside my head
find myself here again
highway street lights, working overtime just to
set myself fucking free
you never saw it in me
that’s on you and not me
in my mind i can see, when i

close my eyes
every time i close my eyes
pushed so far, but in my mind
see it every time, no matter how many times
a hundred thousand times
i see it every time
i see it every time
i see it every time

i close, i close my eyes
i see it every time
i see it every, see it every
i see it every

Hellcat (slowed)

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

the first time our eyes met
i knew right then and there
you’re trouble, i’ve
been starving for this rush 
and our connection it was instant 
sick and tired of being taken for granted by
a certain mr. someone
he don’t even try lately, baby i got options
now he looking stupid asking “what the fuck happened?”
all that’s on my mind, someone else on my mind
always come around after hours after work when, no one else around  

we pretend that we’re just friends but you (you) 
you can’t say that you don’t feel this too (i)

can’t not think of it
not supposed to feel these things
just a friend from work, it’s nothing
hug goodbye, shift ends, but i swear
i felt it when you leaned in
felt your neck on my lips
so what if i might have done it on purpose? 
mr. someone looking stupid asking “what the fuck happened?”
taking me for granted now he acting all surprised 
always come around after hours after work when, no one else around  

we pretend that we’re just friends but you (you) 
you can’t say that you don’t feel this too (i)

dangerous but i can’t help it (can’t help)
you can’t say that you haven’t felt it (felt it)
hold me close after work, we’re reckless (reckless)
when your hands grip my waist i’m helpless (uh-uh)
dangerous but i can’t help it (can’t help)
you can’t say that you haven’t felt it (uh-mm)
hold me close after work, we’re reckless (hold me close)
when your hands grip my waist i’m helpless
will we ever be just friends?

Just Friends

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/just-friends
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

the first time our eyes met
i knew right then and there
you’re trouble, i’ve
been starving for this rush
and our connection it was instant
sick and tired of being taken for granted by
a certain mr. someone
he don’t even try lately, baby i got options
now he looking stupid asking “what the fuck happened?”
all that’s on my mind, someone else on my mind
always come around after hours after work when, no one else around

we pretend that we’re just friends but you (you)
you can’t say that you don’t feel this too (i)

can’t not think of it
not supposed to feel these things
just a friend from work, it’s nothing
hug goodbye, shift ends, but i swear
i felt it when you leaned in
felt your neck on my lips
so what if i might have done it on purpose?
mr. someone looking stupid asking “what the fuck happened?”
taking me for granted now he acting all surprised
always come around after hours after work when, no one else around

we pretend that we’re just friends but you (you)
you can’t say that you don’t feel this too (i)

dangerous but i can’t help it (can’t help)
you can’t say that you haven’t felt it (felt it)
hold me close after work, we’re reckless (reckless)
when your hands grip my waist i’m helpless (uh-uh)
dangerous but i can’t help it (can’t help)
you can’t say that you haven’t felt it (uh-mm)
hold me close after work, we’re reckless (hold me close)
when your hands grip my waist i’m helpless
will we ever be just friends?

Just Friends (slowed)

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

love don’t deny me 
when i’m quickly drowning
my throat’s numb from shouting
i’m choking, i can’t breathe without
you babe, i’m losing my mind going insane and
never felt so lonely in my life but baby
i click dead when you hang up the line baby

violently
so violently 

violent, so violently
i need you, i need aggressive love
tell me i'm your one, i'm your everything 
and don’t play with me, i’m just sayin’
‘cause i, i would kill for you 
i would slit someone’s throat to protect you but
how can you not see you’re hurting me 'cause baby
truth is only you could ever save me babe

violently
so violently 
so violently i 
want you violently until i bleed
violently violently 
till i bleed, i want you baby
violently violently
violently baby

Violently

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/violently
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

love don’t deny me 
when i’m quickly drowning
my throat’s numb from shouting
i’m choking, i can’t breathe without
you babe, i’m losing my mind going insane and
never felt so lonely in my life but baby
i click dead when you hang up the line baby

violently
so violently 

violent, so violently
i need you, i need aggressive love
tell me i'm your one, i'm your everything 
and don’t play with me, i’m just sayin’
‘cause i, i would kill for you 
i would slit someone’s throat to protect you but
how can you not see you’re hurting me 'cause baby
truth is only you could ever save me babe

violently
so violently 
so violently i 
want you violently until i bleed
violently violently 
till i bleed, i want you baby
violently violently
violently baby

Violently (slowed)

hey love, this is the first song from my new episodic series called 'The Blood Series', with the first episode coming out in July. there’s so much more i want to tell you… but we’ll talk soon i promise. in the meantime, thank you for being there, i love you always, x M

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

i am not safe in this tormented hallway
i promised myself this wouldn’t happen as always
pushed to the wall, you inhale my fear
straight through my shirt, so soft and sheer 
it’s your sick way, you try to control me
want it more than anything, wait
breaking your kiss
why would you play me like this?
you smile, it’s sick 
but i don’t care if this is wrong
against your chest so strong
i’m yours to destroy (destroy)

bleed
bleed for me
i can set you free
just give yourself to me, oh-oh
bleed
bleed for me
i can set you free
just give yourself to me, oh-oh-oh

bleed
bleed for me (i)
i can set you free (just)
just give yourself to me (give yourself to me oh-oh-i)
bleed (i)
bleed for me (i can)
i can set you free 
just give yourself to me
just give yourself to me (me)

Bleed for Me

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/bleed-for-me
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

i am not safe in this tormented hallway
i promised myself this wouldn’t happen as always
pushed to the wall, you inhale my fear
straight through my shirt, so soft and sheer
it’s your sick way, you try to control me
want it more than anything, wait
breaking your kiss
why would you play me like this?
you smile, it’s sick
but i don’t care if this is wrong
against your chest so strong
i’m yours to destroy (destroy)

bleed
bleed for me
i can set you free
just give yourself to me, oh-oh
bleed
bleed for me
i can set you free
just give yourself to me, oh-oh-oh

bleed
bleed for me (i)
i can set you free (just)
just give yourself to me (give yourself to me oh-oh-i)
bleed (i)
bleed for me (i can)
i can set you free
just give yourself to me
just give yourself to me (me)

Bleed for Me (slowed)

hey love. this is the first mini-episode from my new episodic series called ‘The Blood Series’. it’s my therapy. my sanity and insanity. my poetry. i’ll see you soon with the next episode. love you, x M

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4yhjbVgYD2FcBfOpNpg8sv?si=e6f92fb9adc340b5
email list: https://xmira.substack.com/
website: https://www.xmirax.com/
insta: https://www.instagram.com/xmiiraxx/

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lyrics

you don’t know the real me, i’m so much more than
you could ever see in me, slipped for a moment when i
let my guard down, let you in but 
wow i’m different now 

you thought i needed you 
you thought i needed you 
all this time it was you 
who needed me, needed me 

you always come to me when you’re lonely 
want my love when you’re out, so out of it 
i’m what you can’t get just anywhere 
you’re gonna feel what you made me feel
so tell me right now baby how’s it feel?
you don't even know
what i am capable of
don’t get it twisted because
you tasted my love
don’t mean you know me and stuff 
yeah i bet 

you thought i needed you 
you thought i needed you 
all this time it was you 
who needed me, needed me 
you thought
yeah you thought 
you thought i needed you 
all this time yeah it was you 
who needed me

You Thought

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/you-thought
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lyrics

you don’t know the real me, i’m so much more than
you could ever see in me, slipped for a moment when i
let my guard down, let you in but
wow i’m different now

you thought i needed you
you thought i needed you
all this time it was you
who needed me, needed me

you always come to me when you’re lonely
want my love when you’re out, so out of it
i’m what you can’t get just anywhere
you’re gonna feel what you made me feel
so tell me right now baby how’s it feel?
you don't even know
what i am capable of
don’t get it twisted because
you tasted my love
don’t mean you know me and stuff
yeah i bet

you thought i needed you
you thought i needed you
all this time it was you
who needed me, needed me
you thought
yeah you thought
you thought i needed you
all this time yeah it was you
who needed me

You Thought (slowed)

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lyrics

i, i, i’m, i, i 

who’s heartless now?
baby who’s heartless?
who’s heartless now? oh
baby i’m heartless 

held hostage by your voice in my head
now you’re cold and toxic, no more warmth, eyes turn red
and instead 
you hurt me ‘cause baby
it’s what you need  
you need someone to take it out on
want to make me suffer ‘cause of your own demons
but i won’t let you decide
no not this time  

who’s heartless now?
baby who’s heartless?
who’s heartless now? oh
baby i’m heartless 

baby who is heartless?
yeah that’s me
underestimated me 
yeah you did 

who’s heartless now? oh
baby i’m heartless 
i’m, i’m, i
i’m heartless
heart-heart-heartless
heartless

Heartless

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/heartless
stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

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lyrics

i, i, i’m, i, i 

who’s heartless now?
baby who’s heartless?
who’s heartless now? oh
baby i’m heartless 

held hostage by your voice in my head
now you’re cold & toxic, no more warmth, eyes turn red
and instead 
you hurt me ‘cause baby
it’s what you need  
you need someone to take it out on
want to make me suffer ‘cause of your own demons
but i won’t let you decide
no not this time  

who’s heartless now?
baby who’s heartless?
who’s heartless now? oh
baby i’m heartless 

baby who is heartless?
yeah that’s me
underestimated me 
yeah you did 

who’s heartless now? oh
baby i’m heartless 
i’m, i’m, i
i’m heartless
heart-heart-heartless
heartless

Heartless (slowed)

hey love, this is the 2nd song from episode II of ‘the blood series’. i’ll see you soon with the next song to complete the full episode II. thank you for being here x M

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lyrics

i can see myself inside
the darkness in your eyes
i’m at the breaking point now
how much more can i sacrifice?

your thorns 
your thorns 
cut into me
you’re all i feel
your thorns 
cut into me
your thorns baby 
your thorns baby 

how could i ever escape
when you’re already part of me?
it’s in the way you torture me
‘cause nothing else feels this real

your thorns 
your thorns 
cut into me
you’re all i feel
your thorns 
cut into me
your thorns baby 
your thorns baby

Thorns

original: https://soundcloud.com/xmiraxx/thorns
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lyrics

i can see myself inside
the darkness in your eyes
i’m at the breaking point now
how much more can i sacrifice?

your thorns 
your thorns 
cut into me
you’re all i feel
your thorns 
cut into me
your thorns baby 
your thorns baby 

how could i ever escape
when you’re already part of me?
it’s in the way you torture me
‘cause nothing else feels this real

your thorns 
your thorns 
cut into me
you’re all i feel
your thorns 
cut into me
your thorns baby 
your thorns baby

Thorns (slowed)

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

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lyrics

you rip me open just to watch me bleed
love me in all of my ugly 
you’re killing me softly 

all i bleed is you
all i bleed is you
when you cut me
all i bleed, i bleed you 
your pulse is my pulse
all i bleed is you
all i 
all i bleed is you

all i bleed is you 
all i bleed is you

you cut through to me when i can’t function socially 
in this crowd of contorted faces
you’re my only safe place 

all i bleed is you
all i bleed is you
when you cut me
all i bleed, i bleed you 
your pulse is my pulse
all i bleed is you
all i 
all i bleed is you
when you cut me
all i bleed, i bleed you 
your pulse is my pulse
all i bleed is you
all i 
all i bleed is you

all i bleed is you 
all i bleed is you

I Bleed You

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

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guitar played by me, but inspired by johnny808

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lyrics

put your hand on my heart
can you feel my scars?
can you heal these wounds as i fall
into your darkness
where fear can’t reach 

darkly beneath
beneath your scars
i am what you are
darkly beneath
beneath your scars
i am what you are
darkly beneath
nothing but god can stop you now
this is what you are
darkly beneath your scars

all hell breaks loose but i 
walk steadily through raging fire
i’m yours endlessly

darkly beneath
beneath your scars
i am what you are
darkly beneath
beneath your scars
i am what you are
darkly beneath
nothing but god can stop you now
this is what you are
darkly beneath your scars

Beneath Your Scars

stream: https://www.xmirax.com/links

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lyrics 

with your eyes filled with rage and hurt
wrap me in your wings, your black feathers
how could any of them ever understand?
'cause you're nothing like them
a misfit and
black crows in the sky
they cry out to you
for once you can't deny
just what you hide
deep inside

crimson leaves
crash and fall around me 
when you kiss me
crimson leaves
crash and fall around me
crimson leaves
leaves
leaves
leaves
crimson

Crimson Leaves

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tidal: https://tidal.com/browse/artist/43865884
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lyrics 

in my mind
these voices are loud
i can barely make out
my own thoughts bleeding out
weak and wounded but i
reach for you in my mind
don't let go of me now
just for this i live and die 
give my every sacrifice but
you’re just out of sight 

in my mind
i hold you in my mind
weak and wounded but i
i reach for you in my mind
in my mind
i hold you in my mind
weak and wounded but i
i reach for you in my mind
in my mind
in my mind 
in my mind
in my mind

In My Mind

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bloody lip, i'm still running
but this pain is nothing
'cause the taste of you
is my sweetest truth
work day and night and throughout
you're still all i can think about
baby don't you see?
you belong to me

bloody
bloody smile
there's no pain i can feel now
bloody
bloody smile
there's no pain i can feel

bring me out of warm ashes, release all i've ever been
as fear leaves my skin
i feel you in my veins
past the point of insane
pin me down and say
"you belong to me and
you exist only for me" when
only when you're here
baby there's no fear (oh)

bloody
bloody smile
there's no pain i can feel now
bloody
bloody smile
there's no pain i can feel

there is no
no pain i
can feel now
bloody smile
there is no
no pain i
can feel now
so bloody smile

Bloody Smile

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lyrics

you make me
you make me bad baby
so bad it's criminal
you're my criminal

your darkest secrets could never scare me baby
i'm what you are, scars and all
and what you did, you did just to survive
your own mind
you're tormented by what you are inside 
baby you

you make me
you make me bad baby
so bad it's criminal
you're my criminal

i want all in you that's twisted
bite me and make me bad
i'm breaking bad
possessively
at night come pick me up
i drink from my devil's cup
i want dangerous
i want messed up 
you

you make me (make me)
you make me bad baby (bad, baby)
so bad it's criminal (oh, you are)
you're my criminal

Criminal

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lyrics

“how much pain can you take?”
your hand clasps my throat i ache
i ache for something more than
everything i've ever been and
you keep me up at night
the price it costs to change my life
i'll pay it baby
i'm what you become
when there's nowhere left to run

don't you know?
i'll go darker than my worst fear if i
if i have to (if i have to)
don't you know? i’m that demon
when they ask what's wrong with you
they don't know half of it because
if this is what i have to become
i'll be that demon

darker than my
darker than my fear
darker than my blood i'm
darker than my
darker than my

i didn't get this far
just to give up now when the tar
gets thick, black venom consumes my every doubt 
even the angels cry
when they see me now
you, you keep me up at night  
only for you i'll pay the price
baby i'm
what you become
when there's nowhere left to run 

don't you know? i’ll 
i'll go darker than my worst fear if i
if i have to
don't you know? i’m that demon
when they ask what's wrong with you
they don't know half of it because
if this is what i have to become
i'll be that demon
don't you know? (oh i)
i'll go darker than my worst fear if i (worst fear if i)
if i have to (i’m)
don't you know? i’m that demon (demon)
when they ask what's wrong with you (you)
they don't know half of it because (half of it because)
if this is what i have to become (i’ll)
i'll be that demon

darker than my 
darker than my fear
darker than my blood i'm
darker than my 
darker than my fear
darker than my blood i'm
darker than my 
darker than my fear
darker than my blood i'm
darker than my 
darker than my

I'm That Demon

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lyrics

why can’t you admit it?
when you want something you just take it
acting tough, but you can’t quit it
i’m your librium
on your futon on the floor
you touch my lips with your
fingertips, why you so
scared to fall for someone
look at myself in your bathroom mirror
you took everything
shy in me and you made it wild instead

why can’t you admit?
how you feel about me
you say it’s nothing 
but then you come up so close
and when we all alone
there's a shift in your tone
you say it's nothing 
but then you come up so close
that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you

now she moves in closer
and i can’t even tell if i’m still sober 
it’s obvious in the way you watch me
through eyes of a man, tell me what you see
you the one who taught me (taught me)
how to be close, ain't that ironic? (ironic)
she's too far gone in
love with the pain, skin
covered in scars on her sleeves, where's her heart?
look at myself in your bathroom mirror
you took everything
shy in me and you made it wild instead

why can’t you admit?
how you feel about me
you say it’s nothing 
but then you come up so close
and when we all alone
there's a shift in your tone
you say it's nothing 
but then you come up so close
that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when you kissed
me
that’s, that’s when

she's too far gone
she's too far gone, gone
she's too far gone
she's too far gone, gone

MIRA

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