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Angels Don't Survive On Earth

fall apart

lyrics:
things just aren't as funny as they used to be
i hold on to every word
i'm quiet when i'm supposed to be
so quiet that it hurts
wrap me in lace curtains, bury me
grow a garden where my bones live
nowadays i don't see the point in being sweet
when it just over complicates things
candles burning on the table
angels said i need more time
i'd fly away if i was able
down to california, back to way before this
cause i've spent my whole life in a dark room
saw myself the way i see you
thought it was a ghost but it was just me
honey, darling, tell me where did the time go
i was a barefoot child, now i'm barefoot in a black coat
don't you try to save me, don't be such a baby
i'm here but you can't see me
lost in the veil, please don't tear me away
my whole life thought i was condemned 
saw myself the way i saw them
done being their china doll, i don't miss it.. not at all
what's one more sad song to sing
what's one more apology while i ask the moon
to save me from my body </3
i've run out of nice things to say
i slip further, further away
just leave me here, go away
maybe i'll see you tomorrow, just not today

i saw myself the way i see you

dreamcore

heyhihello

i've got rocks no one else has seen
they belong to me
crooked mother's teeth
hiding underneath
tongues i tried to feed
with lack of company
but she's still bleeding
on all my rocks
i can hardly talk
without my rocks, i'm lost
i thought i had it all.

i've got rocks that help me breathe,
feed my every need,
plant my rusty seeds,
crunch on every leaf,
staggered heavy heaves
count to 1 2 3
why's it not working?
i need another rock
i can hardly walk
without my rocks, i'm lost
i thought i had it all.

i've got rocks gifted from my friends
silly broken mends
tricky token trends
between my two left hands
they said it'd never end
threw me across the bend
i'm weighted down again
by all my rocks
i can hardly float
just another ghost
you said you loved me most

my rock collection

Best Coast - Sun Was High [SLOW]

hi sweetheart
as always thank you for listening and i really appreicate you more than you prolly know. times are tough but life is still happening, and my fingers are as crossed as they can be wishing the absolute best for you. maybe in a few months i will not feel so broken, and maybe tomorrow you will wake up and see flowers coming up. i am hugging you and i am hoping that this finds you when you need it the most. and keaton, if you're reading this/hearing this somehow- your words have always baffled me unconditionally. 
MWAAAAH<3

dreamcore

MOONFRUIT

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