Every chance that I had to make amends thrown away in a second of clarity.
All we are is rehearsed lines on this page; play it out, it's an over done cliche.
The touch of your hand was never so cold.
Let it slip through your grasp, it's not worth it to hold.
It's a story, a poem; it's something so tragic.
It'll never work out how you expect.
I'll never be who you thought I was.

It's not morals; it's cowardance.

novella - morals vs. cowardance p. vinogradov

in all honesty
i dont know anything
not at all
so what made you think
i could be anything
honestly, honestly
honestly at all
ill abide with the sun
and the moon
and if u want to
you can come with
come with me
with your hand in mine
at the barrel of a gun
im waiting for you,
im waiting for you at the bottom
i’ve been down the rabbit hole
oh please could you drag me out
am i too far gone to be remade?
now all your words are bullets to me

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near - down the rabbit hole +novella

i dont want to be here 
i just got to stay clear
and these days feel longer
i dont want to be here 
i just got to stay clear
and these days feel longer
and true to my heart
sad to say but its been hard
to disregard everything 
you said to me thats meant to be

i dont want to be here (prod.mita)

moving through the motions way too fast
think i need to take a trip to the past
please dont break my heart its made of glass
smoking on a pound im smoking grass
i cant keep this up it wont last
im a drop out failed my classes
in my mouth theres a tab in
i cant see wheres my glasses

motions

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write another story, play it up and make it art
tell me how it is, from the heart 
girl i’d sell my soul for a chance to live it over
recalling every touch, is it me or was it colder
six bullet sin
lets play Russian roulette 
bleed it out on sheets stained forever red
six bullet sin
lets play Russian roulette
eulogy you whispered under your breath
im not a poet girl
the story is over
is this the ending you want;
a perfect ballroom scene marred by bloodstained hearts, spewing tragedy?

six bullet sin

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2024

Shut your mouth, stitch it up, keep this secret close.
It’s so hard to convey it with imperfect prose.
I know that i left and i know that it hurt you.
If you were me, i know you’d do what you had to.

Close your heart off and play pretend.
Is it too late to make amends?
Confession is hard when repentance feels so far away.

Between me and you, this tension suffocates.
Oh girl, you’re no poet; so don’t make it out so beautiful.

repentance feels so...

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2025

Heart heavy with a burden.
My veins are cursed.
Conflicted musings seep through my tongue.
This apathy takes root.
The dove that once flew has chained its own legs and clipped its own wings.
A poet with no muse.
Cold lips, azure blue.
A passion once warm now a corpse in this bed.
Acknowledge the cycle.
The perennial poison flower that blooms and poisons the well.
This lack of self, this burning desire draws me in away from grace.
Apple of my eye, rotten core, worm your way through my flesh.
This lack of will is dragging you under.
Bloodstained hands hold no warmth.
Deep rooted affliction, cull the spore.
Purify me by your flame.

flower interlude

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2023

Use your favourite words.
Tell me something awful.
Used to hurt so bad but now the blade of you has went dull.
I know what was said girl, don’t you play dumb.
Do you think your pretty actions could make up for the lost trust?
Every time we try to talk we gloss it over.
That’s the way it goes, your heart is for another.
Ever since that conversation i’ve been feeling colder.
I don’t want to acknowledge it anymore.

Say something, this silence breaks me.
I know it’s my fault, and i can’t bear to face it.
You’re meant for another and girl i just hate it.
Put on an act, forever i’m faking.
This love turns to a bullet, which side of the gun are you on?

It’s just like you to never admit your feelings or your part in this.

which side of the gun are you on?

walk away with your laughter

Fckin time (prod. Giov Wi$e)

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LYRICS
Had to level up 
cause im the man

Counting on my body 
Bringin bands

Can’t control my lust 
Throw it away 

She throwin as$ 
Im just tryna see 
Whatsup  

You ain’t seen 
Nothing like this 

I just took something 
I don’t even know 

Its a project x 
Party, letting go 

Smokin’ till my lungs 
Are broken 

Im feelin’ loose 
I dont know 
What ima do 

They outside 
Why they talking 
We in the room 

They know 
We greedy 
We like taking 
What we want 

I been through hell 
And let me tell you 
It get dark 

If my twins cant 
Come then I won’t slide 

Like im mario 
These mushrooms 
Fire

Up all night 
Like a vampire 

All these gs
This wagoner 
Is loud 

They thought 
I was wild 

Believed in 
my life 

What im
Living now

She’s gon give 
Me top 
While the hood is dropping down 

All black on me now 
bitxh im rocking venom style 

So fine 
Like marilyn

How you like 
My first impression 

I like my 
Reflection 
When them diamonds dancing 

Wasn’t tryna 
fuxk wit me 
and now they as$ 
Handsy 

(Repeats)


PROJECT X (prod. purc)

fall back into what you reject
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