made this drunk asf like a month n a half ago



you say you miss me 
yeah i would too
say you want me
yeah i would too
off the drugs everyday
thats what i want to do
and i’m drunk everyday
i cant remember you

and im fuckin out
girl lets talk it out 
yeah im quiet as a mouse
never hear me scream n shout
im blinded by the light 
i cant really see right now
you talk of me in spite
but im what you need right now

off the drugs bitch
thats what i want bitch 
i cant even think straight 
so why you talking
i don’t remember shit
yeah i’m young n ignorant 
i need a another cigarette 
i’m never one to regret 
and I’m off the drugs
come and show me love
you know that you see me up
high as fuck jus like a dove
and you feel good 
you feel good jus like the drugs 
i like your mind, fuck your body
i just need your love
i got rid of lust
lsd and ritalin
never gave fuck
maybe i should give some
yeah i really made em all
n they all up in denial 
i’m the blueprint they’re inspired
off the drugs I’m feeling wired
too high I’m too tired
and I’m feeling wired
come pass me a lighter
i’m tryna get higher
and i know im the one that she admires
and i know im the one that she admires

you say you miss me 
yeah i would too
say you want me
yeah i would too
off the drugs everyday
thats what i want to do
and i’m drunk everyday
i cant remember you
you say you miss me 
yeah i would too
say you want me
yeah i would too
off the drugs everyday
thats what i want to do
and i’m drunk everyday
i cant remember you

would too (prod. 2040x2040)

Higher Mountains

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Into the Night

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

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produced by @w6lker <3
cover art drawn by https://instagram.com/vuelure

lyrics:

push me to the edge like you don’t know what you’re doing
i can hear it walk around, damn i know i hear it moving
there’s a sickness in my head & in the end i will pursue it
i’ve got a blade in my sternum, going deeper in the bruises

ladies & gentlemen, it’s my final show
let me show you how deep i’ll go in my flesh & bone
this performance, baby it might be the death of me, the death of me
virus spreading, not a single remedy, remedy

salvation is six feet deep & two feet wide,
can i still find my grave in time?
use me till there’s nothing left,
i want you to kill me with your medicine
abandonment, desolation
freezing, we’re isolated
showtime, we’re barely breathing
hundreds of voices bleating
encore upon the stage, look how we slip away
giving them all my pain, this is the great escape

string me up & rip me limb from limb now,
choking on my words, it's hard to breathe out
stick yr fingers down my throat to hurt me,
i am dying slow & they're not worried

drugs to get me by & maybe help me,
clown, just bring a gun and fucking end me
scared of theaters, i'm still getting stage fright
can't wait to leave it, i can't wait to die cause

salvation is six feet deep & two feet wide,
can i still find my grave in time?
use me till there’s nothing left,
i want you to kill me with your medicine
abandonment, desolation
freezing, we’re isolated
showtime, we’re barely breathing
hundreds of voices bleating
encore upon the stage, look how we slip away
giving them all my pain, this is the great escape

Salvation

mixed and mastered by @cholorofilm
prod. teeth
w/ @cholorofilm , @winterdollx

stress:
suicidal overdose girl u played my <3 :(
im on liveleak showin off showin off my scars
if u wanna self sabotage bby ride w me
ill mutilate ur face if u ever try to leave me <3

this ones for u u stupid whore
did u rly think i liked u i threw u in the morgue xD
im so insecure do u rly love mE???
bby ill ruin ur life if u ever try to leave me

welcome to my horror show they said tht u were comatose
i rly h8 my life but i h8 u ur a stupid hoe
i wna disassociate from everything i kno
if im the only one u luv bby i already kno:3
winter:
prettiest girl in the morgue
when i taste you i want more
living dead girl (yea)
its a shame she's a whore

got me begging for more
bloody stains on her skirt
its myself i want to hurt
when you drag me through the dirt

cholorofilm:
young violet, omg shes dead
too much xnx, waiting for ma death
got tha crucifixes, cut ma arm im uselesss
blood is driving feelings i think i blacked out
cut ma body up in half, u wont hear from me again
talkin shit online, u a bitchass, bitchass fan
i been makin bands in ma sleep, u are next to them
fuckin bite me, welcome to the horror motel

Daily Affirmation - prod.xtasane

Pharaoh

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