when the time comes

I just took an unsurvivable dose of desoxyn

i cant take it anymore

why am i such a wretched creature?
don't look at me.. dont know me..
i am still not human

i couldn't hate it. i couldn't crush it.
because i looked human to you
even as i struggle, turned inside out.
with my crumbling mind, i reach out blindly,
like a cocoon of a human,
dangling from its own threads.

i can hear your sighs
i feel like an insect, drowning in your cup.

i finally realised
i wasn't even an insect
my own filth, unknown even to myself,
seeps into your cup

wouldn't it be nice if,
one morning,
i simply wasn't here any more?

respect sample: sweet boy- this house is not the same

insect boy

watching the stars twinkle as i suppress all the memories i want to forget

⫘⫘DEATH IS JUST A BETTER HEADESET⫘⫘

Abandoned

etinot u ees ll'i

♱ I know everything now, about me, about you, about this world ♱

✦•┈๑⋅⋯ ⋯⋅๑┈•✦

The day I met you, my life took flight
The day I gazed into your eyes, the world turned bright
The day I chose to follow where you lead
My heart found purpose, no longer in need.
You gave me a reason to sing my song
You gave me a rhythm where I belong
You gave me a reason to feel love's glow
A warmth in my heart I didn't know.
I want to believe in this moment's fire
I want to believe without reason, just desire.

 ✦•┈๑⋅⋯ ⋯⋅๑┈•✦

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