This is genuinely fire, wish more people knew of you bro

ithinkineedyou prod.jolst

worthless (feat. QQUAYEE) prod. cxrter x splashgvng

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161 and  https://soundcloud.com/jolst

pekarot's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@pekarot

jolst's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@Jolst

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we could chill back at my place
two am and I'm shitfaced
i should probably go to bed
but I'll only contemplate mistakes

I'm sorry but i feel so stupid
i promise it's nothing that you did
just need a second to calm down
why are my thoughts fucking morbid

i need to stop fucking stressing and rushing
to carry it all till my shoulders are crushed
and it's hard to find yourself again when all you have that's left is a soul too broken, beyond repair 

and everything is falling beyond my care
feel like nowadays i just float through the air
nothing is important when you're not here
nothing is the same, yet it all is


i spend my money to feel something
i cut my friends off alone again
don't know why i keep on doing this
all i know is that i hate myself

i cannot bother to answer you
i promise that it's nothing personal
i only feel like i bother you
just wanna talk like the others do

beyond_repair (Pekarot x Jolst)

New Orleans hit different when i was young and growing up
too bad deal with your thoughts and all that's said and done
my head hurts too bad when I'm at the club I'm drinking to throw it up
a side bitch don't mean nothing if your life is so tied up

everyone says life is better when ur gone
but life just felt so different times when i was young
sleeping in too late in late July i mean it, my head is hung
i miss times when i was laid back with my girl out in Orillia
nothing felt the same since then i wanna fucking end it all

take ur time
breathe
come to sense
please

your so needed now
why is this happening
everyone's outta of their head
my friends all left town i'm alone in the end
my precious my baby, who are you again
you needed some space i aint seen you in years but i said.
this pain you caused me, is so bad and immense
the spirit we had left us broken again
im bleeding out, on the floor again
again
again
again

Better When You're Gone (prod. Irby)

where did i go wrong staring at my phone
waiting for a text back twiddling my thumbs
rollercoaster of emotions u don’t wanna ride along
12gs in my pocket like the gravity when i fall

she said i ain’t shit baby bet that
chilling at the bottom of the crevice i was left at
u said i love u were u fucked up when u said that
honestly it doesn’t matter as long as the check cash

tell me what ur doing tonight 
let’s get out this party go where you’d like
baby girl u always keep mood right
we can slow dance in the moon light

i need it right now
everybody say they next i think they need to pipe down
i can tell u don’t like being tied down
but i can’t let u be left so can u be my right now

wednesday night it’s the same day the trash goes out
why they tell me i deserve the best
before they cast me out
10k on the table all alone dealer cash me out
grabbing what i can before they fuck me like a casting couch

jet black forces sapphire porsches
rip my chest open like u don’t know what remorse is
shredding me to pieces like u need a smaller portion
heart sewn on my sleeve baby of course it’s
mr don’t care caring way too much
life ain’t fair ever boy u better stand up
me and u right here energy in tandem
underneath the starlight slow dancing phantoms
mr don’t care caring way too much
life ain’t fair ever boy u better stand up
me and u right here energy in tandem
underneath the starlight slow dancing phantoms

tell me what ur doing tonight 
let’s get out this party go where you’d like
baby girl u always keep mood right
we can slow dance in the moon light

i need it right now
everybody say they next i think they need to pipe down
i can tell u don’t like being tied down
but i can’t let u be left so can u be my right now

wretch like me (scottysplash)

twin sista's (@maxxairrbeats @clonnex @yunggokrazy @slimemaco)

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

lyrics

another Tuesday in this house
crashed out passed out
my head 2 loudddd
strait falling down
laid on the ground
wht to talk Abt
I'm filled w doubt
that we gon make it out

promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud
promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud

brain is shot
turn it off
or leave it on
it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it's not my fault 

promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud
promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud



Head222222loud

Shipping & Handling w/ love jai (9anyal)

dont try to rescue someone who wants to be rescued & be careful rescuing someone who wants to be rescued
ohh ooo ohhh ooo
im the complete opposite of self sufficient
and i dont think that ill ever listen
momma used to say you better clean your act up
but now im out here in a room full of actors
and i cant tell what the fuck really matters
im tryna come up they keep kicking the latter
your glass filled half way well mines looking shattered
i can feel it in the air theres not much special
i dont wanna leave you let alone learn to let go
i just want the chicken cheese and guap keep the queso
fighting with you is like a war in the court room
and i lose every single time its a case closed
walking with my demon and i gave him my halo
standing on my business ima do what i say so

and sometimes i may feel like im an idiot
fuck it baby let em think that im an idiot
hold tight and we'll be there in a minute
pick a fight and jus tell me wen u finished
lately i dont like the person im becoming in the mirror 
i keep running i keep running i keep running it aint clear
and they say im close to something but it dont feel like im near
umm i cant even tell you how the fuck i got here
i dont ever think youll feel what i feel
i put blood sweat and tears in this bitch for years

unfinished draft i may or may not finish

DONT KNO MEH

atleastvisitmygrave
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worthless (feat. QQUAYEE) prod. cxrter x splashgvng

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