happy new years. <3
remix of flwrkids song @user-519811183
prod idly blare

flwrkid - paranoid delusions with chao

I cannot think about my feelings no more
You said you love me but you fucking the Slamming the door
i know that I am racist and I love it too much
drink some wine cut my arm then  im praising Jesus

I love myself more than I love you girl 
Goth bitch and she like music like goddamn 
purple scars all on my skin caux I burn it too much 

IF SHE LOVE @SUICIDETEMPTATION THEN SHE MUST CUT Herself 

I don’t love you, I don’t love her and I can’t love myself 
Fuck yoga and meditation it didn’t help my health 
Rude Scars does not rap, this life is so miserable 
demons coming out of me when I’m Praying for help 
no more pain upon my  life and I know I see her well

A part of me wishes I could go back to how it was 
A part of me wishes I could just stay by myself 

Spend sooo much time thinking about my lyrics and love
write a poem about the times that girls hurt me so much 
write a book about the times that I fucking got jumped 

Hedeiliyn does not love me, no not all 2x 
Seijun does not <3 me , no not all
Claire never loved me, no not all 
Maxine Never loved me .no not all 

I am Empty and the scars upon my skin show it all :)

i went drinkin after my doctor told me that i have terminal dementia.. 😁

Credits:

song by Rude Scars @rude-scars

Prod by miércoles

mixed by me ~(@solitudekys)

rude scars- Hey Siri where’s the nearest bridge?

(disc. i do not own any songs used and none of these songs r mine, all credit goes to fern road)
i used a lil reverb and bitcrush to hide the true sound of some of these deleted songs... also all have been shortened and slowed
(in order)

fall apart
nails
ill be there (deleted)
try something (deleted)
nice cats
not so easy (deleted)
my friend
whatever (deleted)
u decided (deleted)
for jd (deleted)

fern road mixx // december blues

✧TRACKLIST✧
((All of these songs belong to wifiskeleton {@menthol100s})

✧untitled demo 
✧i fucking hated it
✧heroin
✧its probably my fault anyways demo
✧show this to your her {@meow-806512086}
✧hey... {@meow-806512086}
✧acoustic didnt ask to be this way {@meow-806512086}
✧if i had any left id drown in it {@meow-806512086}
✧we all need a shoulder to cry on {@meow-806512086}

0q2 and exxen's skeleton guitar mix

prod facedrug

i tell you im okay but that would mean i lied cause no im not okay
you tell me okay you keep sayin its fine but i say otherwise
she sold her soul she made that deal, i keep a pole cause shit get real
and i got setup by that bitch i should've been up inside a ditch
but i stayed strong thru all of it and now im here and getting rich
it comes with flaws cause your too chronic, and lets be honest
you switch the topic cause your nauseous of me being right
dont cause any fights cause i cant sleep at night cause im not alright when your mad at me
i would sleep sadly look at how much i cried wish i went and died wonder why i tried commit suicide

imsg - stop trying to control my feelings you know i'm right

prod. @user-470248955
extended version of twenty sucks by @menthol100s

**lyrics**
i think i wanted to fly
so i wont feel that i’ll amount to nothing
the world would keep on spinning if i were to end up jumping
spending hours melting in the corner of your room
im sorry if im velting just to get away from you
oooooooooo you dont understand
i used to be something greater than the puddle in your hands
now how can i sit here? i’m much less of a man
if i were a feather i’d float gently to the sand

skeleton - twenty sucks (extended edit)

@blurxy

original title: smelling your scent for a second was the best thing that happened to me today

i wanna be mesmerizing to you - im gonna let go

prod @03y
mix @gehc


lyrics in order:

@John - 🐔

@gehc - 👽

@slyxster - 🐌

flwrkid - paranoid delusions with chao

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