spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

produced by sai
some guitar done by me
cover art edited by ilxrrr (the goat)

//Lyrics
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

these stone walls just wont break down
only artist in my town, oh please
move on, move on, bae
move on, move on or i'll
walk off, anyways
wont fall, for anything, I
move hearts with a pen and page
i've thought through every maze
baby when you're around me it hurts
but when you're not its much worse
coast to coast love just wont work
now thinking bout what I
learned about honesty, you
said your done calling me but
we'll just see how we end up
only in intervals

oh, my, god
you just cant wake this up
you just cant wait for sum
you just done waiting in line
feel it around me i lost when you thought to doubt me it hurts
if you allow me ill erase everything about me from your head girl
wait not that part
what we said girl
wow we went that far
maybe my visions off but im not ready to let go
you gave us up, like wait one second we were so close
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

you're in a hurry
i just dont know yet (i just need a little time)
you allure me
i wonder whats next

crystal clear [p. sai]

@tonch4k
fuck

say that say that
we gon fall in love in that maybach
baby
u know u driving me so damn crazayyyyy
made me go down thru the earth yeah u screamed mayday
and imma spend a couple bags like its my payday
payday
we gon fall in love in that maybach
baby
u know u driving me so damn crazayyyyy
made me go down thru the earth yeah u screamed mayday
and imma spend a couple bags like its my payday

saythatttt ft tonch (pitsearches)

Portals
Produced, Mixed, Mastered By Me

(Chorus)

They said I’d never do it
They say I won’t be great
I’m moving like I’m fluid
I make the ground shake
You dumb and you stupid if you think I won’t make it
Drugs in my body I ain’t even mean to take it
Fucked up so much in my past I ain’t want to face it
Remember what you do there’ll be some consequences placed in
Been through too much shit that’s how I learned to just be patient

(Verse 1)

Money in my pocket I sip drank like I’m a patient
Told my bro too pour me up my heart feel like it’s vacant
She rub on my body I’m like baby know I love that
I ain’t mean to lie to you like baby just forgive me
I ain’t mean too do that shit i wonder if you miss me
Huh body so cold I drop down all on ugh
And my body so cold I drop down on the floor yuh
I ain’t need you then but now I need you more yuh
Ask me why I changed and they asked me why I switched up
Who the fuck was there for me when I wasn’t up up
Used to call your phone and you ain’t ever wanna pick up
Now I got your friend up in my bed she doing sit ups

I miss life when it was easy
I miss life when it was fun
I miss running on the beach
I miss kissing on your tounge

I miss kissing on your tounge

(Verse 2)

Why would I blame on you
Why would I, why?
Why would you blame on me
Why would you lie?
I know you hated me
I know you, I
Can’t you just wait for me, can’t, can’t
Can’t you just wait for me, can’t, can’t
I been away
You been away
Touch on my face

Kiss on my lip
Hands on your waist
Hands on your hips
Tears in my eyes I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna grow up
I been scared to grow up
And I been scared of losing you
And I fuck up my apologies
And I’m not the man that I wanna be

(Chorus)

They said I’d never do it
They say I won’t be great
I’m moving like I’m fluid
I make the ground shake
You dumb and you stupid if you think I won’t make it
Drugs in my body I ain’t even mean to take it
Fucked up so much in my past I ain’t want to face it
Remember what you do there’ll be some consequences placed in
Been through too much shit that’s how I learned to just be patient

Portals

produced by me n jacob

lyrics 
im fin get this paper 
i love like counting checks
nobody can save her 
that bit she not my ex
i can’t like fw her 
cuz she jus wan sum sex
i know i loved you back then
but that shit wrecked
long time 
it’s been a long time
it’s been a long time 
since i seen your face 
i know you been goin 
at ya own damn pace
so tell me when can I see you
im tryna feel the way I felt like
when I fuckin needed u
do you still wanna call my phone
to know that I like see you
do you still think the drugs I gave you
fuckin healed you
either way
im fin get this paper 
i love like counting checks
nobody can save her 
that bit she not my ex
i can’t like fw her 
cuz she jus wan sum sex
i know i loved you back then
but that shit wrecked
hop up innat c8
took a break from the German
ion fuck with twelve
them pussy boys like vermin 
we still getting rich
despite what you determine
made a whole lot pape 
but im still fuckin learning
im fin get this paper 
i love like counting checks
nobody can save her 
that bit she not my ex
i can’t like fw her 
cuz she jus wan sum sex
i know i loved you back then
but that shit wrecked

cant save her

lyrics 

Skin covered in blood
Shoes covered in mud
And I'm all alone in these woods
And I don’t know where to go

Needles in my skin
(why does it)
Why does it feel, like such a skin
Oh god, is that silhouette or just a tree
Are my eyes playing tricks on me
Oh I'm paranoid (crunch)
I heard a noise
Is anybody there?  

Was it behind me?
Or to the left
(to the left, take a breath) 
Move on
Let the needles hit my spine, I'll reset 
I’ll reset, take a breath, and move along

Surrounded by unfamiliar areas
Pocket knife in my hands, cant be scared I’m a man
I've gotta, shake it off
(But I'm bout to)

Crumble on this trail
Palms clamy as hell
Beads of sweat, roll down my neck, I know that I’m frail
Oh I’ve gotta get a grip
I’m better than this 
I can feel my hands shake while they’re balled into fists
Oh I’ll fall on my ankle, feeling it twist
Oh god what did I do to deserve any of this

That light in the distance
Its beckoning me 
Do I follow?
Will it set me free

Acupuncture

cant deal w no rapper tryna act fake tough told em look wht we did 2 ur manager
i aint been doin drugs it been like2 mo boy i didnt even know icld manage it
the label been blowin my phone 2up but im usin the stu for advantages
dont say thts ur swag boy ik tht its not u been stealin the sauce j for vanity
me n lil ksuuvi sold out 2 shows ona roll finna cause a calamity
actin2 tough but u still 5'4 boy u dnt even look like a man2 me
pop my shit rq cuz im bored

we kno u move like a loser
id lose my shit if i lose her
ok 
im coolin
s/o gabe im the teacher u student
bitch im the wave alr kno im the movement
boy i got a lotta space for improvement the money j comin2 me ion do sht
sawme outside of the club im w tov said ud punch me but uwldnt do sht
im not rly1 to beef w a clown boy im j tryna focus on music
me n lil bro tryna find j-horror movies up on tubi
im sick asab im coughin my lungs like im still smokin loosies
im lovin the music i dont fw socials this shit dnt amuse me

wat
me lucy n jack onna 3man play rock the show then we headin like straight back 2 lax
i took me a xan for the flight but i still say im sober cuz i was j tryna relax
dont hit my phone  btc im doin goodd

dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@
dnt try2 askme where im@@

Vain prod sjr

prod. me

i wish i could be perfect
so all my flaws and sins would be gone
i wish i could get rid of all this greed
grab the guillotine cut my head off
oh in my final moments ill pray to you
oh my god is a woman she'll make do

ooh my god is a woman 
and she is so perfect
ill repent all my sins
so you can heal me with both hands
(x2)

i fell flat on my face
i need to pick my head
im on my knees and ill pray
i want you to come home 
it doesnt matter the day
please just dont lead me astray
im your sheap
and your the shepard
baby just take me away

ooh my god is a woman 
and she is so perfect
ill repent all my sins
so you can heal me with both hands

i thought i had it all
but i could barley grasp it
its in the palms of my hands
girl i cant let go from it

its like your an arrow
and baby im the target
just hit a bullseye 
ill fall down right infront ya

i lost alotta friends
i still hold them close in my heart
cause now im the man 
they helped me build up in the start

but now im where i wanna be 
and everything feels wrong
so now ill do this for you
everyone i lost

i put my trust in you 
i put my trust in god
i put my trust in you
i put my trust in god

ooh my god is a woman 
and she is so perfect
ill repent all my sins
so you can heal me with both hands

my god is a woman

locked (baz)

prod. me
feat. @sepmakesmusic

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/right-here-feat-sep-2

You damn right that you bad
You gone too soon
I need a throwback of that
ASAP goddamn all eyes on you
Type of pretty with no makeup
And you know its true, I
I wonder why
Fuck up my head you got a guy
Give a fuck about your ex, I can't lie
Give a fuck about your next, I still slide

Girl I think I need you
Lets make it clear
Show you what I'm up to
I got ideas
So we don't gotta
Talk and talk, be headstrong
We can just,
Fill in the lines and write a love song
So can you,
Tell me what you want girl
And I'll appear
Want you to come over
Let's make it clear.
So we don't gotta talk and talk
And be headstrong
So don't lie
I know you want me right here

I need you right here right now 
I don't wanna fight just pipe down 
Stand up and turn them lights out 
Baby my life your life now 
If you wanna slide by just say that
(say that)
If you wanna talk back just say that
(say that)
I need you right here right now 
Tell me before all our words going south
If it's over I don't wanna fall from you 
On the sofa waiting from a call from you
Missed call from me 
Missed call from you
I just do it all, do it all for you 
So can you take it off 
Before I take it off of you 
So can you drop it low 
Be someone I fall into 
Cause I just need you
The only one I'm talking to 
Won't deceive you
You don't know I'm watching you 

Girl I think I need you
Lets make it clear
Show you what I'm up to
I got ideas
So we don't gotta
Talk and talk, be headstrong
We can just,
Fill in the lines and write a love song
So can you,
Tell me what you want girl
And I'll appear
Want you to come over
Let's make it clear.
So we don't gotta talk and talk
And be headstrong
So don't lie
I know you want me right here

@sepmakesmusic

distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1…ht-here-feat-sep-2

right here (feat. sep')

prod 6tracks

i'm cool with mary jane, help me open up my eyes
i'm high up on the plane so regardless ima fly
i got people everywhere like flies up on the wall
so aint no conversation that you have escaping mua
it's me and mary jane had another long night
told her we gon be okay don't you worry about your boyfriend baby
i know you been tryna love me, you been tryna save me
don't know how to break it to you i'm not up for saving

she taking her top off i aint even ask her
now she tryna top me i'm driving i might crash it
pills up in the bottle been dividing them in fractions
she love getting high but she just wanna make it last yeah
told her i am not the same i am not the same as last year
kept the same hoes around me that i did last year

i'm cool with mary jane help me open up my eyes
i'm high up on the plane so regardless ima fly
i got people everywhere like flies up on the wall
so aint no conversation that you have escaping mar
it's the dropout junkie, bet he'll make it far
aint no cop out hoe i'm tryna make a million dollars
if theres 5 more years that i got up in the game
i'm tryna get my mom a house and get my brothers fucking chains
i'm cool with mary jane help me open up my eyes
i got people everywhere they like the flies up on the wall

saythatttt ft tonch (pitsearches)

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