Vaeo X Mssnger 12-13-2021

when the blunt hit back

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)



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OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

When I was with you I was playing games on my phone (Clash Of Clans Sound xDDDD)
I should've paid more attention to you
But all the memories ain't gone
We've been through a lot of ups and downs

I'm guna make it better with my next one
Altho I thought that you were guna be the one

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

"Don't do this and don't do that"
You just had enough...
I've waited couple months but now I'm guna move on
With someone else...

OH MY GOD! (Greyrock)

produced by dazed?!

lyrics:
whats this pain drawn toward my chest?
so much etiquette for a pest
your new boyfriend just like the rest
but i dont see any point in
trying for you
for you, for you
instead im dying 4u
so u have some happiness
some hapiness
something to live for
it must be nice
to watch it unfold

im taking a knife to my veins
now tell me if it'd be insane
if i were to go out my way
say f*ck it and blow out my brain
they dont care until your heart flatlines
was it ever worth it or was it just to past time?

i dont really see any good in myself
but i cant really help but to choose myself
but me through pain all the shit i fell for
why u acting like a whore?
was it all for nothing, or?
ur so fucking self endorsed.
for all the pain you fell for
give me more, give me more

looking behind me, i look to my left and right
*knocking*
but i can't see.
i dont wan talk about feelings when i do not have any
i can hardly breathe

they all point and laugh at the kid whos barely done shit
you know that i'll forever be done with you
you dumb bitch

-=-
i dont talk alot
every man for himself
ready or not
here i come
i see you
clearly
i feel you
...

turn it to a problem when i talk about you
but i couldn't give a shit, i don't fret about you
i aint tryna fall but i swear im bound to
why u gotta make everything about you

social interaction, i cant do it
i hide my face, i know im ruined
my parents think im pushing through it
nothings real but my dreams are lucid-

hide n seek

as real as it gets

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

I was thinking you the one
Had it all wrong
Just to see your true colors, damn that took too long
Don't wanna say its all lies
Hope you're alone at night
And when the party's over you think of me living out my life
I think I need a new drug just to pick me back up
We used to talk just for fun
Yeah that's the type shit I love
Think it's all in my head
Got no dopamine left in my brain
I can't be tracked since I left the frame
Ever since my life just wasn't the same, I guess

I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you
I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you

I love lying to myself apparently
Its been fucking up my health, there's no remedy (you know)
Your loves a drug I was wasted
And now you're stuck on my pavement
You working hard just to phase me
Too late this already changed me
It's alright (fuck)

I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you
I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

hide n seek

dazed?!

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