March 31st

someofmythoughts

Unbothered

Karma

Lying To Myself

(prod. GOOD KARMA)
 {Verse1}
we use to call 

But I 
can’t make you change 
cant make you change 
At all

And you texting me 20 times 
At night 
Cos you thought it was right 

{chorus}  
Can you make it right?
Stranded and lost 
At what cost 
Hated it when you 
Tell me lies 
When you tell me 
I can see right thru you 

{verse2}
ive Tried 
 so hard 
To hold it off 
 
Fighting all these thoughts to 
Not leave you 
You don’t know 

All the shit that I’ve been thru 

And now
 I’m Falling  into the abyss 

On my mind 
There’s no pain 
Tryna keep it intact 

Id be lying 
If I said 
think bout calling back 

Then I stop
And remember
The reason I left 
 I got  tired 
Of running  you chasing you 

{chorus}  
Can you make it right?
Stranded and lost 
At what cost 
Hated it when you 
Tell me lies 
When you tell me 
I can see right thru you 

{bridge}
I can see right thru  you 
I can see right 
I can see right thru  you 
Why you try to lie 
I can see right thru  you 
Who you fooling girl?
I know your tricks
I know your tricks

{chorus}  
Can you make it right?
Stranded and lost 
At what cost 
Hated it when you 
Tell me lies 
When you tell me 
I can see right thru you

Inspired Liars

Verse:
me and you in the rain
Holding on 

heart aches all in a ring 
Im holding on 

So why
Do I?
Cry these tears for you 

Why 
Do I?
Spent all my time
Thinking of you 

I seem to forget 
Who I am
And I don’t like what I’m on 

I hate on where I’m landing 
Seems like my personal hell 


Chorus:
Ive been okay
I think old ways 
Please just save me

Ill die lately 
Please just save me

World is changing
World is changing

Mens Downfall

Chorus:

i know that its wrong
I had to let it go

Half of its my fault
I couldn’t let her go 

Constant back and forth 
Damn 
I should’ve known

Now I’m the only one 
Thinking this too hard 

Is it 
Is it my fault ?
 
That you 
Won’t decided to change 
 
I hate 
That you’re not around 

Cause every now and then 
Im down 

Verse:

La la la la 
(You gotta run)
La la la la 
(You gotta run)

Or she might break you 
Run 
She’s a heart eater
 aint believe them 

I hate how 
You just
 lead me on
 the other side 

I hate how
 u  live
to die 
And rot 

cause
  I hate 
my demons is always right 




Chorus:

i know that its wrong
I had to let it go

Half of its my fault
I couldn’t let her go 

Constant back and forth 
Damn 
I should’ve known

Now I’m the only one 
Thinking this too hard 

Is it 
Is it my fault ?
 
That you 
Won’t decided to change 
 
I hate 
That you’re not around 

Cause every now and then 
Im down

No Drums

VERSE1:
ive 
Played my part 
In falling in love wit u
falling in love wit u (falling)
I (oh I)
hate you now (hate you now)
Cause I
 couldn’t change 
All 
the bad things 
About you 
Ohh (couldn’t change nothing about you)

CHORUS:
What is it you want from me?(what am I to you?)
I 
can’t stand your ways(I cant stand , I cant stand your ways)
Why 
do you bother me?(why do you bother me?)
Trying not to fall (trying not to fall)

VERSE2:
Cry me a river
And gods little girl
She’s a innocent one (she so)
She dont take nothing 
From no man(nothing from no man)
I let it be oh
You let it eat you(you let it eat you)
I tried to leave you(I tried to leave you)

That’s my bad blessing(my bad)

CHORUS:
What is it you want from me?(what is it  you want from me oh ? )
I 
can’t stand your ways (I cant stand your ways , I cant stand your ways)
Why 
do you bother me? (Why do you bother me? , why do you bother me?)
Trying not to fall (I’m trying , im trying not to fall)

Outro:
Drugs help me feel fine
When im in your mind
Tell me what you find
I think I need it
(What am I gonna do?)
You think you innocent 
I think I need it all

Back To The Past

CHORUS:
Sometimes
I wish I changed it 
Sometimes
I get  too dangerous
Sometimes 
I wish it aint happen 
But 
Now you’re gone

VERSE: 
I wish that 
I could take back
Everything Ive
done to you

I miss our little thing 
Every little thing bout you

Every little thing 
The way you laugh
The way you smile
You don’t like 

I loved everything 
You aint like
Was like oh my
you Never changed my  mind 

CHORUS:
Sometimes
I wish I changed it 
Sometimes
I get  too dangerous
Sometimes 
I wish it aint happen 
But 
Now you’re gone

Letter To Myself

HOOK
My regrets 
I have a few 
I should have learned 
When I met you 
That you were a devil 
in disguise 
That you were
   a devil 
in disguise 


VERSE
Friends I have a few 
They call me still 
Is it because they love me ?
Personal hell 
I grew up in 
I can get ugly 

Many passions 
I carry all
To whom it may concern 
I wish you  well 
Fuck off 
You knew I was no good for you 

Gotta let go
Without letting u know 
I can’t tell you how I feel 
Ima ghost 
Letting you know 
Im out of control 
i Cant tell  you how I feel anymore 
I think you understand 
Im bad 
{bridge}
I think so 
I think so 
I think so 
I think so 

HOOK
My regrets 
I have a few 
I should have learned 
When I met you 
That you were a devil 
in disguise 
That you were
   a devil 
in disguise

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