my 1st time working w a DAW. wanted2put togethrr my favorite unreleased song snippets from lostrushi. CONSTRUCTIVE criticism welcomed and appreciated!!! :3

lostrushi/lucy bedroque - wintergames (stitched by soleil.)

『avec am0ur, soleil。 ♡』

do u remember that『jeon』we had back then? get some4me when u come bakk.

『jeon。』

awawawawa!!! :DDD its sn0wing outside!!! its time2g0 outside!!! ^.^ wintrr is here&its here2stay4evrr&evrr!!! yayyyy!!! >_< iLuvv<3333 2play in the sn0w!!! s0 much fun!!! XP

『sn0w day.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ』

as they played "fruits basket," iWaited4sum1-2call out4the 0nigiri. but n0-1 called. iWas just a lil kid then. iAlmost 4got all abt that. but they knew. they knew an 0nigiri wud nvr belong in a fruits basket.

『4fruitsbasket。』

dis the myxxed track that iMade screwing around w aut0m8ion bcuz i0nly recently started2xperiment like RLLY RLLY recently w aut0m8ion luh mao

『a0i muk0u。』

MyArmsWereSeveredAndFellToTheGround, StillHoldingTheRazor. IfIExamineThem
Closely, TheyAppearToHaveGonePaleAsIfHorrifiedBySomething. Thus, IConvertedTheseArms
IntoCandleholdersAndSetThemUpInMyRoomForDecoration. EvenAfterTheirLivesLeaveThem, TheArmsAreAfraidOfMe, PerhapsMoreThanEver. IRegardMyOwnSlightMannerMoreHighly
ThanAFlowerpot.

『chance.ᐟ』

kinda a l0w e4t track&a lil different bcuz iDK wat2do when in a bit of a block. wtvs wtvs wtvs. we move idk. kinda sh1ny inspired js bcuz iLike their music smth like "yr gaze puts me in a trance" 0r "world we will never see" iWanted2do m0re 0r add a 2nd part but iDK im not2proud of this1 just m0re slopslopslop

『c0uture des étoiles。』

this1was rlly fun2make. iMade the covrr art a WHILE ag0&ive been FIENDING2use it. iJust cudnt get the right sound2fit it. but iDid it. yahoooo!!! pretty damn proud of this1. took a while&a fuckton of pr0t0types but iFinally got a sound iRLLY enj0y. had2shift thru a ton of stuff2find inspiration. main1 was "sn0w hal8ion." so iTried2make it sound like how iFeel listening2that song. shoutout ashita, watashi wa dareka n0 kan0j0. shoutout all the mfs in the jirai kei community yall cool asf ur fits r always s0 crazy luvv ur style

『landmine luvvn0te <3。』

vent track vent track lololol stupid girl is feeling depressed lol g0 fuckign do smth else w ur life dummy m9(^∇^) g0 fuckign b pr0ductive instead of doing this bullshit lolololol

frfr th0 iWanted2make smth a lil Dpressing bcuz iNeed2vent ts out iDeadass h8 b-ing trans s0 fucking much iWant2make this body mine, yet it is smth iCant ever achieve lolololol my life b s00 fukcing ass bru fuck ts mane fuck my chungus life :DDD

main inspir8ion was a lot of jpop iUsed2listen2when iWud do nothin but binge anime. shit like that1 narut0 OP. the1 that start w "sha la la" iF0rgot which1 it was but iL0wk miss my narut0 phase lol shit was heat but kishim0t0 highk fumbled that ending (aside frm the final fight) 0P(!!!) and bleach clear narut0 anyways

made this w angela frm library of ruina in mind iLuvv <333 her2death&iFeel her struggle with b-ing an andr0id/AI version of carmen s0 real. ur trapped in a body that uDidnt have a ch0ice in inheriting&1 that uH8. ur mind is something diff than what ur body is presenting GODD SHE S000 REAL ILYSM LADY ANGELAAA

als0 mizu5 is there that shit speaks4itself LOLOLOLOL ily mizuki

『2m0urn a living s0ul。 (dys4ia.ᐟ)』

yeah im not even gna h0ld u, iL0wk may have 0vrrdone it w the SFX LOLOLOLOLOL there l0wk is wayyyy2much but idgaf!!! imma do wat iWanna do!!! iJust luvv SFX s0000 much iWud rathrr die than not add any unnecessary SFX&vox bcuz w/o it, everything is s0 b0ring&iLuvv2have fun s0 im not not adding sfx&vox. audi0 quality might highk b sum hot ASS bcuz iRan ts thru like 4 diff flps LOLOLOLOLOLOL. shit may d-crease even th0 iDownl0ad them as .wav files idcidcidcidcidc lololololol

als0 iDidnt myxx test this ts str8 up just headph0nes/gaming headset&vibes n0 car myxx, n0 airpods myxx, n0 playin str8 out the monitrr myxx, n0 ph0ne speakrr, NOTHING just the goodness of my s0ul bcuz iAm pure of heart lolololol

『chuuniby0u syndr0me。』

iWanted2xperiment w sumthign rnb ish lololol bcuz iGrew up listening2like ne-y0&TLC&usher&chris brown&shit within that wheelhouse (acoustic guitar "pluck heavy" rnb mels) but this is just m0re evidence that iDo NAWTTTT have the rnb gene in me LOLOLOL idc th0 imma still make m0re stuff like this in the future bcuz iGot nun but luvv&appreci8ion4the genre&iStill had l0ads of fun makign this track s0 idgaf ill adapt&figure ts out

minimal myxxing/FX adding was done tbh jus basic EQing&minrr dist0rtion&bitcrushing&a few compressrrs here&there soft clipprr the mastrr yaddayaddayadda jus enough4shit2have clarity n0 othrr myxxing was done aside frm the headphone myxx test cuz iDidnt rlly wanna get in my car l8@night lololol

als0 FUCK THAT H0(rs)E J0VIAL MERRYMENT UR A DAMN CHEATRR&A DISHONEST RACRR WHEN UGNA ADDRESS TH0SE D0PING ALLEG8IONS??? HOW ABT HOW UWERE REP0RTEDLY CAUGHT ENGAGING IN INTRRC0URSE W YELLOW ON RACE E1M3T4 &USTILL WON??? DOES THAT NOT SPELL CHEATRR2YALL??? WE WILL BRING U2JUSTICE J0VIAL MERRYMENT.

『luvv444uuu.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ X3 ^o^』

im tired of hearin this FUCKIN song L0L0L0L. iPut my all in2this, but im just tired asf from this song L0L. m0re bullshit comin from me!!! ^o^ makin shit n0-1 asked4-&shit n0-1 likes. (^O^)m9 uSuck soleil L0L0L0L0L 

N.E.who iExperimented w playing parts of the mel&countrrmel in (3/4)/(6/8) idk the diffrrence btween the2but it sounds the same2me idk music theory L0L. shit identical if uAsk me. idgaf th0 iJust had fun making this, but 1nce again, IM TIRED OF HEARIN IT!!!

myxxing/mastrring, idgaf iGave up. im@my wits end. iCant get the 808s&kick2sound loudrr in the car test when myxxing.  whatEVRRR... D:< kys soleil uCant even myxx proprrly L0L uSuck stupid f0id. wtv. im not an audi0 engineer im just some rand0 in her bedroom L0L

1nce again, luvv all the jirai girlies out there. iD0nt got the m0tion&pull yall do (im fake asf [p0srrK]&am lame asf) shoutout t0y0k0 kids yall wayyyy strongrr than me all respect2yall (full glaze)

『t0y0k0_strayy_kyddz。』

when im in a biggest beat block competition&my 0pp0nent is soleil lolololol. ts not fucking good like@all lmao ts not n0 t0y0k0straykids ts SUXX LMAOOOO what happened2me im acc beyond washed up its acc comical LMAOOOOOOO fuck man im losing it GODDDD

fr th0 ts is not good like@all. iCant mustrr up N.E cre8iviT like@all ts was me g0in thru the m0tions im beyond washed astaghfirullah im finished iSuck iBeen suck

yeh not even car myxxed or speakers myxxed all headph0nes iJust need2make smth 0r ill literally die fuck im so shit now godDAMNN FUCKiGNH ELL AHALDAJHDAJKHDSAJKLHDSAJHDHDLKJAHJKDHLSKHDAKHDLKAJHDALKJHSDLAKJHD AADIAAHAHHAHAHHA iLook@my past shit rn like how pge looks@kiss me LMAOOOOOO FUCK what happened2me

『star☆seekrr_soleil。✰✰✰』

im negl iL0wk made this song just s0 iCan use ##THAT audi0 file in my song yeah ##THAT audi0 file uKn0w exACTLY what im talking abt ##THAT audi0 file j0kes aside th0 yeah iFear iMAYYY b back r we back soleil n8ion YES WE S0000 BACK LIKE N0 OTHRR

main inspir8ions were alot of anime ops that use the r0yal r0ad pr0gression. shit like sirius by eir a0i (thats where iGot the main dist0rted guitar countrrmel) als0 shoutout kill la kill shit g0ated idgaf

what brought this vibe iWas g0in4was that ive been binge rewatching SAO&shit highk s0 peak yall acc were s0 unnecessarily hard on SAO. iNeeded2make smth that gave "middle school anime fan/weeb/0taku" wtv idgaf abt the terminology or semantics of it all wtv (n0body even calls themselves weebs or 0takus N.Em0re its sad n01 remembrrs their roots shit s0 bad now)

『main_her0ine r0mance route。(n0 save scumming.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ)』

reupl0ad cuz iUpl0aded smth diff by accident l0l0l

LETS DRINK P0ISON&KILL OURSELVES!!!

『##10。59_sh0uj0。 (/* 35天☆哭☆星。*/)』

13ChildrenRushDownAStreet. (ADead-EndValleyWillSuffice.)
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hmu@luvv_soleil on disc0rd if uWant2work2gethrr :DDD
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xoxoSOLEIL。

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