HARBINGER track 3 //
insp // reprod from heylog lol
prod. me, design by halo + me, art by ミ造

TOKYO

mv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o59LAsqEGD4&lc=UgyMT_MA33jRDzEh7Ph4AaABAg

lyrics:
(got a hole in the head)
(spending week after week)
(getting drunk off the jack)
(I don't know what's holding it back)
(main theme of the week)
(wasting time in the bed)

got a hole in the head
spending week after week
getting drunk off the jack
I don't know what's holding it back
main theme of the week
wasting time in the bed
got a hole in the head
spending week after week
getting drunk off the jack
I don't know what's holding it back
main theme of the week
wasting time in the bed

(got a hole in the head)
(spending week after week)
(getting drunk off the jack)
(I don't know what's holding it back)
(main theme of the week)
(wasting time in the bed)

knife folding out locking in
I know it's not gonna slip
into my four fingers holding tight
it's better than my life
making left the right
into the cliff
to the ground
(just to find a way around)
fleeting light
watch it slowly fade away
like I did not
see it shine through my window every fall
it's forever night
let my ego scare away the loving heart
see it cry through my window waiting hope

(I don't know what's holding it back)
(main theme of the week)
(wasting time in the-)

got a hole in the head
spending week after week
getting drunk off the jack
I don't know what's holding it back
main theme of the week
wasting time in the bed
got a hole in the head
spending week after week
getting drunk off the jack
I don't know what's holding it back
main theme of the week
wasting time in the bed

(got a hole in the head)
(spending week after week)
(getting drunk off the jack)
(I don't know what's holding it back)
(main theme of the week)
(wasting time in the bed)

Bandcamp

junk

@imxue
you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you negleted me
im your defectency 
you had a dream
did it include me?

brought so far
more than eye can see
put me in your car
and let me bleed


@willowindhi
You cry to yourself
In the dark of your room
Nobody can tell
That you long for it too
I’m sick of the faces 
And being your muse 
But I’ll go anywhere 
long as I’m there with you

And I fell from the horizon
And you watched from the ground
And I know that you’re lying 
When you say that you want me around

@imxue
you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you negleted me
im your defectency 
you had a dream
did it include me?

brought so far
more than eye can see
put me in your car
and let me bleed


thank u
@phil10music
@ilyness
@flervia
@senca100k
for sum sound design

defectency (ft. willowind)

Wild
Let her in and feel wild

(Halfway There)

Wild
Let her in and feel wild

Same 11 things
Circling around my grave
Bumblebee
Or seeing me
Or seeing you

wild

leos

I can see again
The black spots in my eyes are wide open
And they are wandering, wandering around the room
I drove through the rain
Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again
And it was all the same
All the same, anyway
Nothing lost, nothing gained
It was all the same

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

I can breathe
Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me
My lover, you are not to blame
Not to blame for anything
I can feel again
The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin
And if it's new to me
Is it all the same, all the samе to you?
Some lies, some truths
Is it all thе same, all the same anyway?
Nothing lost, nothing gained
Is it all the same, all the same anyway?
I am drawn to you, but you were drawn away

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

Drawn Away

single from my debut EP "New Life"
Produced by: Cole Calico, Dez Forman @dezforman
Trumpets: drama trial @dramatrial

Lyrics:

refrain:
no i dont mean that
know you dont mean that
if i cant help myself
how can i relax

verse 1:
im talking to myself again
the only one who’s listening
ignore the writing on the wall
if i cant calm back down
i dont know what i’ll
end up saying now

chorus:
then you went and said that its not all bad
wonder if you meant that
then i got off track, cuz
i just started thinking way to much
get crushed
by everything at once
you asked
what i want
i couldn’t tell you what it was

verse 2:
you’d say theres something wrong with me
and I would always disagree
that god damn writing on the wall

keeps me an open book
ill make it hard to read now
few words is all it took
to keep myself out of reach

but that just dont feel right
it's too late to change my mind
but it's something that's controlling me
thats keeping me at odds,
arms,
falling out, don't waste your words

chorus:

refrain/bridge:
no i dont mean that
know you dont mean that
if i cant help myself,
how can i relax?

know you dont mean that
no i dont mean that
all of my words withheld,
how can i feel that?

chorus:

All Bad

i couldn't be them if i tried
https://ffm.to/wwcitylights

Lyrics:

I drive a couple miles out of the city
im checking
my phone just to see if you miss me 
im talking
one month till im moving on with my whole life
walk the stage, shake a hand, i know they wish i'd die

i try to be myself
you're watching someone else
don't know if you can tell that it kills me
its not good for my health
but who am i to tell? 
you drag me straight to hell and you kill me

I'm scared of leaving it all
don't look away when i fall 
pretend to pick up my calls once in a blue moon
can't look in your eyes
I like the way that you lie
i know you like when i cry
why you wanna go soon? 
you told me meet you in the rom
i find my way right back to you
couldn't do it if i wanted to
i can't be the one for you 

i try to be myself
you're watching someone else
don't know if you can tell that it kills me
its not good for my health
but who am i to tell? 
you drag me straight to hell and you kill me

city lights

- red-eye, now my head is gone -
[ project file created on march 7th 2024 ]

foreign grounds

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stardust

prod. @prodcardo x @prodbynoah808 x thr6x
cover art by @noskeleton-music

Free fallin
Keep ballin
On me they stay hatin
But ion care bout what they sayin

I'm tryna go up I'm tryna do this right
I'm always leveling up I never had no prime
Shining so bright my haters goin blind
Life is what you make it this shit all mine

Giving in to all my temptations again
How lucky am I everyday is a gift
I need to quit fucking around I need to go 
Lack of control I try so hard to feed my soul

I see the writing on the wall I see ghosts
No I don't wanna go down that road 
Whoa it's funny how everything goes
What the fuck am I supposed to do I really wanna know

Free fallin
Keep ballin
On me they stay hatin
But ion care bout what they sayin

I'm tryna go up I'm tryna do this right
I'm always leveling up I never had no prime
Shining so bright my haters goin blind
Life is what you make it this shit all mine

Giving in to all my temptations again
How lucky am I everyday is a gift
I need to quit fucking around I need to go 
Lack of control I try so hard to feed my soul

I see the writing on the wall I see ghosts
No I don't wanna go down that road 
Whoa it's funny how everything goes
What the fuck am I supposed to do I really wanna know

free fallin (cardo x noah808 x thr6x)

dream seeker

debut album "foreign grounds" out 09/05/2025

contact: mail@paracosm.cc

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paracosm

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