Grew up different
Never had a consequence 
Guess cause my parents 
We’re incompetent 
Realized it 
Made me feel insignificant 
Past shit laying heavy 
On my ￼￼conscience ￼
Look in the mirror still confident 
Come from serpents 
Was always blessed to be observant
Heartbroken 
Needed a surgeon 
But I learned it 
Was worth it 
Now I put my self through shit on purpose 
Make me stronger, not worthless 
The shit I go through, I deserve it.

Just a thought

Training like I’m fighting Frieza (uh)
Runnin away from the reaper (uh)
Xpg on yo speaker (uh)
don’t do drugs, I smoke da reefer
Real sleeper 
Feel like demon 
Wicked creature 
Off da blinkers 
Learn from da music, like a teacher 
Gotta real keeper 
Can’t get myself out my head so prolly can’t keep her 
Real weeper 
Even lil peeper, cried 
Hate a Bitch that teaser
She don’t realize I’m tryn to please her 
Make me so eager 
She give me a fever or it might just be the reaper sending another seizure
OD on my music, cause I rap deeper 
Lyrical preacher
Psychotic over-thinker
Judge me 
Fuck you 
Here’s the mother fuckin finger 
Here’s a motha fuckin Banger
#xpgjay

wicked creature

I’m smoking on that real shit

Fucking on real bitch 

Love when a hoe think 

that she is slick

Come outta no where, hit her w a drop kick
Not sick bitch, this weeds why I’m coughing 
Her love hypnotic, thank god I’m heartless 
Nobody think ima be shit, HOE WATCH THIS

like a child she throw her fits 
Not that guy, throw her ass off a cliff 
Then I’ll sit, watch the horizon 
Not really worried bout dying 
I know my life don’t mean shit 
If I told y’all my thoughts, you’d be frighten 
Inside I carry the inner prime Mike Tyson 
I’m like a jinchūriki could release an inner beast 
Watch yo step, cross a line,          

end up with yo 
teeth on the concrete

Maybe 6 feet deep 
Sweep you’re anxiety away 
Today display a smile on your face 
Xpgjay carry all you’re weight 

Even tho every day his skies are always grey 
Rearrange you’re brain 
Maybe go rage 
Like too bust a motherfucker in the face

Jinchūriki Type Shit

Never been an addict 
I won’t act like it
 never added it 
as an interest 
After seeing momma live it 
& dad od it

The thought makes me sick to my stomach 
Couldn’t even pay me to do it

Truly, my life’s been a bully 
Life kicked my ass & still took my lunch money

Wake up to my shit gone by the morning 
That’s when Xpg started as recording 
don’t check it, real corny 
Pouring my story 
Exploring other side of the realm 
Over whelmed by reality itself

So I burn my brain cells 
Prolly need a therapist, but fuck this music helps 
Age 12
Realized the hand I had dealt 
developed thoughts to kill myself
Explored my inner soul & found hell 

now I’m worried bout my health 
Guess that’s the normal ( normel )
For a broke American kid
Early Witnessed adult situations 
Cut relations w my parents 
Cut communication w my family
You’re son made it to 18
Congratulations, here’s a fucking cookie
Wonder if you’re son will see 20.
(PRODUCER AVALONN for this beautiful piece.)

congratulations you’re son made it to 18

sit back
Buckle up 
Hoe stfu 
Wanna hear this engine 
When I rev it up 
Stuck in panic 
Like a prison 
I vision death 
So I’m careful with my decisions 
Old hoe needed an exorcism 
Made friends with all my demons 
Once I get some recognition 
It’ll be over but I won’t be finished
Don’t have to be a mathematician 
Pretty easy to add up the fact 
You just clout chasing 
Got music w mainstream artist 
But yo shit still adamn abomination
Adamnkilla retire
You need a new occupation 
Yah bitch i early graduated 
Just in case I had to fall back on my education 
This is my own creation 
No bitch, not tryna do an imitation
Bitch I’m grown 
I do what I want
With not hesitation 
Don’t have to give a mf an explanation 
Unsend them messages 
Go ahead I read every notification 
Sooner or later will reach my destination
Dike bitch like to make them accusations 
Say ima be like my father 
Yah bitch I look like him 
But fuck that relation 
Don’t believe in karma 
So fuck w me 
I promise there will be retaliation 
Highly motivated 
This art is the only thing 
That has my fascination 
Get some right information 
Before you speak on situation
Got some beef? 
Pussy boi drop the location
Seen the red flags 
Bitch I don’t need to do an investigation 
Free country but it’s barely free 
Our own government doesn’t even follow 
The declaration 
From our founding fathers 
But yet we still follow 
Bullshit obligations 
 Thankful for dumbasses 
Stuck in the simulation 
Watching the wrld just go in a rotation 
Andrew Tate a good enough demonstration 

Marry Jane for the relaxation 
Wulf for the inspiration 
My bitch for the exploration 
Yes bitch 
I stay this high cause I like the elevation 
Not grinding for the verification 
Grinding for people’s meditation 
Nothing gonna break this dedication

Dedicated

Purgatory (feat. Dre4m)

I’m on fkn quest 
Not alone
I brung some guests
Meet mr smith 
& Ms Wes 
they terminate pest That try to cock block my success
Never rest 
It’s essential to have steady progress 
Don’t even stop too take a breath 
Lyrical demon I possess
Guess you can say I’m possessed
Let these mfs play checkers 
ima still play some chess
While I’m hard working 
Yo bitch ass at recess
My past I Recollect 
will never forget 
I must confess 
I still have no regrets
I see no fucking threat
Beat her back 
Cause I am stressed 
Then she smoke a cigarette 
Feelin artsy 
So I tell her get undressed 
Don’t do photography 
But we made them silhouettes
She don’t like 
When I redline the rsx
So we cruise 
She think we gon wreck 
What she expect 
Got this fun ass vtec 
In the factory for the check 
Come up, never flex 
Drop this shit 
On to the next project
This feelin you get 
Listening, is the Xpg effect 
Xpg
White trash 
Bitch boi from Tennessee 
Hated cause I’m a $uicide wanna be 
Fuck you bitch I disagree 
I appreciate the compliment 
Can’t lie I found my sound through them 
shout out ruby & scrim

Silhouettes

I thought it turned out great, I hope you like it

Run Away From Today Not Tomorrow (with DRE4M)

Poppin it poppin it 
Bitch don’t drop it 
Got my # 
Bitch don’t call it
Whip my shi
Bitch don’t stall it 
Jay sexy cuz the fit 
Smoke a blunt 
Just to get lit 
Sit back watch the horizon 
Maybe feel some shit
Yah I fucked that hoe 
But didn’t kiss her on the lips 
Kissed her between the hips 
Every song an accidental dis 
Guess cause nobody I really fw 
Fuck humans 
This species ain’t shi 
Rather be me, than any of the
X juice & peep rest in peace
Xpg yah bitch that is me
New to the industry 
Fuck everyone ima just do me
Live long
Die old 
That’s the mother fucking goal 
Everyday cold 
Love my place in this world 
Search through the demons 
Found some gold
Won’t get weak 
Bitch won’t fold 
Stay discrete 
Bitch I’m bold 
Learn to love 
That’s the code 
Record these lyrics in yo dome 
Can’t keep up 
Jay leave brains blown
Make a milli off my phone
Won’t suck this dick 
Send her ass home 
Pussy boy told me to pull up 
So I did 
Then he froze 
Wont ask for no loan 
Get this cash on my own 
Even though 
Right now I am broke 
Won’t be long 
Till the universe know 
Poppin it poppin it 
Bitch don’t drop it 
Got my # 
Bitch don’t call it
Whip my shi
Bitch don’t stall it 
Jay sexy cuz the fit 
Smoke a blunt 
Just to get lit 
Sit back watch the horizon 
Maybe feel some shit
Yah I fucked that hoe 
But didn’t kiss her on the lips 
Kissed her between the hips 
Every song an accidental dis 
Guess cause nobody I really fw 
Fuck humans 
This species ain’t shi 
Rather be me, than any of the
X juice & peep rest in peace

Live Long Die Old

Fuck yo x & os 
I don’t want none of those 
Jay can’t have no hoe 
Jay can’t end up broke 
Do what I can today 
If I die tomorrow 
That’s just how it goes 
Let my story unfold 
 Let my flow 
Take over 
Mfs need to move over 
Hit me up
Say come over 
Blocked her 
Cause I’m focused on another 
Fuck my ex ima show her 
Was a money blower 
Now ima hard hitter 
Cash goer
Soon to be a goat 
Or a legend 
I dunno 
Jay live 
But before I die 
I’ll earn my halo
Anxiety make me see 
Reaper watching me 
Refuse to leave 
I know it’s not up too me
But fuck 
18 & wanna be seen 
It’s like y’all ain’t even listening 
My bitch only like too ride me 
Beg a pussy boy to try me 
Fuck yo x & os 
I don’t want none of those 
Jay can’t have no hoe 
Jay can’t end up broke 
Do what I can today 
If I die tomorrow 
That’s just how it goes 
Let my story unfold 
 Let my flow 
Take over 
Mfs need to move over 
Hit me up
Say come over 
Blocked her 
Cause I’m focused on another 
Fuck my ex ima show her 
Was a money blower 
Now ima hard hitter 
Cash goer
Soon to be a goat 
Or a legend 
I dunno 
WHOA!

XOXO

fuck i love the palm trees
walk outside & smell the beach
early in the in the morning 
sip on california coffee
sit back watch the pretty women walking
damn she got a real nice body
im not used to the heat
so went back into the air b&B
Hop in the king
try to start reminiscing 
but the memories get foggy
Hit the dispensary
Get that cali thc
Shit so fye 
Make you think yo heart stopping
Throwin money 
Like I’m the banker 
In monopoly
Got here, off the plane
With one suitcase
Got back too Tennessee with 3
Rolled up, back to the beach
Found a cave 
Sat & smoked 
Fuck I love the scenery
Watch the bad bitches sun bathing 
Walked past just too peek 
On That fat booty 
Circle back from the front 
Just too see them titties
Fuck
I love the beach man
I love the palm trees 
I love the bitches
Shit, I love the weed
Man
I love the beach 
Fuck i love the palm trees
walk outside & smell the beach
early in the in the morning 
sip on california coffee
sit back watch the pretty women walking
damn she got a real nice body
im not used to the heat
so went back into the air b&B
Hop in the king
try to start reminiscing 
but the memories get foggy
Hit the dispensary
Get that cali thc
Shit so fye 
Make you think yo heart stopping
Throwin money 
Like I’m the banker 
In monopoly
Got here, off the plane
With one suitcase
Got back too Tennessee with 3
Rolled up, back to the beach
Found a cave 
Sat & smoked 
Fuck I love the scenery

California Coffee

Back in the back of the day 
Before all Snakes 
Where tamed 
Death went insane 
Goddess was played 
Dragons was slayne
Cause of the effect 
Heart turn black 
People suffer with black plague 
In vain 
Blood stain 
On the sole 
Of a cold world
That was stole 
Wasn’t owned 
In the first place 
In galaxy lost 
Missed placed
That’s why we feel outta place 
Histories fade 
Can’t escape 
Blood shed 
Spreaded all over my face 
Devils game 
Put demons on yo plate 
Eat up 
U dont gotta tell me twice
Stupid ill bitch
I said what I did and it is what it is
I'm so sick and tired of all of this shit
Punk ass lil poser not made for this clique
I’ve had enough 
These demons they are tough
Won’t let em win
Won’t let ‘em in
I’ll kill them with love 
Feel the holes in yo sole 
With drugs 
Bitch grow up 
That’s not enough 
Gotta get up 
Don’t make time 
That you gotta make up 
I’m not sayin to fake it 
To make it 
I’m sayin 
There’s more too life than complaining 
You sound like a bitch 
Which is unacceptable
You been known
This world was cold 
Find yo zone 
Real life THERES no cheat codes 
Learn to love yo self 
Be okay with Bein alone
Learn you don’t need a hoe 
To hit that phone 
Don’t need friends to put you in yo zone 
You can do this shit on yo own 
It’s easier said than done 
I know 
Try to do better day by day 
Make some money 
Broke boy
It’s time to get paid 
Don’t block That ex 
Make her watch you win 
Remind her why you the man 
Sit down come up with a game plan 
Do not just fuck with like nobody
All of u bitches be peasants for no money
I'm at the point where im really not doin nothin till u hand me a check just to prove u dummies
This aint a game its a way out Of the struggle
U never done faced now
I don't really give fuck whats the say now
Uh
Loosing my mind
Life is a lie
No one is ever gone make it alive I'm so fucking tired of all the shit I dont know ill ever be satisfied
Fuck

punk ass poser

Lights in the night sky
Teenagers praying to die 
Moonlight reflecting on your eyes 
No sins in sight
No fight left in my mind
Let the loud music play
While I scream and cry 
Hold the knife against my throat 
Should I let me soul go?
Yolo 
Then no halo 
Vike in the faygo 
No phase hoe 
Livin in slow mo 
Need me a throat goat
Need to do a show
Different flows
Gun to my head
Afraid to blow 
Lay naked in the snow 
Belong with the cold 
Lost my angel
Lost my angle 
Will never lose my faith though
Pop a Vicodin
Like they vitamins 
Go to peace land 
Can’t stand anything 
Need a plan 
Do my devil dance 
Just to spawn him here 
Kick his ass 
Send him back 
Ima maniac 
IMA MANIAC
Dont know what I can do
Been so lost everything fell through
Fuck just how I feel its all unreal
Its all untrue
All my secrets reveal
That I'm nothing like all of u
Yeah this world is a lie
That I will never commit to
Try so hard to keep my head up
Its not always that easy tho
Been so long since I could think clearly
Possed like some demon hoe
Everybody now a days
Always actin so strange
These night been lomger then ever
Awake just trapped in my brain
I need some help
But I cant take shit from nobody else
I hate myself
Locked away inside my room hard to tell
If I will ever be okay
If all these thoughts will stop roaming
I dont know why the fuck im like this
I think i am just hopeless

Do My Devil Dance

It’s hard sometimes ft. Glo

Live my life to the fullest
Do what i want 
Ill never bite the bullet
Stay heated 
Sin fienin
Life still feel fake
Am i dreamin
ex hoe in the basment
With slit rist 
Still screamin
Devil in my ear still singin
Used to be a lover boy 
Now i really hate the clingy
Heart still stinging 
Fucked up past 
Rather go to hell then go back
Its a fact 
I really dont gaf
Just tryna hustle 
get my money up
Fuck the love
All i ever wanna do is fuck
Run to hunt for a blunt
That packs a punch 
To the lung
Felt like you been shot by a gun
Tried to sell my sole
Turns out i didnt have one
Cunt would of come back 
And woulda wanted a refund
Anyway
Heavy weight
That i carry everyday
Aint gonna change
Cause lifes a bitch
Its always gonna be something 
After another
Bastard boy with barely a mother
Lost my brother
Been through it all 
Ill live to see another day

after everything i feel nothing x Lost Triefs

All wolves howl the same

Find peace in the mind not prison

Anotha brotha dead and gone

Deep down I always felt
I’ve been meant for something else 
maybe I think to much of myself
I do cause I’m still clocking in and out like everyone else 
Felt like I was chosen
1 level up away from floating 
Took way to long to notice
I am the same 
Open your eyes 
The world will show us
Careful it’s full of fairytales
Half the shit you see is bogus
These tracks be atrocious
Cause y’all can’t keep up 
Too fast 
Jay must be casting spells 
Hocus pocus
Fuck you I am devoted
Same mfs talking the shit 
Behind a pc
Wackin with some lotion
Same mfs with no motion
I don’t need a hook 
To sell records 
I sell what needs to be spoken
Reach out to broken
Rebuild a mentality that keeps
The mind open
Imagine the pain 
Flowing through the body 
Like ocean 
Suddenly frozen
This record right here is the potion

Anakin Skywalker

11:11 xpgjay x triefs

Even After Every Sin Souls are still saved x dexoffical

Roots Run Along Trees of Forbidden Fruit

Lost all of my friends
This shit never ends
Can’t name 6-8 to attend
My fucking funeral
Made up my mind 
It was time
Now I can’t sleep at night 
Realized I’m the worst 
Can’t get hurt 
To numb from the pain I had first 
But I know what works 
Too bad it makes my heart hurt 
It’s a blessing and a curse 
I stay on alert 
Probably cause my nerves 
Are so fucked up
Miss the time with my brother 
Used laughing 
Stayed running the roads 
We was out trapping 
None of it matters 
Now that life’s moving faster 
Onto a chapter 
Where only 1 person matters

Tennessee Souls

i cry out to God

I feel my soul start to separate 
crying out to god Begging him to let me stay
Sometimes I feel that it’s my fault
Then I remember I’m not my thoughts
Ya
Then I remember I’m not my thoughts
If I knew how much time I had I’d wear a watch
Fuck, I’d probably watch it non stop
I miss the old me
I miss the way I used to be
Life felt so peaceful & free
Now I’m conscious to afraid to fuck up
Cause of the consequence
So I avoid getting to close & making promises
Still have no idea what my purpose is
Wanna make these for the world
But it’s like fuck these humans
When it comes to connections I am clueless
I can’t relate
I try to relay my emotions but to me they seem explosive

I can’t relate 
I try to relay my emotions
To me they they seem explosive

Feel my soul start to separate
Crying out to god begging him to let me stay
I wonder if I will see the heaven gates
I wonder if I will see the pain fade 
I don’t speak on drugs
I will never make them seem to be heavenly
I never done them
I come from them
It’s fucked up my life 
I never even touched them
Addiction is a demon I refuse to face
Went to search for my soul
Where it went is a unknown place
I found the book of life & I erased my name

I feel my soul start to separate 
crying out to god Begging him to let me stay
Sometimes I feel that it’s my fault
Then I remember I’m not my thoughts
Ya
Then I remember I’m not my thoughts
If I knew how much time I had I’d wear a watch
Fuck, I’d probably watch it non stop
I miss the old me
I miss the way I used to be

Erased My Name From The Book Of Life

at night I think of my own death

I got a feelin these anime bitches
They wishin
Jay would give them a glipse
Of his sinning
Im killin all of these tracks
Somehow nobody listens
Laid back and staired at the ceiling
Questioning my existence
Pretended ill make it
Face it im nobody
Im sick of fighting
So sick of believing everyone gets a trophy for trying
Guess im just tired of lying
To myself
Telling my sons your childhood
Wont like no one else
Im sorry daddy losing My sons see a hero
I feel like villain
All of the bills they do and I dont have a clue how to make it I fill out these job applications

Nobody gives me chance
So i thought fuck it
Ill grind
Ill make this world mine
Idk if its luck or souls need be sold
But hell i have neither
So sick to my stomach
I walk with a fever
A disease given to believers
Hoping they will be somthing
Wasting all of this time
Youll be nothin
So sick being of positve
So sick i dont even feel confident
Ive lost myself
In the sauce
Like that boy on tiktok
Its a fruit for thought

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