This is the first song I’ve ever made.

LYRICS:

I am like a puzzle 
trying find that piece
(oh, that piece)
the piece was your love
(your love)
but since you’re so above

I’m fake but never stop talking about me
(about me)
you’re a hypocrite, that is crazy
(crazy)
I’ve been ghosted for three months straight
(months straight)
when you were poor, you came my way
(my way)

you were distant, now you’re happy?
(you’re happy?)
I just knew, your act is just sloppy
(just sloppy)
I am conceited, I’m not a wallet
(a wallet)
and the fact that all of my friends called it

you never say your shit, I have to hear it
(hear it)
you’re always sorry but just for a little bit
(just a little bit)
making me look bad, I am in the pit
(go drown)
endlessly going through all of your bullshit

I’m sick of the disrespect I got
you’re only sorry because you have been caught
why did you? I’m looking for the plot
now I can say, fucking rot.
(fucking rot)

you never say your shit, I have to hear it
you’re always sorry but just for a little bit
making me look bad, I am in the pit
endlessly going through all of your bullshit

Love

LYRICS:

the truth is there
don’t ran away from it
but run all you like
that’s how you show your guilt
stuck in my head
“did you learn from it?”
proving me wrong
when I confront, you run away
(ahh)

far away
do you even know my pain?
that you caused

I gave my all just for you
i’m ruined mentally because of you
and the way you led me on
to think I’m a moron
(a moron)

the truth is there
don’t ran away from it
but run all you like
that’s how you show your guilt
stuck in my head
“did you learn from it?”
proving me wrong
the love is gone
dead and gone
forever gone

The Truth

Lost - Interlude

LYRICS:

why do I have to go through an obstacle just to be myself?
i’m sorry for my past
I was dumb and illogical
but it doesn’t make me who I am now 

please acknowledge I’m trying to change 
trust me, I couldn’t be more ashamed
I despise the fact that I did that
if I could change it, I would go back
but reality’s a bitch
now I gotta deal with this bullshit
And I get hurt every time
I wish I can code switch
(my feelings)

why do I have to go through an obstacle
(why do I?)
just to be myself?
(obstacles, obstacles, obstacles, oh)
i’m sorry for my past
(I’m sorry)
I was dumb and illogical
(dumb and illogical)
but it doesn’t make me who I am now
(now)
it doesn’t make me who I am now
it doesn’t make me who I am now
now

Change

LYRICS:

rescued him
rescued her
will they save me afterwards?
rescued him
rescued her
I don’t want them to hate me or hurt

rescued him
rescued her
will they save me afterwards?
rescued him
rescued her
I don’t want them to hate me or hurt

ahh
ahh

what’s the point of talking
if I just get ignored?
all of my accomplishments
were never been heard

I’ve always been alone
and I never stood my ground right
I give but don’t receive
others see that as an invite, oh

rescued him
rescued her
will they save me afterwards?
rescued him
rescued her
I don’t want them to hate me or hurt

rescued him
rescued her
will they save me afterwards?
rescued him
rescued her
I don’t want them to hate me or hurt

ahh

Alone

LYRICS:

Hey
Spend time waitin' for you
You know I'd die before you
Realized, long before you
You know I tried with you, know it
Real love, know I saw you
Said you can't hide beneath your
Pain, I seen it with my eyes

Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh
Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh, hey
Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh
Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh
Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh
Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh, hey
Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh
Duh, duh-duh, duh, duh

Spend time waitin' for you
You know I'd die before you
Realized, long before you
You know I tried with you, know it
Real love, know I saw you
Said you can't hide beneath your
Pain, I seen it with my eyes

before i realize (XXXTENTACION cover)

LYRICS:

(ahh)
weirdly enough
(enough)
I can’t get you out
out of my head
the thoughts are so loud
get out

I try not to fight
(to fight)
but you make me rethink
cause you made me a doormat
you love taking advantage, do you?

I thought this love with you would last
but now it’s all in the past
promises shattered, like fragments of glass
In the ruins of us, where memories amass.

you can’t just leave me here 
in my sorrow

give me closure
you hate your exposure
you gave me your heart
your heart is made of toxins
(you gave me poison)

In Ruins

LYRICS:

(I see by the Lakeside
I feel the cold will set in my bones
but if this really is my last night
then I’ll sleep easy
knowing the ? that I sowed)

I wanna give you my eyes
so you won’t see me as a lie
Give you my heart
so you can feel how I feel inside
give you my eyes
so you won’t see me as a lie
Give you my heart
so you can feel how I feel inside

tried to speak my thoughts
I get cut off a lot
my mouth is tighten like a knot
(a knot)

tried to speak the truth
I feel broken and used
but I’m just speaking to a wall

I just want you to see from my view
(my view)
I just want you to see from my view
why can’t you see that?
I wanna

give you my eyes
so you won’t see me as a lie
Give you my heart
so you can feel how I feel inside
give you my eyes
so you won’t see me as a lie
Give you my heart
so you can feel how I feel inside

tried to speak my thoughts
I get cut off a lot
my mouth is tighten like a knot
a knot

tried to speak the truth
I feel broken and used
but I’m just speaking to a wall
a wall

(I have been good
I have been kind
I’ve asked for nothing
but peace of mind)

My View

LYRICS:

I did nothing wrong
but I’m still so judged
(so judged)
by the ones who know me
feel like my heart is bludged
into a knife of agony, torment
burn

Pain. (Interlude)

LYRICS:

I always feel so in contempt
twisting my words, that’s not what I meant

I wanted to grow up except
(except)
never feeling like I was correct
(correct)
all of the help that I reject
(I reject)
wasn’t I supposed to be perfect?

I am crying like a child
(a child)
oh, so small, yet so vile
(so vile)
I just want to be reconciled
(reconciled)
I haven’t felt that in a while
(for a while)
I haven’t felt that in a whi—

Reconcile

LYRICS:

(hey)
get out my way
you always persuade that
all I have thought
was all just make believe

you have your ways
of having me play
your attachment game
I’m sick and I’m done with you

I’m sick
I’m done
you think you have won?
you thought I wouldn’t find out
that you have some shit to talk?

come on
talk, talk
since now I’m brought up
oh you wanna drop it?
too bad I’m topping it

get out my way
you always persuade that
all I have thought
was all just make believe

you have your ways
of having me play
your attachment game
I’m sick and I’m done with you

Talk

LYRICS:

how do you still not understand how I feel?
well to dumb it down, I hope you understand
that all you did had me left deceived
are you listening? Can you comprehend?

can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
comprehend, comprehend
can you comprehend?
comprehend, comprehend
can you comprehend?
comprehend, comprehend
can you comprehend?
can you?

I don’t mean to drag but you don’t realize
that I gave you chances that you threw away
I held the feeling in for a year
then I added you back
you were all about yourself

you still don’t understand how I feel
so to dumb it down, I hope you understand
that all you did had me left deceived
are you listening? Can you comprehend?

can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
comprehend

Comprehend

LYRICS:

the things I thought has
come to fruition
Like a stormy sea
she pulled me underneath her depths
drowning in her waves of deceit
I know, you never account for
your actions
I know I am not at fault for
your actions
I know

but do you?
oh, I know you don’t
(I know you don’t)
then there’s no point of talking to me

go away
go away
go away
go away
go away
(away)
go away
(away)
go away
(away)
go away

the things I thought has
come to fruition
Like a stormy sea
she pulled me underneath her depths
drowning in her waves of deceit
I know, you never account for
your actions
I know I am not at fault for
your actions
I know

I Know

LYRICS:

I'm sorry
I don't mean to remember
It's true that I dream less often
I'm not ashamed of that long December
Your hand's coming down again

I close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
No matter what you're gonna build my shell

I'm falling (falling)
I'm shedding my skin (my skin)
But it's not time I'm told
I am aware (I'm aware)
Of what you mean by then
I'm only ten years old

Close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
No matter what you're gonna build my shell

My scars are yours today
This story ends so good
I love you and I understand
That you stood where I stand

Close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna break my shell
No matter what you're gonna break my shell
I'm done healing
I'm done healing

I’m Sorry (Flyleaf Cover)

Written by: Violet Bailey, Femasculine
Produced by: Violet Bailey, Femasculine

LYRICS:

die

how you gonna talk to me like I'm a slave
hope you fucking die bitch in your dismay
everything I gave up, time to repay
everytime you fail, you'll remember my name

words spoken, no fear, actions so tough
but this time i am through, this is enough

(die)
I've seen all your selfish games
(all your selfish games)
(die)
and shitty little things
(and shitty little things)
(die)
I am more than just your puppet on strings
(puppet on strings)
(die)
I am more than just your puppet on strings
(die, die, die)

LYRICS:

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Depression and obsession don't mix well
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
I'm poisoned and my body don't feel well
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
l ate her, inside and out, I feel my stomach turnin'
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
Make out hill, where we met we let our lips do all the talkin'
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
And now I'm hooked and...

Depression and obsession don't mix well
(well)
Hollywood motels, hell, I think I'm just obsessed with you
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na) Depression and obsession don't mix well
(Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na)
Hollywood motels, hell, I think I'm just obsessed with you

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Depression & Obsession (XXXTENTACION Cover)

LYRICS:

Hey you, big star
Tell me when it's over
(Cloud)

Hey you, big mood
Guide me to shelter
'Cause I'm through when the two
Hits the six
and it's summer (Cloud)

(Come) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(Shove) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(The sun) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(Aside) Shove it aside

I think God is moving its tongue
There's no crowds in the street and no sun
In my own summer

The shade is a tool
A device, a savior
See, I try
and look up
To the sky,
but my eyes burn (Cloud)

(Come) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(Shove) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(The sun) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(Aside) Shove it aside
(Come) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(Shove) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(The sun) Shove it, shove it, shove it 
(Aside) Shove it aside

I think God is moving its tongue
There's no crowd in the streets and no sun
In my own summer

(Come) Shove it, shove it, shove it
(Shove) Shove it, shove it, shove it
(The sun) Shove it, shove it, shove it
(Aside) Shove it aside

My Own Summer (Shove It) (Deftones Cover)

LYRICS:

So, what if I took your fairytale away from you?
What would you do?
What if I took your fairytale away from you?
What would you do?

I was crying for your help
You never listen to me
Just left me around that same damn place
Yeah, I feel away
Yeah, I feel away
You don't know how bad I hate it

uh this is awkward i cant do this (mandy2 Cover)

LYRICS:

I was breathing all over you
It was all slower back then
I wanna know why you're so scared
Walk behind you as you take me there

You can tell me all your secrets at our secret place
Let's just keep it, you and me
For now, there's too much in the way
I hope you see you're changing, and I hope that's okay
'Cause I hate my influence and what I became

Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey (ooh-ooh)
Ooh-ooh

I was breathing all over you (ooh-ooh)
It was all slower back then (ooh-ooh)
I wanna know why you're so scared (ooh-ooh)
Walk behind you as you take me there (ooh-ooh)

You can tell me all your secrets at our secret place (ooh-ooh)
Let's just keep it, you and me (ooh-ooh)
For now, there's too much in the way (ooh-ooh)
I hope you see you're changing, and I hope that's okay
'Cause I hate my influence and what I became

Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey
Hey, hey (ooh-ooh)
Ooh-ooh

sloth (Jaydes Cover)

LYRICS:

You can forget me and bury my bones
Because I'm burning out the light that's in my soul

Believe me, I need this without a doubt
Sick and feigning without subtlety my misery
Deceiving in silence, yet louder than sirens
I can't help but wanting more for me
Hopeless, it won't help
'Cause we're too gone to save ourselves

You can forget me and bury my bones
Because I'm burning out the light that's in my soul
It feels like I'm dead on the inside

I built my casket in confidence
I'm reaching out to you before I wind up dead 
And these four black walls are all that's left
Leave me to my devices and I'll paint them red
Hopeless, it won't help
'Cause we're too gone to save ourselves

You can forget me and bury my bones
Because I'm burning out the light that's in my soul
I'm stuck in a routine where hell's now my home
It feels like I'm burning out the light that's in my soul
It feels like I'm dead on the inside

It feels like I'm dead on the inside
Feels like I'm dead inside
Fuck it

And now I'm at the end of my rope
And it's tied in a noose,
yeah, I've lost all hope
Yeah, it's just another excuse, one that I can't refuse
I was born to lose, don't cut me loose

You can forget me and bury my bones
Because I'm burning out the light that's in my soul
I'm stuck in a routine where hell's now my home
It feels like I'm burning out the light that's in my soul
It feels like I'm dead on the inside
the inside

Hell Is Where The Heart Is (Get Scared Cover)

LYRICS:

you left my soul
cold and empty
my body, broken and bare

vacant like a haunted house
you told me don’t worry
then left in a hurry

broken and detached love
you rose above me
and left me like a lost puppy
(you left my soul)

cold and empty
my body, broken and bare
broken and bare
broken and bare
broken and bare
broken and..
broken…

Broken And Bare

LYRICS:

how do you still not understand how I feel?
well to dumb it down, I hope you understand
that all you did had me left deceived
are you listening? Can you comprehend?

can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
can you comprehend?
comprehend

Comprehend (Acoustic)

LYRICS:

the dread, the ache of it all
wonder, am I the only one who was at fault?
it’s been a year now
too late to tell them off
I gotta calm down, I don’t wanna look so soft

the dread, the ache of it all
wonder, am I the only one who was at fault?
it’s been a year now
too late to tell them off
I gotta grow up, I don’t wanna look so soft

the dread, the ache of it all
wonder, am I the only one who was at fault?
it’s been a year now
too late to tell them off
I gotta calm down, I don’t wanna look so soft

the dread, the ache of it all
wonder, am I the only one who was at fault?
it’s been a year now
too late to tell them off
I gotta grow up, I don’t wanna look so soft

... (Scrapped Intro)

She/Her | 17 y/o
Self-Taught Singer/Songwriter/Producer
I have too much free time

Violet Bailey

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