This song I wrote a while ago, 
It's about loss, and having to let things go

Blackbird - Ruthki

Patterns
All these patterns in my head
Patterns on the pages, patterns on the bed

All these patterns in my head leading me to different places, different pages, leading me back to the patterns

My head keeps on spinning
My hand keeps on scribbling
all those meaningless patterns
My voice bringing nothing, it's just singing 'bout the meaningless patterns

But I want my words to have meaning
To let visions be seen, to let my feeling be felt
For people to see me not as all those different patterns, different pages in their head

But how can I blame them if there are patterns scribbled all over me
Sometimes I feel like a thing, a diary
Full with feelings
Patterns leading me everywhere, these patterns keep leading me nowhere

The patterns keep on spinning as my right hand keeps on scribbling out all the patterns of my head

xRuthKi