TILFALL - EAT

These days gone by, 
When you finna eat again?

Time steady flyin,
When you finna eat again?  eat again?
When you finna eat again?  
Hunger pains,
Starvin, never chase,
Honestly, see your face
I won't hesitate

Cause i can see your ribs again
Throwin up that medicine, medicine
Throwin up that medicine

I cant watch you live like this, no more
I cant sit still, till you swallow,
Emptied bottles, down the drain
Sound of rain tapping on the panes,

I just want you to love you
I cant love me enough
yeah i know its tough,
I just wanna help you,

Now im feelin miserable.

I can do nothin but watch.
I can do nothin but watch.

These days gone by, 
When you finna eat again

Time steady flyin,
When you finna eat again?  eat again?
When you finna eat again?

manducare

to the girl who only loved the concept of me, this is an ode to you

prod. ghost orchard

lyrics :

whatever you want them to be




it's lonely in your bedroom

created by cph4, laura & XsandieX

go
don't run
don't leave
i'm alone
i'm blue
you're gone
it's not the same
i'm alone
i'm blue
i'm blue
you know
you knew
i'm blue
i'm blue
you know
you knew
that i'm blue

blue featuring laura and cph4

||You'reOverThereNow||

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

You grow your wings and your halo,
Baby I stay high you lay low
I can’t afford to complain though,
I’m dancing with demons you left for no reason

You left for no reason,
What is the meaning?
I’d say i’m broken at night,
Baby will we reunite?

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

Let you go, you’re at home,
Fly with the Angels,
Bye my friend.
When you leave? Comprehend,
You will stay in hero garden.

hero.garden Interlude (PROD. DUOFACIES)

Produced By XMichaelWarren

Lyrics:

[AKAFORLONE & LOVEKXXG]
Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head-

Cause im living in the middle of deja vu (deja vu)
Im stuck and im stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you, (thoughts of you)
I be in my head

[AKAFORLONE]
Im going and im leaving right now,
I swear to god that i hate this town
Reminding me we weren't meant to be
I’ll blow my brains on the floor and the ground
Baby right now, i’ma take you back in a minute
We should pipe down yeah i know i'm getting timid,
Im yelling at the walls tryna get back to beginnings
Baby imma fall-baby-baby ima fall

And I know i'm not feeling right
And I know i'm not feeling right
And I know i'm not feeling right

in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and im stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head

Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head-

Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head

[LOVEKXXG] 

Cause I can’t let you go

Your actions reap my soul

I thought of you, I thought of us, and what I couldn’t do

But I’m okay, time is moving, repeating day by day

But I’m okay, this dreamy feeling like I’m in a haze

But I’m okay, body aching with every step I take

But I’m okay, shes haunting me with every thought I make

[AKA]
Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head
Cause i'm living in the middle of deja vu
Im stuck and i'm stressed
And my memories fading out thoughts of you,
I be in my head

When The Memories Start To Fade (FT. LOVEKXXG <3)

>w<
OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW!!!!111!!!11! o_O
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJFjSUAmLs8
*xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx*

i cant really wait 4 u
said u love me then ur acting new
try to play me but i wont fall, dont call
every little thing that u said to me
say
anything
everything
really
i
need

love aint enough, need your trust baby blind me,
tear me away, you tear me away, you're apart of me
but i know i should've let you go
don't need your love, need your trust baby blind me
dont need ur love need ur trust baby blind me
 
i see everything that you do,
they don't love you acting brand new
i dont know
you reach for the stars dont, aim for my heart

say
anything
everything
really
i
need

love aint enough, need your trust baby blind me,
tear me away, you tear me away, you're apart of me
but i know i should've let you go
don't need your love, need your trust baby blind me
dont need ur love need ur trust baby blind me

let u go official audio 2009 [HD] (prod. dead yami)

i wanna be your man again
dont wanna be your mannequin
I hate the way you talk to me
you throw me on the floor, hiding it of course

and i wont play pretend
ill fall in love again
but ill ghost in the end
ghost in the end baby
wont play pretend
wont play pretend, baby
float in the wind
float in the wind baby

im gone, gone

i am a terrible person who makes terrible mistakes

inspired by "are we still friends" by tyler, the creator and runaway by pusha t
prod.caelus
based on a true story

honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind (I'm runnin on and on, i'm runnin on and on)
honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind (I'm runnin on and on, i'm runnin on and on)

now nothing hurts worse than november do,
remember you confessing everything to me, i watched you bleed
i watched as family turned enemy,
jon bellion covers barely covers everything
5-10-2017
its the same numbers, broken memories, yeah the same numbers floating in my dreams, and your voice haunts me when i hear you sing its a piece of me turned heavenly when i watched you run away, and my face had melt to clay

love, you better run,
turn in the other direction,
im bad news, im bad news
love, you better run,
turn in the other direction,
im bad news, im bad news

honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind
honestly, run from me (i'm running on and on, i'm running on and on)
honestly, run from me
i know im not worth the time (im not worth it, im not worth it)
running laps up in your head i know i cant escape your mind
honestly, run from me (i'm running on and on, i'm running on and on)

ELIZABETH [PROD. CAELUS]

this song took way too fucking long to finish, lmao. hope you enjoy. trying to hone my craft

lyrics:

hands on your neck, my tongue down your throat
i wanna see the way that you choke
stare in my eyes, what do you see?
teeth on your skin, submit to me

your name is mine
your face, so fine
to me? you're everything to me
 you're everything to me
 you're everything to me

its blood all on your lips
taste me you wanna kiss?
tatoos rest on your chest-

i wont lie
you're in my dreams now
you stay with me
you stay with me
you stay with me

Dont go

to say i wanted you is an understatement
grab his fucking face and i'll smash it in the pavement
if he ever crosses you, yes its true i'll give my fucking life to you
you mean everything, and i mean everything I say
you mean everything, and I mean everything I say-


your name is mine
your face, so fine
to me? you're everything to me
 you're everything to me
 you're everything to me

 you're everything to me
 you're everything to me

i wont lie
you're in my dreams now
you stay with me
you stay with me
you stay with me

Dont go

i wont lie
you're in my dreams now
you stay with me
you stay with me
you stay with me

Dont go

EVERYTHING TO ME! (PROD. ANTICON)

@redlightriver

lyrics - they're the same

3v3ryth1ng 4b0ut y0u w/redlightriver

verse 1 - ace stranger: 

speak my mind i dont want to
its not like i dont want you

my story, it hurts you
dont think i, deserve you,
im trying, no lying,
your crying
makes me feel like dying

verse 2 - aka:

i want you,
you want me
but i know i dont deserve you
i hurt you,
you hurt me
but i know deep down you crave me

lie to me
baby please i beg
now i understand why i
cannot fall in love again

i hurt you
you hurt me
im bleeding out
can you save me
i hurt you
you hurt me
im crying now
can you save me

XsandieX ft. Ace Stranger - hurts you

a cry for help

produced by dead yami

I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
Do they know me?
I fuckin hate everything-
Gouge my eyes out
Spit in my mouth
I can't take it, please erase me
Horny, broken, lonely person
Horny, broken, lonely person

[nancy downs interlude]
(if i was pathetic as you are, i would've killed myself ages ago! you should get on with it)

(punk rock, lets go-)

I don't know my friend
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends
I don't know my friends,
I fucking hate everything :(

Gouge my eyes out
Spit in my mouth
I can't take it, please erase me
Horny, broken, lonely person
Horny, broken, lonely person

XsandieX identity crisis with lyrics_0002.wmv

STAY

stay awake
no don’t sleep
out of bed
follow me
in your dreams 
believe
anything your mind is racing
love you know you’re not mistaken
i am running out of patience 
basically it’s nothing new to me
you fall asleep
i'm wide awake 
don’t hide from me
don’t run away
I can see it in your face
you think that i am not okay
I think you’re overblowing it
everyone talks to themselves sometimes
I tell myself it doesn’t help me get a peace of mind
so let’s rewind 

Radadadada you don’t really give a fuck
Radadadada I just wanna fall in love
Radadada you just wanna break me up
Radadadada you don’t even care enough

me versus myself

etched in
my reflection 
is a message
I don’t listen
to myself anymore cause it hurts on the floor 
throwin up in my room just so I look like you
(shut up!)
don’t want what’s best for me
taking care of me you’re supposed to be
I just wanna eat
I cannot sleep cause my body’s so weak
but my mind is at peace when it eats itself alive 

would you like another slice?

I’ll provide the knife
you’ll bring the lies and excuses at night why that number will rise oh the scale isn’t right? right
whatever takes to help you sleep inside your mind 

cause your mind is at peace when it eats itself alive

carb counter

just press your teeth across my neck
and treat me like a god
I’ll rest my hands over your breast
and trace around your heart
And with your breath over my flesh request you tear it off
Bloody lips my favorite kiss I’ll drip onto the walls

I’m your vampire, im your one desire let me fuel your fire, I’ll swirl around your mind first
Then melt you down with my finger tips and I’ll drown in the sound of your loving bliss 
You’ll drift away just like the mist
Your name remains stained in my wrist

Morticia
Elvira 
I wanna be inside ya
I’ll wear you like a tattoo on my body
I won’t hide ya
Then make you see the stars 
Fall in love with alucard
I don’t want an au revoir
I just wanna break apart

desire

produced by wixxy

lyrics: 

I fell in love in October 
I already told her
I’ve always been sober
She’ll never get it 
But then she picked up the bottle
The pills and the vodka
The chills make me swallow
A nervous feelin
I just can’t shake it
I never want her to take em
I’ll always act like a bitch but I guess it’s just in my nature but
Down the hatch and it’s making me fuckin crash
And she’s says I’m overreacting but she couldn’t know the half of it
You’ve never had a friend pick it over you
You’ve never had a feeling this uncomfortable
My past won’t let this last okay
You’re mad want me to go away
I’ll hold your head while you’re throwing up
Like I did my dad when I was growing up
To you it’s only a drink
You hover over the sink
You know it’s making me think
I’ll never be like you

october / sober

will i continue to shine like gold, in your memories?


you’re my zombie bride
you want me in your life
but I don’t have the time
so I’ll be out your mind
you’re my zombie bride
you want me in your life
but I don’t have the time
so I’ll be out your mind

im nothing but a ghost
an empty soulless host
I’ll leave you when you choke
so why won’t you just go?
you said you’re feeling scared?
you know I never cared
I said this isn’t fair
let me up out your hair

z0mb1e bride

There was no strings attached
Yet you pulled em on my back
Yeah you said you want that
Yeah you said you wanted that
You think you’re a master? 
I think you’re just a bastard
you’re Buried in it, im not your marionette 

Take my hands and make me dance 
I hate your plans I hate your friends 
Do I entertain you? When I look like a fool?
But when I tell you to shove it I remember I’m just a puppet baby-

puppet baby (x4)

strings

whatever man


Don’t miss my fucking friends now
Out here all on my own
No text no calls no FaceTime
It’s dry I crack my phone
So when I line my eyes I try to cry to feel something
I try to hide inside and drown my mind to stop hurting l
I fucking hate my life it isn’t sweet like what’s the purpose?
I roll my sleeves can’t even breathe it hurts im so nervous
Goddamn im so alone
A party of my own 
My friends don’t read my invites
They won’t visit my home 
I’m running out of patience
Goddamn im so alone

you're not my twin

cupid

prod by wingsxrra

I just wanna skate with you at 3 in the morning
Babe you know you so gorgeous 
And im so unimportant 
I just wanna skate with you at 3 in the morning
Babe you know you so gorgeous 
And im so unimportant 



It feels like it’s torture wait on you to come over
faded baby I’m sober maybe we should get sodas 
I pick up a monster and you pick up a Red Bull
Damn you make me feel so cool when you act like a rebel

I just wanna skate with you at 3 in the morning 
Doing tricks while it’s storming well ignore all the warnings-
I just wanna skate with you at 3 in the morning
Park the boards at the door and-
Let the sun come toward us
h4ileyz hates you

SKATE OR DIE!

just complaining n shit again. happy halloween!

I wake up and do the same damn thing
Every day
I swear to god I’m tired of this place
My time gets wasted on all the bullshit that I hate
Forgot to mention I stuff my face with poor decisions on what I ate
I can’t sleep and I overthink at least I don’t drink
I’ll leave it to my dad
And I call my friends, I know they won’t pick up
But it’s fun to pretend they haven’t given up on me

just give up at this point man

a song about a girl who returned in my sleep recently.
i close my eyes and rest my head
fall asleep and drift to bed
never thought I’d see you again
again again again again again again
again

open my eyes I feel regret
i swore to god I knew you’re dead
but there you were I shook my head
never thought I’d see you again again again
again.

again

are you safe in your skin?


title fight sample 🖤

lyrics :
[Verse 1]
Now I've done it too
It's funny how it happens
I've made it true
Just by thinking 'bout it
I spread the flames, trying to fan it out oh
But am I to blame, oh

[Chorus]
Cause I'd like to lose you
Cause I'd like to lose you
Won't you help me lose it, oh love

[Verse 1]
And I swear it's new
The pulling at my chest
I swear it ain't you
I see it's got into your head
And you've not the time
Like I have had for you
But it's got you tied too

[Chorus]
Course I'd like to lose it
Course I'd like to lose it
Won't you help me lose it, oh no

Course I'd like to lose it
Course I like to lose it
Won't you help me lose it

Birthday Cake (Ft. Scott James)

no part 2
prod. Red Light District x Canis Major

cover/your/ears (feat. TILFALL)

RED DOT MUSIC

TRISH & LITA (FT. ♕TROY CYMORI♕ )

what is it that you're searching for?
inside of yourself that is.
is it a key to unlock your mind?
the true answers that lie within your heart.
searching.

teen suicide

XsandieX

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