I H8 Myself (but I Luv U)

Wish U Were Here

je t'aime

Seoul

fuck i can't sleep again
this insomnia
won't stop knocking on my door 
asking me to be his friend
and so i guess
i'll tell him a story
wish it was about love
but oops there's nothing to envy

forgive me i'm sorry
if you realize it's you
because hey 
aren't you narcissistic enough
to love how much i write about you

fuck i'm sick of u
i wanna puke
instead i drink a bottle of beer
and i sing
i sing not for u
just shows how much i hate you

okay so here it goes,
we hooked up then we dated
guess we we're infatuated

went on for months till you left at dawn
blew me off and yawned

you came back
and made me think i was wrong
but i should have been strong
should have known what it meant all along

you never loved me
never wanted me
you liked the idea of me

it's a hook up fuck up
it's a hook up fuck up
guess who is more fucked up
between the two of us

well now you rest in peace
drink till you die
go fade away
goodbye

xstntl