AAAAAA SOOO PRETTY BEAT WITH BEAUTIFUL VOCAL LUV THISS!!

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes w/ owtiss (lovefelt/yandere)

@me
ya you sweet 
ya u sweet like mochii yaaaa
and i miss when i feel ur love
like mochii its mochi yaaa
ya ya sweet like yaaa y aya a and it hurts and
it hurts ya ya

@tores 
baby just grab my hand and let's just walk away
so far away, we can't even see the land at all
so alone, baby i need you here right now omg
was it all dream?, we weren't meant to be 
i cannot still believe that you left me alone
i had enough so i tried my best to forget 
but i can't let you go

@mental
I've been stuck ina daydream since we met
idk what to say gotta empty head
bad thoughts inside got me stuck in bed
dont know why its happening again
i pretend that we never met
ima mess everyday upset..
i feel sick 
dont know what u said
out of breathe 
i jus try my best.

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sweet like mochi w/ tores + mental  (xtasane)

a mental image
——————————
a conclusion <3

lyrics:

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

now i dont know what to do
you make it so hard to choose
im tripping over my own shoe
when you talk to me i refuse to respond at all

ill just sit here on my own
(yeah ill never leave this place)
even if i want to go
("who am i even anyway?")
if i cant tell who i am anymore
i dont know how long i can this for

all my memories
are passing before me
its getting hard to see
when my visions so blurry

yeah im feeling insane
yeah im feeling in pain
yeah i feel it in my brain
living in this rain

waiting for all this to end
so done with this reality bend
tell me what i need to comprehend
please catch me before i descend

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

-where am i?-
-who am i?-
-you're you-

im staring at a piece of what i used to be
im waiting for something to give me relief
but its not gonna change anything if i cant even think

reach for the sky
-im reaching as high as i can-
"ill be alright"
-when i go back to where i began-
feel like ill die if it dont get time to heal

-is this all even real-

is this all even real
i cant tell
is this all even real

dissociation (me)

a mental image
————————————

lyrics:

im still waking up
i see the sky looking up
ill never have enough
is this real or not

i dont want to go back
to my reality
i wont ever last
without my actuality

i just hope this reverie
i hope its more than make-believe
you mean so much more to me
but now you're drifting out of reach
i wont ever feel at peace
your words they echo without cease
you're more than just a reverie
you're more than just a reverie

pointing silhouette it turns its back
it turns its back on me
is this all just a dream
oh, oh
is this all just a dream
oh, oh,
is this all just a dream

im still holding on
i wont ever let go
feelings take hold
is this all towards no end
am i condemned to just pretend
i cant let go
not again

i cant handle this
ill find a way to fix it
if not this might be it
so i just hope now

i just hope this reverie
i hope its more than make-believe
you mean so much more to me
but now you're drifting out of reach
i wont ever feel at peace
your words they echo without cease
you're more than just a reverie
you're more than just a reverie

reverie

reverie (me)

a mental image
————————————

lyrics:

theres nothing else that i could do
my head's been forcing me to choose

obsession
it holds me till i cant repress it
now im losing all expression
everything is gone now
i dont want
anything else now
fall apart
nothing matters now
look at me
sitting frozen
i wont think
about nothing else
cant you see
im obsessed

obsession
it holds me till i cant repress it
now im losing all expression

compulsive
i cant help it
too impulsive
there's no respite

obsession
it holds me till i cant repress it
now im losing all expression
everything is gone now
i dont want
anything else now
fall apart
nothing matters now
look at me
sitting frozen
i wont think
about nothing else
cant you see
im obsessed

obsession

obsession (me)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

feats @1kidsora & @xxomm
prod @overoveroverover
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@1kidsora
she wanna help me, but i do not need an aid
when i'm down on my ass, i just pray
but sometimes i don't even know what to make
but if i try-
imma find a way
i just need to stay awake
so, i can see another day
and, baby, why you so afraid?
you know we still got some time before its too late

me
i keep fighting on my own but
i got people who help me
got the motion going on 
this shit getting too hefty
i know that you hate me
for whatever reason
keep it to yourself bro 
i don't need to hear it    x2

@xxomm
yea, where was you when i needed help
i did this shit all by myself
now i just been focused on my wealth
hang my feelings back on the shelf
its a journey by myself 
but i couldnt care less
i just need you to confess
know i did it on my own
please dont hit my phone
know you lyin on my soul

me
i keep fighting on my own but
i got people who help me
got the motion going on 
this shit getting too hefty
i know that you hate me
for whatever reason
keep it to yourself bro 
i don't need to hear it    x2

on my own + kid sora & xxomm (over)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/13aGmJOUjdlKgoh54mMhIj?si=d26337fdf53642ca

@k4rson + @domerrz
prod. @yashio20k

[karson]
just talk to me again 
no i don't want to be friends
i want more of this
im so bored of this 
i gave you everything
i gave you all of it 

just talk to me again 
no i don't want to be friends
i want more of this
im so bored of this 
i gave you everything
i gave you all of it

[dom]
its the first time 
in a long time
its the last time
i get left behind 
theres nothing to rewrite 
cause you wanna be right
and i'll never be fine
just want you to be mine 
im sure you said enough 
im feeling terrible 
the pain isn't bearable 
i couldn't stand it all 
i couldn't let it go 
if you love me like you said you would let it show 
i can't do this all alone you just leave me cold 
for you i drop my gaurd
damage in my heart 
should've knew it from the start 
i hear your voice and know just what i lost 
please just talk to me

everything - karson + dom

@makemeapromise @rpsu

I don't wanna bring u down with problems//
I should go and solve myself, withdrawing 
I hope u can't even really tell, what's causing
me to feel like I'm somebody else, so often x2 

I don't wanna... 
lay wide awake, 
blame my mistakes, 
on my selfish ways,
hate I feel this way. 
take all my pain, wish it all away 
I don't wanna break, u'll just make me break 
I regret I caught ur name, 
I used to love how u think n now I hate ur brain
I feel my heart pound, feel it sink when I see ur face 
I see u cross the room n u don't even see a thing, u don't even see a thing

I don't wanna bring u down with problems//
I should go and solve myself, withdrawing 
I hope u can't even really tell, what's causing
me to feel like I'm somebody else, so often x2 

(lay wide awake x8)

wide awake (surgeon, adrien)

Shared Hearts

@staywithmenow prod
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@1aprilshowers #4s
@kess0kuband

reverie (me)

xternalz

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