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ft. @deathcharms og

down all the lean n its barely sprite 🙄

prod odece x cutspace

sunpills ft. ch2rms

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findhelp

healing process (kimzhel)

@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

im sooo me 
@mutkidjosh @deathcharms @sskunc

scatter +ch2rms prod skunc

@yureiclub
prod. me (obviously) 
lyrics:
 I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with a FaceTime only textin x2

I don’t need ur help with nothing
I needed u more, you were something
You’re all by urself, thoughts lusting
Fucked up so bad, can’t trust me

I can’t let go and it seems 
I still see you in my dreams 
craving your love, let me bleed
this is all just what I need x2

I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with FaceTimes only textin x2

restless (samara)

victxrw - cigarette buds (vistaa + rippo) #us

@y4ndere
mix: 9souls & @care4u
master: @x_fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

scaryy (yandere)

Credits://
@heavenindaclouds
@baredex-522947753
@h45
@bodygaard

Notes://
I have no words...
I put so much effort into this song...
I'm glad i did...

Lyrics://
cursed to walk this earth but no one offers helping hands
pick up all the pieces i should really start again
get myself a job and try to make some fucking friends
scratch that, i don't want that, can you help me make a plan?

it might take some time but i think i could come around
i don't want to hand i feel depressive in and out
hope you understand what i be going through right now
cuz i cannot get a grip on what this shit is all about

assume you're always lying when you say you have my back
treat me like the others cuz i don't know how to act
working on my people skills but i just need some rest
waiting for the day when both my parents are impressed

b-974
i need 20 more
package at the door
tell me what you want
some one i adore
i need that for sure
who were you before
am i what you want?

1,2 just tell me what to do (3,4)
tell me where to move
tell me what to choose
you wont tell me what you want
anything at all, you know who to call

you know who to call
for anything at all
i can get it quick
yeah that's how we ball

pristine, magic
lights cam action
guess what happens
guess what happens
so tragic, black magic
my habits, so drastic

pissed off, captions always matching
i could never do this shit alone you make it happen
played a part in everything i did but then you vanished
couldn't fu-
couldn't help but think that i was average

used to cry while driving from my work going home (1,2,3,4)
i was 19 hoping i could have someone to hold
want to be the person people look up to the most
and i wouldn't mind dressing in designer, head to toe, no

not tryna be difficult
but i'll try to be a little less cynical now
a little less critical
if you were unsure would you risk it all? no

bodyGaard & 73x - Helping Hands (prod. heavn + baredex + bb)

spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/59mR5vYs0IXuAGO8oY10KG?si=52e6529efb864d7f

pending (fumiko, ayykidtaylor, kurse11)

@mxsui

lyrics:

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

[karson]

i dont wanna lead you astray
tell me ur okay
tell me that u need me and then call me by my name
tell me that u love me and that i make u feel safe
tell me that youll stay with me and that youll never change

like i dont wanna go too far
baby let me heal up your scars
?making it too far
i knew it from the start
you waited for my heart
i held you in my arms
its tearing me apart

[arid]

i know its controlling me
but its way too deep
always stuck inside my home
when u fall asleep
everything u see
is not what u always know

i know its my fault
i know its my destiny
to make us whole again
i know that ur telling me
its not meant to be
yea it feels like the end

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

i cant ft. karson + arid (mxsui)

#stain produced by @lovefelt
@terastic
@kurse11
@v2nthan
@owtiss

tera + kurse11 + venthan + owtiss - forever 💫 (lovefelt)

lyrics:

learn to love yourself more than you do now
you were there 
im so blind
i change my ways im fine
am i the one i tried
every single memory will just die
wanna change it all the time 
i don’t wanna cry
i wanna lie you don’t understand 
you don’t love me

i try so so hard i 
wanna throw everything 
you stuck in my mind mixed with all these migraines 
vivienne around my neck
im so scared im stuck inside this mess
im so pretty i still dress like that
number nine jeans Prada store felt that
i would do anything for my friends
hope this feeling will never ever ever end
no fear always pretend
one day i feel like a reject
cameras flashing at me
i hope this change will never interact me
these pills hope they never at me
learn to love yourself

plsloveme (prod. lilac & maknae)

mixed and mastered by @ways15xx
production by @kuraiiii + @4ambhx

ToXxic.｡.:*☆(@kurai11)

happy birthday dad

loosie this wont be on @My life which is my next thing itll be cool

love u guys thanks for 3k and 4k

pull a joker out the hazmat
u won't me catch leaking documents
cus i don't wanna end up as a lab rat
bitch I take the mask back
put it on over my face cus it's the day
where ima take all that i had back

ur soundin sad 
said im the enemy 
but I'm friend 
u want what's best for me
im poppin heavy i can't sleep it's not the remedy
i chip away at all the pain until it's sending me

say im the goat but all my shit is elementary
anyone could do it i was lucky just to let it be
they wouldn't miss me they would miss the art tho
packing too much baggage letting off the cargo

i gotta reunite the love where did the heart go
he let a qpid choose his fate for a tomorrow
im switchin up on everyone who didn't text my phone
it's a message from a bitch i tellem leave me lone


i dont want a conversation bitch just gimme dome
like nba shootin hella buckets hittin chromosomes

im in the hot zone bitch im in my element
and if he wanna be like me i get to sellin it
and everyone sin i ever done there aint no tellin it
end up alone without a heart i guess thats tellin sense
July 22, 2020

qpid (prod. pitfall)

withering (yandere)

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

awful ft. orchid (odel)

Credits://
@hereisalden
@bodygaard
@5outho (artwork)

Notes://
no point in forcing someone to stay...
if they don't want to be around you...
keep moving...

Lyrics://
hold on baby just *scream*
imma give to you straight
baby won’t you just stay

but she don’t wanna be around me
all these people tryna clown me
tongue tied heart pounding
so they gone sing it without me

cuz they still wanna be like us
got these pills imma crush up
this shit giving me a headrush
i can’t say i don’t do much

keep the talking to a minimum
how can i get through to anyone
tell by the tone that shit genuine
what is this hell that i’ve found myself in

where i’ve found myself in
locked outside in the rain
separated by fences
that cut through my skin
digging 6 feet straight down
these tears dive off of my chin
i’ll be dead by the morning
and thrown to the wind

##dD (prod. aldn)

@notlieu
produced by @threedimensionsapart

feeling w/ lieu

@1straycats
@1aprilshowers
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@staywithmenow (prod page)

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