“Celestial one,
Beauty I see
Inside of you,
And you...
You are the substance in me.

In me...

Love to make you mine,
But you have prior commitments.
Stop wasting all your precious time on me.
And, if you’d step directly in the moonlight,
I think you would agree.

O dying star, 
Burning through the atmosphere,
Crushing all our hope with fear,
Draining all the light from us 
Wouldn’t even fight for us, baby.
Can’t even stand the sight of us.
Maybe it’s in spite of us, oooh.
I hope it all comes crashing down on you.
And, though they’ve never cared or stood beside,
I hope it all comes crashing on you.

I hope the whole world rains fire down upon you! 
I hope they char your bones as a message to all those around you!
And, given that I am lost, 
There’s really nothing that I can do,
But I hope the whole world rains fire down upon you...”

Fire Demo

Ooo, this is not the end.

Some people tell me my vocals will sell it,
But I know the truth is that I need to sell out
'cause I never rapped 'til I turned twenty one
And the Pilots convinced me rock music is done. 
The path that I'm walking is littered with bodies.
For some I'm responsible, others are rotting
From pleasures and pains that were auto-erotic
'cause they masturbated while I sold my body.
The truth is that I need a label executive 
To pay my bills while I play you a setlist
Of songs that they wrote for me to zombify you. 

(Prechorus 1)
And never stop and think that I would ever try to blame you 
But my failure made me hostile so I'm tryin' to speak the truth.

(Chorus) 
You won't buy my music, all I have to sell is my soul.
That's what killed my rock 'n' roll.
You won't buy my music or play it on your radio.
That's what killed my rock 'n' roll.

Spillin' thoughts outta my mouth like I'm sick
And I'm regurgitating on everyone
And then driving my suicide thoughts like a knife
In your mind that my tongue sent to blot out the sun
Dyin' to die but I don't have a gun. 
Pills are too messy and razorblades stung.
Ambition is killing but not quick enough,
Now I'm fallin' behind and you don't give a fuck.

I'm fallin' behind, and fallin' in line
Because the industry's abandoned me,
Infinity's beyond my reach.
(And I'll never forget these actions from the past
That haunt me like the plague and pour from me like bile.)
Rewind. I'll take back the time;
Do it again, but keep the friends I lost along the way
To fortune, fame.
(And I'll never forget the memories that we made
With caution to the wind and smiling all the while.)

(Prechorus 2)
And every single time I take a look into my eyes,
I stare into the souls of all the people I despise.

(Chorus) 
You won't buy my music, all I have to sell is my soul.
That's what killed my rock 'n' roll.
You won't buy my music or play it on your radio.
That's what killed my rock 'n' roll.

That’s What Killed My Rock n Roll Demo

I kept the sky from falling
A thousand times
Within my dreams.
Suppressing this has taken its toll,
But you're so unreachable.
So much for your tangible soul

I run for the door.
Feels like my legs are made of rubber. 
I reach for the door
And, as it slams, it breaks my hands.

No, not again. 
Another chapter closes,
But I thought that we were best friends.
Please, not again.

*Chorus*

No, not again. 
Another chapter closes,
Now it looks like we are just friends.
Please, not again.

*Chorus*

The Door Demo

"When we first made this I thought
That it was a masterpiece,
But it's a disaster at the least
And it breaks a brother down. 

Ooo

I'll take your hopes, 
Your dreams,
Your skies, 
Tell you that they are mine. 
You're just what I need.

I'll take your heart,
Your soul, 
Your mind,
Carve out your tongue and eyes
So delicately.

'Cause you're a delicacy.
You can sustain me.
You're a delicacy,
My favorite disease,
A certain ecstasy,
I'll savor your memory.

You're just what I need.
It's a disaster at the least.
I'll savor your memory.

Delicacy Demo

A cover of the Bill Withers Classic, in the style of myself.

ain’t.no.sunshine (Bill Withers Cover)

Cover of The Weeknd's beautiful song "Call Out My Name."

“Call Out My Name” (The Weeknd Cover)

"My sin shone in the sunshine, 
But my heart broke in the dark. 
I wanna go.

As Eve ate of the fruit, 
I had a heart ripened for you.
I wanna go.

You gave a little peace of mind, 
Then you tore into this heart of mine. 
I wanna go.

And so I go to join the dead, 
And take our secret with me when I go.

When I go.

When I go. 

When I go."

My Dirge (I Wanna Go) Demo

Infatuated (Breathe Again)

“*chorus*
I’ve been looking in your eyes, like, 
Every time I close my eyes and
I can hear your voice inside my head.
I’ve been dancing all alone just
Wishing you would come along and
Rocking back and forth upon my bed.

A break down
Yeah, I’m a delusional mental case.
Can’t get my head down from outer space.
Why is it always that I’m afraid?
Feel like I’m nothin’, that’s not the case
Who is this monster I see in the mirror?
Disgusting and sickly and so full of terror,
And desperate to prove what the demons are screamin’
That life is too hard for a lover to live.
Got so much to give, but afraid of rejection,
Now driven insane by his own desperation,
He’s clawing and biting and scratching at hands
That would feed him in times that he’d need them to stand.

*pre-chorus*
Infatuated, wish I could get you out my dreams.
So glad you made it.
Now you can kill the rest of me.
*chorus*
*pre-chorus*
*chorus*

No, tree of life turns to stone.
My life is forfeit now.
Bring about the prophecy of self-fulfilling nature.
If you don’t expect a thing then they won’t ever disappoint.
Self-destruction, immolation, social suicide,
And I can’t even count the times I wish that I had really died.
So let’s stop and take a deep breath.
Focus on what matters. 
Distracted by
Medical remedies, some kinda therapy, 
Cheshire cats n the maddest of hatters.
Exhale the sorrows your image has brought to me,
Let go of memories. Trying to breathe easy.
You were a lifeline I should have ignored
Because you were the last that my life could afford.

So I can breathe again.

Yeah.
Yeah.”

Infatuated (Breathe Again) Demo

"Damn, Girl!"

I look in your eyes as my heart races circles.
"I'm crazy about you," I say as the world
Disappears all around us.
It feels like you've cured everything.

If you need my love then I'm ready and willing,
'Cause all of my fears and frustrations were building.
My mind's always going to war, 
But you brought me peace.

(Chorus) 
Damn, girl, it was really nice to finally meet you
Here in your bedroom. 
I showed you what I do. You showed me your voodoo doo doo.
Damn, girl, it's a pleasure to be finally seein' ya
In all of your splendor.
When I loved you tender, you loved me tender too. 

(Bridge)
Damn, girl, I was just fallin' in love,
But maybe that's just what you're afraid of. 
I crave your affection. You hate my attention, now.
Damn, girl, I guess that I'll be seein' you around. 
If you need me to flip over your frown again,
I promise I won't tarnish your crown again.
I promise I won't tarnish your crown.

Damn, girl, I was just fallin' in love!
Damn, girl, I was just fallin'! (x4)

(Chorus)

(Outro)
Damn, girl...
I loved you tender...
Damn, girl...
You loved me tender... (x3)
Wish I didn't remember...
'Cause I hate the thought of you..

Damn, Girl! Demo

I'm finally tired of love.
I guess I've just enough of life in general.
Thought I'd got it all figured out.
You spit it right in my face,
And then you started to laugh.

Hey kid, you got lucky once,
You should be thankful for that!
And now your life's gonna suck,
And we can guarantee that!
We know you don't give a fuck!
And you just won't face the facts!"
If I just got lucky once,
And now my life's gonna suck,
Well you can just eat my ass.

Hey, while you're on your knees,
Would you mind tying my shoes for me?
I'm sick of bendin' over just to satisfy the industry.
Don't like the sound I'm playin'?
You can turn around and leave,
'Cause I'm a product of my feelin's 
And I can't fake these.

Yeah, music went really great.
I'm swimmin' in the money and fame.
Too many cars and babes.
Legs are tired dodgin' the press.
Not sure I can handle the stress.

*RANT, RANT, RANT*

Hey kid, you got lucky once,
You should be thankful for that!
And now your life's gonna suck,
And we can guarantee that!
We know you don't give a fuck!
And you just won't face the facts!"
If I just got lucky once,
And now my life's gonna suck,
Well you can just eat my ass.

“Eat My A**” Demo *EXPLICIT OBVIOUSLY*

Used to be my everything,
Now we're fighting over every little thing.
There's a darkness takin' over
And I need to run for cover,
But I thought your light would bring me to safety.
Now I've lost everything
And I'm searching for the right place to be.
But I'm shooting in the dark
And so much damage is collateral.
I hate the thing that I've come to be.

If I'm brutally honest,
It's 'cause the secrets that I keep are the darkest,
And I'm full of darkness.
My tongue and razor blades are the sharpest,
If I'm being honest. Yeah, I'm full of darkness.

At least I'm not heartless like you. x4

You're a black hole and you're drainin' all my color.
All the light from life is gone because you gave it to another. x2

My heart's so fuckin' empty. 
It's a black hole with a singularity. 
All the cuts and all the band-aids that I try to use to fill it
Will just fade away to nothing to me.

Fade into the darkness.
It's a black hole with a singularity.
If I'm being honest, 
You'll fade away to nothing to me.
Fade into the darkness. 'Cause I'm full of darkness.

I guess I'm just heartless like you. x4

You're a black hole and you're drainin' all my color.
All the light from life is gone because you gave it to another. x2
I guess I'm just heartless like you. x4

You're a black hole and you're drainin' all my color.
All the light from life is gone because you gave it to another. x2

LØVELESS Demo

I can’t stop thinking about you... 
Is that okay? Is that okay?
And yes, I’m scared. Yes I’m Scared.
Yes I’m scared of catchin’ feelin’s.
I’m prepared, but I’ve got demons.
And I never, no, never, no, never no,
Never, no, not in my whole life
Thought that I’d find the way,
Thought that I’d find the way.
And I never, no, never, no, never no,
Never, no, not in my whole life
Thought that I’d see the day,
Thought that I’d see the day.

I saw fire in your eyes,
And they burned into my mind.
I know I’m hypnotized, but
I’m satisfied
Oh no
Here we go.
As I step into your light
Your words echo in my mind
I’m slavin’ to your vibe
And it feels alright
Oh no
Here we go.

Take me home when no one knows
Keep the lights all out, turn off your phone, then,
Exorcise this sinner’s soul.
Heaven may be up, but now I’m goin’ 
Goin’ down to pay my toll.
Spread the pearly gates and keep them open.
Exorcise this sinner’s soul.
Heaven may be up but now I’m goin’ down

Take me home when no one knows
(No one knows)
Keep the lights all out, turn off your phone, then,
(Off your phone)
Exorcise this sinner’s soul.
(Sinner’s soul)
Heaven may be up, but now I’m goin’
(Goin’ down)
Goin’ down to pay my toll.
(Pay my toll)
Spread the pearly gates and keep them open.
(Pearly gates)
exorcise this sinner’s soul.
(Sinner’s soul)
Heaven may be up but now I’m goin’ down
(Goin’ down)

I can’t stop thinkin’ about you...
Is that okay?
Is that okay? 
Is that okay?

Is This Okay? Demo

'Cause I'm afraid,
Don't go,
'Cause my psyche's on the run and I was just getting ahold,
And I'm afraid.
Don't go.
'Cause our lives are on the line and baby you have the control.
You have the control. 
You have the control.

Shoulda stopped, took a step back,
When my heart took off like a jet pack.
'Cause you're just what I want,
What my heart knew I needed.
Then you took the chance to bleed it.
Left me cold and so defeated.

It's scary, the effort, and how much I tried,
But then you just forgot me, left me out to dry,
But I'm soaked in the rivers that I never cried,
And you're choking up monsters that you held inside.
All the torment and anguish, like I've gone and died,
And my hell is your image in my afterlife.
Staring down my darker side...
Don't leave me alone...
Alone tonight.

'Cause I'm afraid. Don't go.
'Cause my psyche's on the run and I was just getting ahold.
And I'm afraid. Don't go.
Girl, our lives are on the line and, baby, you have the control.
You have the control.
You have the control.
Ooh. Alright.

Who is the monster I see in the mirror
Disgusting and sickly and so full of terror
And desperate to prove what the demons are screaming?
That life is too hard for a lover to live.
So much to give but afraid of rejection.
Now driven insane by his own desperation.
He's scratching and biting and clawing at hands
That would feed him in times that he'd need them to stand.

'Cause I'm afraid. Don't go.
'Cause my psyche's on the run and I was just getting ahold.
And I'm afraid. Don't go.
Girl, our lives are on the line and, baby, you have the control.
You have the control.
You have the control.

You were too perfect for me to deserve it
But fooled me to thinking that maybe I've earned it.
Now I'm just a villain, a demon berserker,
In all of your stories to your newer lovers.
Imagine a world you have love unconditional,
Some who loves every second you give to 'em.
Thank you for sending me love to myself,
But fuck you for sending my conscience to hell.

Afraid (Demo)

Hey 
I’m catatonic.
I’m veggin’ on the couch and playing Smash as Sonic.
Skittles from a bowl to feed my zombie brain.
Distractions from the world to cover up the pain
Of loneliness. 
I’m bad at love.
Looks like the one I love just showed me that I’m not enough.
And, makin’ matters worse, I got my eyeballs on the turf
And I just noticed that I scuffed my fuckin’ Chucks.

Hey
I’m a millennial.
You know I’m gettin’ cancer from my box of cereal?
They’re poisonin’ the oats up at the mills of general
Because pesticides are all derived from Bayer and Monsanto.
I’m just tryin’a eat a bowl of honey roasted Cheerios
I see the tumor on my spoon before it even hits my throat.
I’d take the early grave because my wages are a shame 
But all the agonizing prior as it gets down to the wire 
And the money I don’t have to pay for after I expire
Makes me realize debt like death you can’t escape.

Let’s get fuckin faded and forget about the day
You laid your lips upon my lips and asked me if it’d be okay.
I said, “Of course it is, my baby,
You’re so gorgeous, you could save me 
From the torments of the world
But I’m afraid you’ll run away from me
Like all the other girls.
But you’re so gorgeous, you could save me.”
Laid your lips upon my lips and said that everyone’s afraid,
You’re so gorgeous, you could save me, but you went and ran away.

Hey 
I’m catatonic.
I’m veggin’ on the couch and playing Smash as Sonic.
Skittles from a bowl to feed my zombie brain.
Distractions from the world to cover up the pain
Of loneliness. 
I’m bad at love.
Looks like the one I love just showed me that I’m not enough.
And, makin’ matters worse, I got my eyeballs on the turf
And I just noticed that I scuffed my fuckin’ Chucks.

Skittles (Zombie Brain) Demo

𝘽𝙖𝙣𝙜! 𝘽𝙖𝙣𝙜! 𝘽𝙖𝙣𝙜! (𝘿𝙚𝙢𝙤)

“I’m slingin’ Firewater fast as dueling pistols drawn,
And the saloon is full o’ good time ladies, mind’s off the withdrawals. 
The bellyaching feels like it was from the alcohol,
But now I know the aching heart won’t go away when mornin’ comes
I’m thirstier for comfort every day the desert sun
Is so convincing with mirages of your face against the dawn
Memory serving right says that you would’ve been the one,
But when the sun set on your face the moon revealed what I’ve become...

Ride, baby, ride,
Got a pistol at my side
With a bullet for my mind,
Keep it steady, now, steady.
There’s fire in the water,
How I miss my Clementine,
But I’m a ghost in this town,
Drifting steady, now, steady...

Thunder rolls across the plains, 
The stranger’s eyes flash with fire brighter than lightning,
Her black trenchcoat blows in the wind,
A six shooter, bullets of silver on her belt,
Hands quicker n a greased viper, 
High noon, high time my life comes to an end...

Ride, baby, ride,
Got a pistol at my side
With a bullet for my mind,
Keep it steady, now, steady.
There’s fire in the water,
How I miss my Clementine,
But I’m a ghost in this town,
Drifting steady, now, steady...

Bang bang bang!
Put a bullet in my heart
But you didn’t save one,
Now I’m sitting here in misery,

Bang bang bang! 
The night ended at the start,
Now you’ve got an empty gun,
Wish you’d put me out my misery.

Bang bang bang!
Put a bullet in my heart,
Flew directly at the sun,
Guess I asked for all the misery.

Bang bang bang!
Here’s to all we could’ve caused,
But your gun is no fun,
Won’t you put me out my misery
Now?

No soy nada para ti 
Soy nada sin ti

They call me el Lobo
And call you la Luna,
I howl in the desert
But never will reach you.
Ten years in this wilderness,
Scraping the barrel
Train robberies, rival gangs, shit that puts hair on your
Chest, but the image of you never left me,
A goddess worth fist fighting giants to be with...
Said goodbye to promises of happiness without you,
Told my mother that I love her, grabbed my compass, headed west,
To the horizon, always frightened, never satisfied, keep fightin’
For an ending that I know I won’t achieve, I’m such a mess...
Snakebite that you gave me won’t recover given rest,
But I salute you, glad I knew you, now I’m wishing you the best.

Ride through the night,
Got the devil on my side,
Robbin’ trains n gettin’ high,
Wasn’t ready, not ready...
They led me to the slaughter,
Then I gave my evil eye.
I got vengeance on my mind...
They’re not ready, not ready.

Bang bang bang!
Put a bullet in my heart
But you didn’t save one,
Now I’m sitting here in misery,

Bang bang bang! 
The night ended at the start,
Now you’ve got an empty gun,
Wish you’d put me out my misery.

Bang bang bang!
Put a bullet in my heart,
Flew directly at the sun,
Guess I asked for all the misery.

Bang bang bang!
Here’s to all we could’ve caused,
But your gun is no fun,
Won’t you put me out my misery?

Lyin’ awake,
Didn’t sleep a wink last night.
I got you upon my mind.
You upon my mind...”

Bang! Bang! Bang! (Demo)

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