Sad vibes pt.2 -ㅅ-

im so tired// june 5 freestyle

Sage-Walk Alone

art by - blxckovt
traklist
bae21 ~ oliver2
iwearyourlove onlyevva
bummyfuck rob my soul wings on strings
beau brooks powder
speak dark presence field medic
idontsmilelikeb4
sweetest kill broken social scene
half the world away unaloon cover
xxxtentation save me

angels need to cry too (SAD DJ MIX)

https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

mix/master/art by me 

still i know you’re all i need
cigarette holes on your sleeves
every night so hard to sleep
without you i’m a wreck
kiss me on my cold wet cheek 
spill out tears all on my sheets 
my pillow soaked up all my screams 
alone i lie in bed 

maybe i'm the one who's wrong
that i'd confide in you at all
just getting tired & i'm sore
i waste the breath out of my lungs 
& you don't try for us to compromise at all or work it out
you said you'd stay i should've caught that lie 
before i cared so much

lullabyboy:

& i don't really care if you hate me
but why did you date me
yeah i admit it's getting hard to sleep
i don't wanna be myself
i don't wanna be me
breaking piece by pieve
i just hope you see me
i can't help but ask if it's worth it
but the lonely nights leave me so broken
i hope i fall asleep less hopeless
but you’re so done with me i know this

yeah i’ve tried
but i can’t do this again
you left me out in the cold
you got me stuck in emotions

Sleye:

i’m at the end of my rope 
no i can’t wait anymore
you should’ve told me before 
if you knew it's not what you wanted

Hard To Sleep w/ lullabyboy (prod. Sleye)

Stream On Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0JZmTVmXVU

this one is from the heart :))

vocals by @ihateshinigami x @supachefm
produced by @lilbando x @ryanjacobxx

fuck that bitch! w/ shinigami (prod. dylan brady x ryanjacob)

This song is available for streaming on all platforms.
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All I Know

HO HO HO BICH GET ON THA FLO 
MERRY WHATEVER, LUV U!!  
#FREESTYLEALERT
ft. @ihateshinigami
prod.mix.mast @93feetofsmoke

FUCK JACKFROST

XMAS SUX WITHOUT U ft. Shinigami

Mixed & Mastered by SICKHEART

You had a dream
I laid my bones right next to yours
But I had a dream too
And you're the only thing that I can see
The miss that I can't pretend 
And the aching when I'm not around 
But I had a dream 
And you're the only thing I wanna see
Hold me when I'm at my low
Love me when my eyes are cold
Cradle me when my chest is burning 
And the moonlight glows 

You had a dream
I laid my bones right next to yours
But I had a dream too
And you're the only thing that I can see
The miss that I can't pretend 
And the aching when I'm not around 
But I had a dream 
And you're the only thing I wanna see
Hold me when I'm at my low
Love me when my eyes are cold
Cradle me when my chest is burning 
And the moonlight glows

Moonlight (prod. Biv)

ofiicial video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGoQWW44frA&t=0s

prod/mix - fats'e

first single from my second album  (TBA)

lyrics:
in the pocket
of yesterdays pants in the closet
there's a note that you left me
and i think i forgot to read it
but i'll read it

no, i wont let this go
no, i wont let this go
and i'll never let this go

now i'm back on my bullshit
no more sentimental things
i have to make noise
i have to make noise
i don't know why
my ears ring every night
while i'm trying to sleep
it's very worrisome




everything by @youngburial

won't let this go

This dread we live in. Produced by lullabyboy and @ghxstkid

Lyrics:

Verse 1

I don’t really want to let go,
Walking over graves of people I have never known.
Yeah I know I’m nothing,
Much,
To look at,
But,
I love you more than,
I seem to act back.
You’re wasting all your time on me,
You know that I appreciate you more than I appreciate myself...
You know that I appreciate you more than I appreciate myself

Chorus:

Won’t you stay
This dread
I’m shaking

I’m shaking x2

This dread I’m shaking

Verse 2

I just need your company,
Help me get out of bed,
I hope I’ll be alright, 
I’m showing signs of losing time.
How easy my heart breaks,
Don’t want to wake up
Yeah wake up
Yeah wake up 
For a while...
This dread I take,
I can’t erase...
But I’m hoping for better days,
I hope this goes my way...

Dread

SPOTIFY LINK

Dread.

prod. by  CapsCtrl


Lyrics:
Maybe one day I'll show you,
What it was like to live life like the old you.

Look at the moon, and I'm standing before you.
follow your moves, and I see where you go to. 
Don't get confused, I'm not here to come hold you. 
You're on your own, but I'll pretend to know you. 

but I'll pretend to know you...



Everythings black,
Need to find the way so I could go back.


I'm tired, of endlessly trying, 
and I realized that nothing will ever make sense.


Made all this money but where does it end?

Caught between both of my worlds, I pray that it ends.

I don't deserve it cause I live in sin,

Where will I go is it hell or heaven?



Just look at my eyes, and you could just tell that I've been up all night.

I'm wasting all of my damn time, and I don't why I even try.

I'm sick in the head, I'm so sick of my mind, and I'm sick of my life.




(20xx recording To Myself)

Message To Myself (prod.  CapsCtrl)

Lyrics: 
na na na na X5

Hook:

ugh
You said that i wouldn't make it 
You said if i could keep waiting 
You said ever since i got paid and start hitting the stage 
its been no conversations X2

Verse: 
You could've stayed if you put on these chains tonight (alright)
& your nigga is lame but you're staying with him marriage in sight (oh alright)
ugh yeah
Nobody wants to lay with a crook
Nobody wants to stay but it's good
Screaming nobody want this misunderstood 
We dismissed,damaged goods
Call it quits, feel the burn

Bridge:
Yeah
Feel the burn inside my chest 
The ceilings turning in my head 
I feel the worse the words you said 
playing in my head 
playing in my head 

Hook:

You said that i wouldn't make it 
You said if i could keep waiting 
You said ever since i got paid and start hitting the stage 
its been no conversations

NO CONVOS (Prod. @repko_ & @nickmira_)

scream your name feat. lil lotus (prod. bleachbaby)

prod me <3

lyrics:
she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

this is not a tik tok hit, or a mainstream slap
its the hook verse hook on how my heart collapsed
this is not a dance real slow, if you love me don't go
i've been tryna find some peace down every road we go

why do we fight every evenin
i'm sorry i woke you from sleepin
i'm spillin my guts, so my head don't combust
you're the girl of my dreams you're the one i believe in

i went from holdin you close
to someone you used to know
i remember gettin fucked up
i remember lettin go

she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

homescreen

Pure

Pure (prod. Crcl)

cover i did of suddenlyeverywordmadesense by surrenderdorothy :)

suddenlyeverywordmadesense (surrenderdorothy cover)

prod/mix - -fats'e

art by @fruiteas (ig)

thawed out soul

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

(don’t let time go by so easy, i’m barely hangin on)

we can go on for hours
the power lines 
the quiet times i had left behind
severed arms won’t take my hands
bleeding in a bathroom stall
blood all on my fingertips
i guess it’s so
won’t let go
of the promise you gave me
needing you lately

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

i just got a rover skrt 
pull up all my haters hurt
say no words 
don’t call me a jerk
if you tell me to be there
you know that ima be there first 
it’s obvious that you’re tired of us
i don’t wanna fight 
i just wanted us to be alright
you said things would be the same
i been here trying
you were lying

(you can’t rewrite the things you said, they’re not unspoken)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why

end of mine (prod. pretty boy ron x nick cassidy)

Righteous

This Is Where We At (Prod Fishnarc)

i just listen to music in here, no need for a follow back

Sad vibes pt.2 -ㅅ-

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