只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴，安静地旧旧的
我想你已表现地非常明白
我懂，我也知道
你没有舍不得我

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难看
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天分
包容你也接受他
不用担心得太多
我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天分
安静得没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

安靜

spent a week in the psych ward
to kill my suicidal thoughts
locked in there and suffer from this abandonment forever

it's been awhile 
i've come all the way back to our town
locked my door and offer myself some space for sadness

why did you write me
such a mediocre song
doesn't even last that long
when years ago you wrote me
what you don't even recall

before you walked away
you said you've already become a past
though i stayed, i wondered
the boy like the sea, who the fuck is he?
i can hear the voice that once saved my life 
idealized
but you are gone, and i wonder
if you could hear this song

memories that seem to mean nothing
'cause everything's in my head
distance, i can't see my own face in your eyes

like the allegro you wrote
our love first ended in a deception
we hung onto it, hung onto it
but it's meant [to end]

when you walked away
couldn't hear what you said
it's just really bad
should've known that, you never looked back
died like plastic flowers prophesized
can no longer change your mind
i realized
the meds take away my pain
i hope my thoughts remain
so i can mourn with this song
mourning the dead
mourning the dead

Craft A Letter Of Final Goodbye

Craft A Letter Of Final Goodbye (Original)

Instrumental: https://youtube.com/channel/UCWpNQ8Aqp2Qk6H4mlmQYlkQ

走廊灯关上 书包放 走到房间窗外望
回想刚买的书 一本名叫半岛铁盒
放在床边堆好多 第一页第六页第七页序
我永远都想不到陪我看这书的你会要走

不再是 不再有 现在已经看不到
铁盒的钥匙孔 透了光 看见它锈了好久
好旧好旧 外围的灰尘包围了我
好暗好暗 铁盒的钥匙我找不到

放在糖果旁的是 我很想回忆的甜
然而过滤了你和我 沦落而成美
沉在盒子里的是 你给我的快乐
我很想记得可是我记不得

为什么这样子 你拉著我 说你有些犹豫
怎么这样子 雨还没停你就撑伞要走
已经习惯不去阻止你 过好一阵子你就会回来
印象中的爱情好像顶不住那时间

为什么这样子 你看著我说你已经决定
我拉不住你 他的手应该比我更暖
铁盒的序变成了日记 变成了空气演化成回忆
印象中的爱情好像顶不住那时间 所以你弃权

(Jay Chou cover) 半岛铁盒 Peninsula Ironbox

I'll fake it through the day
With some help from johnny walker red
Send the poison rain down the drain
To put bad thoughts in my head
Two tickets torn in half
And a lot of nothing to do
But it's alright cause some enchanted night I'll be with you

A man in the park
Read the lines in my hand
Told me I'm strong and hardly ever wrong
I said, "Man, you mean you"

I had plans for both of us
That involved a trip out of town
You had plans for both of us
That involved a trip out of town
To a place I've seen in a magazine
That you left lying around
I don't have you with me but
I keep a good attitude
Cause it's alright some enchanted night I'll be with you

I know you'd rather see me gone
Than to see me the way that I am
But I am in the life anyway

Next door the tv's flashing
Blue frames on the wall
It's a comedy of errors, you see
It's about taking a fall
To vanish into oblivion
Is easy to do
And I cried a sea when you talked to me
The day you said we were through

Do you miss me miss misery
Like you say you do?

(Elliot Smith cover) Miss Misery

Throwing candy out to the crowd
Dragging down the main
The helpless little thing with the dirty mouth
Who's always got something to say
You're sitting around at home now waiting for your brother to call
I saw him down in the alley
Having had enough of it all
Said you can do what you want to whenever you want to
You can do what you want to there's no one to stop you
All spit and spite you're up all night and down every day
A tired man with only hours to go just waiting to be taken away
Getting in to the back of a car for candy from some stranger
Watching the parade with pinpoint eyes full of smoldering anger
You can do what you want to whenever you want to
You can do what you want to there's no one to stop you
Now you can do what you want to whenever you want to
Do what you want to whenever you want to
Do what you want to whenever you want to
Though it doesn't mean a thing
Big nothing

(Elliott Smith cover) Ballad Of Big Nothing

[Verse 1]
You walk down Alameda
Shuffling your deck of trick cards over everyone
Like some precious only son
Face down, bow to the champion

[Verse 2]
You walk down Alameda
Looking at the cracks in the sidewalk
Thinking about your friends
How you maintain all them in a constant state of suspense

[Chorus]
For your own protection over their affection
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own 'cause you can't finish what you start

[Verse 3]
Walk down Alameda
Brushing off the nightmares you wish could plague me when I'm awake
So now you see your first mistake was thinking that you could relate
For one or two minutes she liked you
But the fix is in

[Chorus]
You're all pretension, I never pay attention
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own because you can't finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own because you can't finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own because you can't finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
If you're alone, it must be you that wants to be apart

(Elliott Smith cover) Alameda

Last stop for a resolution
End of the line, into confusion
So go, go see what's there for you
Nothing new
Nothing new for you to use

I've got no new act to amuse you
I've got no desire to use you, no
But anything that I could do
Would never be good enough for you

If you can't help it, then just leave it alone (leave it alone)
Leave it alone
Yeah, just forget it
It's really easy
I believe I'll forget it too

Still you're keeping me around
'Til I finally drag us both down (Gonna drag us both down)
Pulling feathers out your hat (Throwing feathers out your hat)
Yes, I believe it's come to that (I believe that's where it's at)
You belong tagging along
And I belong in the zoo
So I wait for confirmation
That you're never gonna use your starting gun
Unless he's me, it sounds like (sounds like)
Being him just wasn't that much fun
Anything that I could do
Would never be good enough for you

If you can't help it then just leave it alone
Leave me alone (Leave me alone)
Yeah, just forget it
It's really easy, I'll just forget it too
Coast to coast (Coast to coast)
Coast to coast (Coast to coast)
I'll do what I can so you can be what you do
Coast to coast (Coast to coast)
Coast to coast (Coast to coast)
I'll do everything I can so you can be what you do
Coast to coast
Coast to coast

Circuit rider comes every fifth Sunday
Oh my lord, I fell asleep one day
Anything that I could do
Is there anything that I could do
That someone doesn't do for you (It's never good enough for you)
That someone didn't do for you (That someone doesn't do for you)
That I've already done for you

(Elliott Smith cover) Coast To Coast

it's not working, why did you cut it down to five?
you walked outside, went for a drive like you're high
you think you can take it, this pain you commit
you think you can lose it with no consequence

you bowed down, on your knees, begging for more
it's too bad that you won't get what you want
you think you can fake it to please
until you confuse it with the lust that never lasts

man oh man there's not a lot of time
man oh man just make up your damn mind

all you want is just someone to know what you are
you're supposed to be smart, bet you are, you came this far

with all the inconsistent
crippling loneliness
all of these songs you listened
none of them matter

man oh man just smile and be nice
man oh man who do you think would care if you die
man oh man it seems like you were right this whole time
man oh man they're not worth doing life

Talking (Original)

(Howl's Moving Castle) Merry-Go-Round of Life

Guitar: Hoc Weng
Vocals: Hoc Weng
Percussion: Hoc Weng
Mixing: Hoc Weng

《彩虹》

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

學融

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