ur down diabolical dude holy crap this is fire

this lwk made me realize how bad i am at music but i wanna push myself far this year

4:45
147.00 bpm
F#+30c

Happy new years :)


This one was heavily inspired by the video games I played as a little kid and the feeling I got playing them. I themed this song the way I did because during the time I was making the first few sections, I realized I don't know who I am at all anymore. I wanted to remember all the things that make me uniquely me as we shift into the new year and I shift into a new era of my life. If you are in the same kind of spot as me (depersonalization/not feeling like a real person), I encourage you all to go back and explore your past again (childhood favorites, family history, ethnic history) and what makes you who you are today. It really helps with feeling like a "real person." Oh yeah, and God, I've found he will reveal your own self to you in a way you haven't seen before, your purpose. I am a bad Christian by all standards, but God has genuinely saved my life more times than I can count and continues to.

also im not a medical professional idk how our brain works but this helped me in alot of ways. obv it didnt fix it all but yk its a journey.

ps. Kingdom hearts, Halo, and BL2 are goated

Psalm 139:13-14

"For You formed my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, and my soul knows it very well"

Started: December 10th
Finished: December 30th

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