12/22/2023
Lyrics:

an it’s in front of my face  
my whole damn world turnin grey  
misunderstandin, overthinkin it’s like everyday  
I need expression, need addressin but I’m way too afraid  
of starting arguments because it’s been to frequently, afraid of that you’ll say  
smear my own blood on my face  
because it’s not okay, it’s not okay  
an I think it’s to impress you say it’s to feel your best  
I’m overthinking, got this aching feeling down in my chest  
I got a feeling she’s into someone she’s losin interest  
she says it all in my head, all in my head

premonition

9/11/24
Lyrics: There’s this place I know, There’s this place I know
That no one body goes to that I sit all alone and we should totally go, let’s hope the cops don’t know 
There’s not much to say 
I love the look on your face
When you try to 
To get away

I know this lake behind the school

night shower sting

1/8/23
dick
ummm
fuck her boyfriend I hope that bitch dies
I hope he dies, I hope he dies 
I hope he’s torn apart and ripped out of your life
cuz the spot he has is mine, you know I’m right but you can’t get him out your mind
and I can’t keep this going, cuz I’m rotting slowly 
but your sitting there your watching me decay 
I hope he dies, I hope he dies
he dies, I hope he dies 
I hope he’s torn apart and ripped out of your life

Just tell me what to do!

I wanna fucking kill her boyfriend

Lyrics:
I got a bad bitch she a freak hoe
I’m in this point in my life where I don’t need hoes
so I fuck her an I dip yeah that’s the cheat code 
yeah I think it’s time to go 
I had this urge to hold her hand
but it’s this girl I hardly know

pull up in this bitch an every bitch she want some
keep on chasin but I only got my eyes on one 
yeah
I see the bitches want some
and It’s tempting but I really only got my eyes on one
they don’t believe I don’t like you
they don’t believe I don’t like you
they don’t believe I don’t like you but I do your just nothing to fight for 

I got a bad bitch she a freak hoe
I’m in this point in my life where I don’t need hoes
so I fuck her an I dip yeah that’s the cheat code 
yeah I think it’s time to go 
I had this urge to hold her hand
but it’s this girl I hardly know

yeah im only in this club cuz im not over that bitch 
she up on my dick cuz she thinkin that im rich but im not 
I kinda want her but I know she a thot 
but im on my way to bankroll put that on god
that’s the difference between me and you because you not you ain’t nothing like me cuz you ain’t see shit I saw
yeah your whole fuckin life is a facade 

I got a bad bitch she a freak hoe
I’m in this point in my life where I don’t need hoes
so I fuck her an I dip yeah that’s the cheat code 
yeah I think it’s time to go 
I had this urge to hold her hand
but it’s this girl I hardly know

she tell me what I want to hear 
shawty get all up on me and whispered in both my ears 
I remember then I leave that bitch on seen 
cuz I know that I got a few better places I could be 

I think im starting to like you 
I think im starting to like you 
I think im starting to like you and I don’t but I know what’s the cost

I got a bad bitch she a freak hoe
I’m in this point in my life where I don’t need hoes
so I fuck her an I dip yeah that’s the cheat code 
yeah I think it’s time to go 
I had this urge to hold her hand
but it’s this girl I hardly know
*mumbling*

im not old enough to go in a club yet

@fxris
Lyrics:
Why don’t you live right in the moment
I know you can’t control it, I know you got some love but can’t never ever show it (show it, I want you to show it)

Pessimistic girl, Pessimistic girl, 
Pessimistic girl, Pessimistic girl (pessimistic girl)

Fxris: and yeah a pessmistic girl in a world full of love
and she knows she cant be seen with the girl she wants oh well
so what, so what you gonna do when
no one really talks to u and comforts u and makes u human
i would never wanna go through that.

Why don’t you live right in the moment
I know you can’t control it, I know you got some love but can’t never ever show it (show it, when you say something then own it)
When you say something it, know fuck yes I know that you feel lonely (I know your rotting slowly) 

Pessimistic girl, Pessimistic girl, 
Pessimistic girl, Pessimistic girl (pessimistic girl)

Yeah she’s so pessimistic, I swear she’s evil yeah she’s so sadistic and she’s so egotistic 
(girl I think yeah girl I think I’ll let you go)
I’m obsessed 
(girl I think yeah girl I think I’ll let you go)
I can talk about her all day 
(girl I think I’ll let you go)
do I sound that pessimistic?

Pessimistic girl (demo)

lyrics: same person, so different.
you're acting so distant —
way more than you used to be.

leave.

you're not the girl that you used to be,
and that's just so disappointing.

i've heard these same lies before,
came from the same stupid whore.
i fucking hate you,
i fucking hate you.

i've heard these same lies before,
came from the same stupid whore.
i fucking hate you,
i fucking hate you.

i fucking hate you.

I loved the version of you time couldn't keep

8/20/ my birthday!
coverart by twin amayrany!
lyrics:

(I hate talking stages)

I guess I’ll do it myself,
(I hate talking stages)
uh huh
I step forward to get your love
But something don’t feel right
This feels so wrong
I said we’re only talking
But I’m still getting jealous
When I know I shouldn’t be

(I hate talking stages)

Know I shouldn’t be
Do you…….

(I hate talking stages)
(I hate talking stages)

I guess I’ll do it myself,
(I hate talking stages)
uh huh
I step forward to get your love
But something don’t feel right
This feels so wrong
I said we’re only talking
But I’m still getting jealous
When I know I shouldn’t be

(I hate talking stages)

Know I shouldn’t be

Do you not see
How that can possibly be perceived?
What it could possibly mean to me, baby
What’s the point in talking
If you’re gonna hardly talk to me?
It’s all literally lost

(I hate talking stages)

I hate talking stages.

i know it’s bad i made it in 8 mins
i know my vocals can’t be understood
lyrics:

“oh, I would worried they were using me.”
I like this girl,
she likes me back, but this can’t be anything more

and it’s not like it used to be (because of me)
and it’s not like it used to be (because of me)
cuz now it feels like you’re, you’re using me.
“thank you for your attention”

girl take me across
across with you
I swear you’ll see that I can be
everything you need.
girl it’ll be fine
“you know I’m really tired of you using me to get back at J—”
It’ll be fine
but I’m wasting my time, chasing what’s ruining my life
long hours I’ve spent
without a single one of your texts.
“You love me I love you.”
but I won’t reach out
cause I don’t want to seem desperate
“I love you”

what a fool
what a fool I am
for keeping this going as long as it has
oh

cause it don’t even seem like you need me
like I need you
(cause I’m just a rebound)

girl you no longer inform me,
it seems you’re nothing for me
I don’t know why I’m yearning so hard over this
because I know 
(I love this girl)
You’re probably with someone else
who means way more to you.
“you were basically just using me becuase you needed to fill out your wedding partner. s- she’s not ready for a relationship”.

500 days of jim an pam. pam=summer an jim=inbetween having selfrespect an chasing her cuz hes inlove

little clip from a 30 min voice memo of me just letting it all out 
lyrics: 

why are you so lovelorn on a guy that treated you like shit?
are you still lovelorn on a guy that treated you like shit?
is that what I gotta do?
is that what I gotta do?
is that what I gotta do to make my move?
is that what I gotta do?
is that what I gotta do?
is that what I gotta do to make this move?
why you so lovelorn?
why you so lovelorn?
why you so lovelorn on a guy that treated you like shit?

(repeat like 900 times)

is that what I gotta do to make this move?
it’s not what I want for you
it’s not what I want for you
it’s not what I want…

“she’s really funny, she’s warm,
and she’s just.. I don’t know”
“well if you like her so much,
don’t give up.”

xviith

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