production by https://soundcloud.com/zzjay https://soundcloud.com/xavier-nicholas-879357249
written, mixed, recorded all by me

I've been losing my focus, i don't really notice shit
you've been barely on my mind, but you fix me like medicine
And I'm tired of waiting for you to call me..
At my lowest i need a taste of you, and smell that perfume
I wish you tell me if you liked me soon, Cause u been playing games
And i don't know the rules, I-i just wish i knew...
Wish you we're more obvious when u txt'd me, 
I send you those roses and you leave me on seen
And I've seen somethings that i wish i could delete 
Do you want me to stay or leave? Just praying on my knees
And I'm praying to god, that he can give me one more shot
Cause i've been really wanting you.

perfume @zjay @vercettiprada

@sinefelt @owwen12 @sckx

@m4xyne
feeling motion sick i close my eyes and i feel better
im motion sick i buy it all cuz im a fucking spender
posted in the woods yah i feel like slender
i wanna stay inside i fucking hate this weather

im not tryna call
wake me up when its fall
i either wanna ball out or fuckin end it allll
im torturing myself i got a mind like saw
yea its all fucked up i guess thats the luck of the draw

u draw ur arrow back and hit me in my chest
am i supposed to thank you for not aiming at my head?
they said maxine how u do it idk i do my best
im not on speaking terms with all the words that stuck inside my head

@sinefelt
somethin bout u
got me out of hand
u nvr check in on me 
n i don't understand

do u not care
or r u scared of overstepping
i wnt carry a weapon, ugh
hold my chest
n leave me2 lay n rest
in your arms

pick me apart
stab my heart
till i go dark

spotify

Speaking terms ft sinefelt prod owen12 + sckx

prod me ft @kinsleygrey

feel the weight feel the weight of ur words uh
pack it up pack it up go in circles
no matter what i say i cant lose you
i wont hesitate again ill come thru
eyes closed racing in the dark
hazel eyes yeah we’re far apart
feel like fin i hit a par
throw it far a hundred yards
mvp im superstar
im like k im gonna go
puffin gas im blowin smoke
brand new bag im talkin tote
bad addiction buyin clothes
want it now im so impatient
mdx ya im racin
i got tears on my shirt again but i saw it far away
dont need new friends i do magic hardaway
got a vision gotta see it through
pave a path i pave a new
miss me left and right with attitude that avenue

@kinsleygrey

I’m blowing smoke, inhaling tar
Imma go up, imma be a popstar
i thought we would last, we didn’t go far
You left hella scars..
I don’t fuck with bars but I’ll smoke that gas
I’m so high I’m with the stars, yeah
Check the dash, hit 120 in that car, yeah
Will these feelings last? Or are they gonna fall apart? yeah
I wish that we could restart

hesitate ft kinsley grey

@seraphicwings @gmodravemix 
photo @pitifulrock

in the moment
show me like you showed them
touch me turn me golden
i wish time was frozen
cough up smoking potent
ive been in the sewers like a rodent
when i speak i feel like choking
i cant reason, dont have motives
please tell me that you're joking
you wish you knew my emotions
x it out like i mark the spot
pull my strings until they're taut
i feel too much yeah i feel a lot
something clicked inside its like a lock
im so scared that you moved on
im so good at holding back tears
its like second nature when you're gone
my first is to keep you here

Second nature prod phana + og

produced by @tgwog @ssongbirdssing @zejjjp
mixed and mastered by @valentinesdayblue
notes:/// made this in an hour :P cover art by me

[vona]
I’m so tired all the time, I’m so damn exhausted
I’mma smoke up on this gas, but it just gets me nauseous
off white on my body, stepping out the office
if he’s taking on my name, better act cautious
put some silver on my wrist, bitch I keep it frosted
yeah I’m finally in my bag, yeah like I never lost it
and I want my heart back, like a damn hostage
bands up in my pockets, yeah I don’t wanna flaunt it

think I need a sweetheart, keep my love and lock it
do this by myself, going up just like a rocket
don’t know why he’s talking down, I see him through the optic
stepping in these docs, yeah shove it up his socket
walking out the bank, hella bands up in my pocket
said he’s up next, let’s see if he can walk it
your bullshits getting old, yeah when you gonna drop it

headache (tgwog ssongbirds zej)

@onlyinterpretation @zuuloh
sorry for delay on these didnt have many beats to post this month, also feel like some these aren't the best representation of my work. I will hopefully bounce back next month :)

sept 25' ft innocence and zuuloh

Only1 w PrettyLyfeKyra (chenpol)

Im not Sorry @SOCHi

tell your story

1. daybreak
2. hand in hand
3. stay
4. wander
5. daydream
6. tram ride home
7. exchange
8. charm
9. passage ( + @uumeee)
10. nothing
11. walk with me
12. constraint
13. see ya
14. tomorrow
15. thoughts about you
16. finale

naive

any means possible

i hope this makes you feel better®
@1angelmorgue
@blue_hell
woodshop records

headache (tgwog ssongbirds zej)

xvon

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