forgive; can't forget

Lyrics: 
feel like I'm wasting all my time oh yeah
time is moving faster than my mind oh yeah
sit alone and think about the life I have left
will I crash and burn or will I rise above the rest
~
filled with uncertainty
what path am I taking to currency?
treacherous roads lead to gold
anxiety taking the wheel with no courtesy
so I take the path filled with mold
these creatures they lurking behind me in bold
i'm fucked in the head and my body is cold
these questions unanswered echo in my dome
~
rewind freeze time
I'm copin with the music, hope it fix my mind
I might be fucking useless but I sure can rhyme
I'm grinding no excuses boy I love the climb
~
feel like I'm wasting all my time oh yeah
time is moving faster than my mind oh yeah
sit alone and think about the life I have left
will I crash and burn or will I rise above the rest
~
I can't get enough love
always wanting more
I'm craving every single touch
body hit the floor right after puffin on that dutch
eating beats for breakfast but ill save her for my lunch
~
nothing in the pockets of my ripped jeans 
reminisce upon the times that she said that she missed me
focused on my own dreams
bleeding out my own seems
I can't seem to find a scene where everybody feels me
out of place I can't erase my actions so I just freeze 
anxiety and the nose bleeds
sobriety is not for me
society got me feelings so fucked up, find happiness by my own means

Time moves on, so should you [prod. yunny goldz]

written, mixed, mastered, and produced by weepings

lyrics:
Started late night texting
Slowly catching feelings
Now she got my affection
Meeting up

Hold on wait one second  
Moving too fast never lasts
But she bad
I don't care enough

She ain't there enough
Got her own life fair enough
Are you scared enough
She can see through every bluff
lighter flicker in the night as I start to puff
I can't help the friction that I'm feeling but I'm acting tough
~
So I put on a show, see what she want 
Then I regain control
switch up the roles
I stole her soul
heart coming next
just to fill up the hole in my chest
never rest
I suggest you play catchup
I'm on a mission, a quest, yes I'm next up
y'all have some hobbies but I am obsessed bruh
fuck a bitch I'll get my bread up

She got two sides to her like dime
I can see through her like glass; no wine
Pour another bottle, now she mine
She suck me like a hoover; Lips maneuver down her spine
X2
love that kamasutra but it dies out quick
sooner I remover her; better life I live
going 90 in a supra, hit the gas; shit kick
swear that everyone has covid way the make me sick
~
uhh huh make me sicker
uhh huh pour that liquor
flick on the light and I start to puff, I know when I've had enough
I put that down
I'm in a fight with myself right now
can't sleep tight been up since 12
been off track gotta fix yourself
gotta grow your wealth, gotta love myself
ride in the night with a blunt by my belt
I don't invite not a soul but myself
I see the scars on my back healing well
rippin apart my own track and my shell
fuck these feelings, I am running out

DIME

feat. https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough
~
I cannot fight that
feeling so I sit and zone by myself again
In love with creation
Taking my mind to a different location
Fill up the spots in my chest that lay vacant
It's like a drug cannot refuse to take it
Exhale all the vapor I've been holding in ...
Use it as my Medicine ...
Frequency Irrelevant
Vision going black, back to the past now
Got all of our pictures on the wall
Slowly watch us fall
this winter the end of it all
~
Unknxwn
I've been waiting everyday but you don't call
I don't think I can be saved from the snowfall
I don't feel no love inside of my heart no more
If this only the start than I dont' want to know more
All I really wanna know it where you at babe?
Got my heart trapped stuck inside a damn cage
I don't like that baby don't you damn play
This getting old, Don't hit me up anymore
bullshit again I can't take this
Fucking with me and I hate it
Can't give a fuck no not no more
In the cold I've been stuck I done got so cold
Lost all my trust I can't cope no more
Mind filled with love that I can't show
Anyone what I feel inside
Anyone get what that feel like?
I can't let no one get inside
Of what I like to call my mind
I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough

where you at babe? w/ unknxwn [prod capsctrl]

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by weepings

Lyrics
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
I can't fight this off the feelings that you make me feel
I can't fight this off the feeling that this isn't real
Dissociate I'm feeling great, you know the deal
~
Lately I ain't been feeling right
No I cannot sleep at night
I flick that light to feel alright
In my headspace drown, I cannot fight
~
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
What in the fuck did you mean 
I got scars from my neck to my jeans
Blowing stars out my pipe I'm a fiend
I got bars I ain't talking no Z's
These flows, Switch up like hoes
Knife in the back, my blood drip on the rose
Yes I am sure that you know how it goes 
Love me one day then the next on the road ...

Oxytocin

weepings.streamlink.to/Paradigm
Paradigm Shift Lyrics

SEWERPERSON
Chipped teeth
And nose bleeds
No breaks no sleep
Everybody gets cold feet
The moods off and the snows deep
Take me home its like half 3
Split it half u and then half me
Wired up so I don't eat
Smoked out I cannot breath
~
WEEPINGS
Smoked out I cannot breathe
And I'm tweaking off of the caffeine
Got me staring hard at a blank screen
I've just been coping like this since age 16
And it is clear like some visine
I gotta focus on my team
I'm in this bitch like a vaccine
Pop out to functions in Civil Regime
~
I have been looking for a place, One that I can call home
I have been struggling just to find it
~
SEWERPERSON
Big wheels on a black jeep
Off white stripes like a referee on my black tee
I treat the beat like its red meat
So I eat it up like its tax free
permafrost on my jewelry
You like Christmas in Hawaii
He ask me why he ain't heard of me
You not hip man no Bruce Lee
Text me and her place free
So I'm rushing in like ruski
I slide thru in a two seat
Ya I slide thru like toosie
Both hands on her asscheeks like sweatpants that say juicy
I heard it all ya I heard it all so no sob story gonna move me
~
WEEPINGS
I'm done with the lying
I'm done with the crying
I'm ready to work for the bag
I worship my purpose
When I'm feeling worthless my angels all push from the back
My energy rising, this is me not even trying
I'm steady climbing, I think I'm done with just hiding
~
I have been looking for a place, One that I can call home
I have been struggling just to find it
I know I will

Written by Weepings & Sewerperson
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Paradigm Shift w/ Sewerperson

Getting off with your right hand
As for me, I'm fucking bitches on the nightstand
All my friends snort white sand
As for me, I'm going off on this mic stand
Got to pick your battles in this life. alright?
Either way we die
Wouldn't you rather live it right
Get high all time; cheat code? not quite
Hedonism fill your whole soul with spite

I can't even live these words
That I'm just now preaching
Habits kick them to the curb
But I'm always seeking
Lately life's been a blur
Bleached memories
Hide the ones that hurt
High under sheets
Heart So Cold  *Burr
Stone cold sober
Real life's so boring
Waking up in the morning
It's the same shit day after day
Used to think that church was stupid
Now I know why they pray
I was bout 12 years old when this life went grey
Now I put all of my vices and addictions on display
Only chasing what entices me
I ain't half the man I'd like to be

And I'm sure you can see it
One day depressed and the next I'm conceited
But I won't die defeated
I'll try my best until I am deleted

Getting off with your right hand
As for me, I'm fucking bitches on the nightstand
All my friends snort white sand
As for me, I'm going off on this mic stand
Got to pick your battles in this life. alright?
Either way we die
Wouldn't you rather live it right
Get high all time; cheat code? not quite
Hedonism fill your whole soul with spite

And we all bleed red
Had to get it through my head
There's a cause and effect
From the words that you said
When you lie there dead
What's your list of regrets
When you're filled with dread
Remember life is a gift
But your only human
There's no solution for that
Coping with my Neumann
And the sound of the hats
If you live in pure enjoyment
Something's bound to go bad
If you're tryna stay buoyant
It's a balancing act

Bleached Memories [1080 Pale]

Love hurts.

Lyrics:
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Ohhhhhh
And baby I still think back to when you held my hand
Oh no what happened to our plans
We carved our names into the sand
But the waves came crashing over us
With little time to adjust
Fearful of commitment; Tender love felt like handcuffs
I'm sorry I turned distant
I wish that things were different
But if you called my phone I would answer in an instant

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know
I'm still grasping ... the fact that I may never see you again
The fact that you left me with scars to mend
The fact that there is no more time to spend
The fact that our relationship's at an end

We threw everything we've built out the window
No one taught me how to cope when I feel low
So I'm fucking up my lungs with this indo
And I'm breaking all my bones
Must relearn to be alone
But remember you were home

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know I'm still grasping

Now we are on our separate paths ... God I hope our paths cross again
But for now this is the end of our story
There was a time when you calmed the waves for me
But without you girl; It's back to being stormy

why can't things be everlasting? [prod. neverforever]

Got to see what this prevails
Sure I'm gonna talk about it even if I fail
Pour my fucking heart in this shit
I don't follow trails
Never gonna walk without this crutch until I'm pale
Deep inside the forest, take a tour
I'll see you there
Empty bottle snoring, rain be pouring
You'll forget that
Only course of action is to step beyond the tree lines
These pines hold
The might to unmold

You're just a fraction of perception
Everything you know deception
Ego craving that intention
Overthinking that inflection
Loving every each obsession
But it's all in your mind
Nothing really fucking matters
I'm not lagging behind
Spending every waking second
Ask me how could I pass judgement on another
If I stare up in the mirror
Scared. Don't suffer
Crazy but it's all in your head
Project your fucking consciousness to where you will head

Stay afloat
Thoughts flow down stream quick
Choosing what you focus on
Let decay the other songs
Too much get you sea sick
Throwing up Hennessy; quick
Tomorrow got work at three; quit
Learning nothing with my time
I'm tired of trying to fit in line
Scared of not succeeding
Must learn to walk all on my own
Fear sets I faulter
Mask my tone
We all living on this planet till we're cold like stone
Better learn to love yourself
Conscious melts off the cone
Everything is fake, there's no meaning to it
You're your own god, best believe it
Cause we look back to the past

Try to grasp, running fast
You are leaving from the place you once knew
Now the sky isn't blue
And you cry every night wishing that you had knew
Things forever changing
Always temporary
Look past all the pain
It's only memory

The Forest (bonus track)

WE GOIN THRU IT

RUNES INTERLUDE

The truth is I don't even wanna heal my bruises
You had my heart inside your hands girl you knew this
Ion wanna hear no excuses, don't play clueless
The truth is the concept of love is elusive
Nowadays girl we're borderline abusive
If I don't play the game I can't lose it
So If I never gain there's no losing

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day
But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak
We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you
I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you
I'm done spilling my veins for you
Words; don't let them leave my lips
I'm not staying in your pocket I've got nothing left to give
You said you still see a future in us well that's no way to live
I keep my past outside the present because my presence is a gift

I had to separate, New bitch with banging waist
Pull up in XXL clothing look like featherweight
But really when up inside the gym I'm pushing hella weight
Blacked out coup I floor the gas girl tell me how the exhaust taste
I can never love again
Imma use the pain you caused and flip into bands
You hit my line late at night and asked me where we stand
Why you want me now but you didn't want me then

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day
But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak
We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you
I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you
I'm done spilling my veins for you

So let me spill it out
Girl you were my first love; It's hard to live without you
Yeah I fucked up but I paid my dues
And my hearts been cold since you fucked that dude
So let me spell it
I won't be your second option just to keep around
I threw in the towel
Now anything you hear about me know its word of mouth

truth is [prod. yunny goldz]

Say you'll be there for me
Promise you care for me

It all started with a kiss how'd it end up like this
Girl you grew on my heart like a cyst
Got me attached I can't love another bitch yeah
But when it really comes down to it
Are you gonna stick to my side
Baby are you really down for this
Cause I swear to you girl I will try
I got used to my past loves past friends
Left them in the past tense
They all threw my trust to the side
Back then I would swallow pills
Right along with my pride
Getting high don't pay the bills
With these lyrics I'll try
Nowadays I keep my circle tight and my focus right
Cause you know they want a piece of the pie
They asked what happened to the old you
That fucker has died
I buried him the moment I decided to try

If your intentions are parasitic I ain't your host
You can't lie to me
I can see right through your hoax
So now you know if you earned my trust you must hold it close
If you break it you've lost it then it is adios

It all started with a kiss how'd it end up like this
Girl you grew on my heart like a cyst
Got me attached I can't love another bitch yeah
But when it really comes down to it
Are you gonna stick to my side
Baby are you really down for this
Cause I swear to you girl I will try

I just been working to the penthouse from the ground floor
The way I kill each day you'd think I'm gearing up for war
Expecting less and doing more can open up some doors
So baby are you sticking around for it
Just tell me now if you think you're gonna forfeit
Cause I won't lie I've been played too many times I can't afford it
I found love in different eyes and the pain they left was metamorphic

if i gave u my heart [prod. drecyy]

Hold up something isn't right
I can tell the vibe is off; it's like I read your mind
Baby what u need? I got weed & some good wine
I ain't book this bnb to have a bad time
So just tell me what is it
I ain't tryna skirmish
Holy fucking shit, don't even try dismiss it
Don't want to speak then it's fine .. But don't pretend that you're fine
And If I'm being honest It don't feel like your mine anymore
Anymore

We are not like before
You've got a foot out the door

Look baby time is passing
And we ain't ever gone get that back
So just tell me am I wasting time with you
Remember all that we went through
I guess not
You got my heart in a headlock
I really thought we would wedlock
With you, feel high. Now without you I've hit bottom like bedrock

Baby girl without you I'd be doing fine
Two years in the making, thought this was divine love
I can't cry I pretend I'm too tough
My identity got tangled in her cuffs

Hold up something isn't right
I can tell the vibe is off; it's like I read your mind
Baby what u need? I got weed & some good wine
I ain't book this bnb to have a bad time

Hold up something isn't right
I can tell the vibe is off; it's like I read your mind
Baby what u need? I got weed & some good wine
I ain't book this bnb to have a bad time
So just tell me what is it
I ain't tryna skirmish
Holy fucking shit, don't even try dismiss it
Don't want to speak then it's fine .. But don't pretend that you're fine
And If I'm being honest It don't feel like your mine anymore
Anymore

smthn isn't rght [prod. 1080pale]

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing
Even though I'm better by myself I still couldn't do it
That's cause leaving you I'm bound to leave a part of my self
That can't be good for my health
But neither is staying here
We've been going back and forth for what's felt like a year

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing

I've got heart of ice
Lately ain't living right
Smoke til the morning comes
Just to get through the night
I just cut her off when I'm on my own
Late night studio in my zone
She just want attention
I can't get a word in it's like I'm stuck in detention
I'm just tryna vibe, I'm so sick of all the tension
Can I ask a question
Do you think we work together
Or need intervention
I'll be okay all by myself
Can you say the same yourself
I just need some space when I'm building up my wealth
Stuck inside this rat race and I'm tryna break the spell
I just couldn't be happy with you; If I'm living in hell

This the curse of my life, just accept it alright
You are not enough and neither am I
That's why I spark up my blunt and I be screaming in a mic
If I didn't have this outlet; Wouldn't be shocked to be in a psych ward
(EXHALE)
So do you hear me now?
I'm a broken man
Always filled doubt
Tryna make it work
Tryna make it out
I know silence hurts
But less then open mouths

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing
Even though I'm better by myself I still couldn't do it
That's cause leaving you I'm bound to leave a part of my self
That can't be good for my health
But neither is staying here
We've been going back and forth for what's felt like a year

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing

what u wanna do? [prod. 1080pale]

all i need

oxytocin II

I got the message that's for sure
You threw me overboard to the waves
I started sinking to the bottom
Cause you tangled me in your chains
When you watched me fall
Did you feel any pain
As I sink out of sight, will you remember my name
I feel the weight crushing down on me
As I hold on tight to my memories
I try to fight; but I don't got the energy
Cause this chain weighs down my extremities
I have to shed my skin
You are not part of my identity
Hit the bottom where I found some clarity
God this whole time I was my own enemy

I left my past in the ocean as I wash up on the shore
Love you left me broken got me bruised down to my core
I'm just a corpse of who I once was
The ocean water filled up my lungs

chains [neverforever]

Well i've been stuck inside these cycles, yeah they running my life
Yeah I look fine on top the surface, but when I'm outta the sight of others
I crawl back to these vices; stealing my life of color
My laundry piled up and dirt clogged up the gutter
~
Each day I get a glimmer of hope tho
Faded on a wednsday
Living like a hobo
Brain so fogged up, frozen like a photo
no one know the real me satoshi nakamoto
~
Guess thats how its meant to be
If I don't hold nobody close than I can't lose em
I've tried bout every remedy
I just wish I'd see my life from a new lens
Fuck that Imma drown in the deep end
Descend back
Imma dwell on the pretense
But i'll pretend that
I'm fine.
but i'm not tho
Lying like a plot hole
Fiendin for a fix my hands are shaky like vibrato

  

Cycles III [prod. Drecyy]

It was everything I wanted
I had it; then I lost it
I thought you'd always stay
What happened to our promise

Girl I know that I'm far from the perfect guy
Look me in the eye
I will try for us
And when the walls are caving in
I will hold them up
I love you til we turn to dust
Please don't break my trust
Girl you're the first thing that I think of when I'm waking up
Just tell me what is on your mind, when we making love
I see through your bluff
But I'll still eat up any story that you making up

It was everything I wanted
I had it; then I lost it
I thought you'd always stay
What happened to our promise

You burnt it in a fire
Tripped another wire
My soul is getting tired my darling
I know I'm preaching to the choir
Clinging to a liar
Spin your web just like a spider I'm watching

But you can never lose your wings
In my eyes you're still a saint
In your eyes I'm just a waste
Haven't ate or slept for days
You can see it on my face
I'm just looking for escape

everything i wanted [prod. neverforever]

"𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕝𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕"
NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL MAJOR STREAMING PLATFORMS!
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__________________________________________________________
Lyrics:

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?

[bridge]
thought you better than that
oh, got you wetter than that
choicing him over me thats in the past

[verse 1]
stuck in my mind its like you are a drug
you are perfection, why you acting smug
you're in denial but my love's proof for ya
what can i do for ya to like me back?
I crack
these thoughts i unpack
im stuck in the loop im a stupid mess
all of these thoughts in my head cause stress

[bridge]
why can't i go?
im all alone
I must find home
it aint with your bones

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?
x2 (2nd time slowed)

snapshot [prod. Ryini]

"𝕚 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕘𝕙𝕠𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚 𝕣𝕚𝕡"
______________________________________________________________
lyrics:

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips
 
[verse]
fuck dial tones im
always gon pick up the phone ight
don't leave me alone 
she like medusa she makes me get stoned, might
call her again but i remembered i dont win fights
quit texting me when im getting over all the insights

[bridge]
psycho i might go
just repeat the cycle
all this pain inside of me feels like a fucking knife though

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips

fuck dial tones [prod. jody]

"𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕣𝕚𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕨𝕠"

Fuck, I want u back in my arms :(

cover art credit: https://www.instagram.com/exchoess/?hl=en
_____________________________________________________________
lyrics:

[intro]
Tonight last night, we gotta make it special
but girl there ain't no pressure
hold your heart so gentle
I just wanna chill with you
It's ripping my heart in two
fuck it i'm coming through
like right from the start I knew

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[verse]
I want to be with you
I might need a tissue
cause when you'll be gone I will so fucking miss you
I wish I did kiss you 
but anxiety in my brain could not let me
please do not forget me
you really do get me
so please girl just let me
look at the stars tonight and point out to you all the cool constellations
we going far tonight your beauty a 10; matched by our conversations
I really do like this girl, would take her forever with no hesitations
we're stuck in this stupid world but all of it seems worth it for our obligations

[bridge]
don't want a broken heart again
i'll hold you in my arms till then

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[outro]
tonight last night we gotta make it special
but I just made this song instead, i'm feeling sentimental

I wish you were here [prod. Ellit]

"𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

[bridge]
you're perfect from inside to out
I think I'll stay with you baby no doubt
Can't keep my feelings inside 
when i'm without you I think I might cry
please baby take away pain
fucked in the head and i'm caught in the rain
feelings of love I will gain, I cannot wait until we meet again

[verse]
oh I know that you can't go back
I'll just wait here in the cold
lets cuddle up till we grow old 
my growing love for you is gold
I got one chance so I take it 
I won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right
got one more chance so I take it I
won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

sweatshirt [prod. jody]

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

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lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away
I still reside in this vacant place
watch the rain fall down from the windowpane
silhouette of you baby I'm missing that face
~
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter
keeping everything in the present time
cause the past was a blast I can't change that line
wear a mask skipping class, whats the point of trying?
everything you doing now changing up you're mind
and I don't know if you noticed, everything in this life make you lose focus
breathe in breathe out keep that self inner lotus
do whats fulfilling to you fuck that bogus 

unknxwn. & weepings
I don't know why insist on leading me on
If you wanna leave then why won't you just be gone?
You get in my head and you're there from dusk to dawn
I don't really get you, I don't know what you want

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter

unknxwn.
Feel the weight press in, now I'm stresin'
I don't wanna wait for the death that I'm destined
I get too fucked up cause I feel too sick
I gave her trust and she made me feel stupid

Lost all my love to a bitch that was useless
Heart had enough and it made my mind ruthless
Planted a tree would grow to be fruitless
I'll never know why you did the shit you did

So till the day I leave this earth
I'll feel that pain, I'll feel that hurt
I feel the ache inside my bones
I'll never taste, I'll never know love

From no one, I'm so done
I say that shit so much but words don't mean shit huh?
And I know that's how you feel
Cause if you really loved me then I would never be here
You made me feel like nothing

Head in my Hands w/ unknxwn. [prod. hieloways]

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/brevanti

SEWERPERSON//hook & verse

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing
~
every time you call
i can not pick up
ya i see ur name
i just dont give a fuck
put me back in the game
watch me run it up
girl i hear it ring
you should just give it up
blue print
girl i got the plans
i wont give it up
chase me round my mind for days im fast as fuck and wired up
you could never catch what u couldnt see
this power in my soul i call my destiny

WEEPINGS//
 
yeah my destiny
my mind got the best of me
cold december nights she cuddled tight right next to me
now I'm all alone inside my dome a recipe (for disaster)
yes this music my escape; it be my therapy (just ask her)
weed it give me clarity
drowing in that henessey
~
memories - flood into my open eyes
Think about that iris, no I'd rather die
now I'm not the one whose lips carress those thighs

SEWERPERSON//hook

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing

WEEPINGS//

Left me for another
baby girl whatchu been up to?
I've been steady drinking all the time
hope that you are fine
now that you 'don't got the time'
rose I sent you let decay
you said that you were mine
~
I've been up inside my mind
let the ocean waves clense my clouded haze
I've been up for 7 days, it's not looking great
yes that shawty said she loved me on the second date
I'm so fucking stupid, let myself think this was fate

let myself think this was fate
walking in the rain no coat just cloudy days
I don't got a brain to cope, a shallow cage
killed it with the grey goose a fit of rage
hate the mental abuse but I would stay
tieing up the 8th noose since saturday
I can't make myself shoot at my own brain
babe I wanna help you, you walked away

girl why did you walk away
I got nothing left to say
I've been trying everyday
but I can't forget that face

sunrise w/ sewerperson [prod. brevanti]

stare at all the pictures on the wall
crack that whippet then I fall
fade to bliss then stand up tall
might take another trip out to the mall
blow that cash on Saint Laurent
spark that joint then lay dormant like
wake up from my slumber
then I stumble out the door
each day it blends it never it ends, I stopped keeping that score
my ego pleading nose is bleeding I just need some more
that glass I'm gonna pour till my body hit the floor
~
I don't really know how to get back
I just lose control and I go mad
present is the only thing that matters that don't mean to get so fucked up you cannot see the shatters in the glass
time is moving fast
your actions in the present shape your future fuck the past
I write out on computers all these letters just to last
now just take a look at me I'm rapping so damn fast

Woah
I know
I cannot fuck with 9-5
this music shit best fly up high
in that space ship
20,000 miles in the sky
lets just face it 
I don't really wanna fucking  try
light that blunt, hit yes I'm thinking that I'm going blind
in this maze bitch and you gotta find that golden line
find your place quick, just before you run out of your time

just rewind that
and you'll find that
every fucking second wasted of your time man
every single kiss and every single touch man
it's all temporary.
back in February
had a thought about just running from this sanctuary
had that knife against my jugular
thought about it, kinda hurts
ultimately I don't know what stopped me but I'm glad I'm cursed

I don't really know how to get back
I just lose control and I go mad
present is the only thing that matters that don't mean to get so fucked up you cannot see the shatters in the glass
time is moving fast
your actions in the present shape your future fuck the past
I write out on computers all these letters just to last
now just take a look at me I'm rapping so damn fast

fuck that shit I gotta hit slow
ya'll be missing every note
I be on another time frame
flip the fucking beat onto it's toes
when I'm feeling blue I know
pink can help me write some more flame

lost inside my mental and I know
I've been losing all control
and these flows just help to numb pain
yes i'm sure you know just how it goes 
gotta fill the void in full
and Ignore all of the time waste

Losing Control II [prod. pink]

Support Venus: https://www.youtube.com/c/venusboy

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Lyrics:
missing all the late nights snuggled tight
Had one glimpse upon that face, I know the feelings right
I cannot forget the taste of your tongue
I'm so drunken in love
I think I might know the meaning now
~ (ohhhh)
can't you just feel it now
it's been a year since you apeared a head above the crowd
you're something special
you are simply picture perfect
and I'm sure your embrace will be worth it
to fight through all the sleepless nights
and I remember last december you entered my life
you brought me hope again
and filled me from within
brought love to my life, shine bright girl
~
and I think every single night
I apprciate ya
sorry if i'm distant
you and music are my mediators
so I thought I'd put together a few songs so I can just show
how much I really love you, come together and we just soak
~
In the sunlight
love shine so bright
I'm outta words right now
you're my partner in crime
you're my world, lie down
with you're on my chest
calm my nerves right down
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
In the sunlight
love shine so bright
I'm outta words right now
you're my partner in crime
you're my world, lie down
with you're on my chest
calm my nerves right down
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)
(down)
(down)
(calm my nerves right down)

5 AM [prod. venus]

Support Venus: www.youtube.com/c/venusboy

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I Miss your scent on my clothing girl
it's been a year, but you are my world
I wouldn't trade this for anything, thoughts of a wedding ring
let's not get ahead of ourselves
we've got a whole life left 
and there's nobody else I'd rather spend with it
girl, you are perfect so sometimes I reminisce 
about just going back and just restarting this
~
so I can learn again how much I love you so
how much those green eyes can relieve my pain from my soul
can you believe it
It's already been a year
and it is crystal clear
that they'll be many more to come
~
girl I love you and I hope you know (hope you know)
I will always be around to hold (loving you)
I'll be kissing on you till I'm old (life moves on)
find your shelter in my loving arms (carry on)
baby girl I'll keep you from all harm (but you'll be here with me)
for the first time I felt trust in one (kiss my lips til they bleed)
from your head down to your toes
in and out you're beautiful (In and out)
can you believe that this has just begun

Scent [prod. venus]

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

* Your mentality is your reality *
https://weepings.fanlink.tv/LandingPage

Contact: weepingsmgmt@gmail.com

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