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"but now that i have the taste of love in my mouth
i won't ever give up on you"

why wont you love me? (prod. TreeTime)
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lyrics:

[hook 1]
always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

[verse 1]
when im with you, you make me all happy, make me all happy
but now that im alone i feel so fucking crappy, feel so fucking crappy
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but now that i have the taste of love in my mouth
i won't ever give up on you, till i'm dead from self
harm that i might inflict on myself if you leave me
i can't fight these feelings no more, please answer me

[bridge]
please answer me, please pick up your phone, please answer me, please dont leave me alone
x2

[hook 2]
always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

[verse 2]
i just want to die, say this everynight
trapped inside my mind, feelings might ignite
fear from deep inside
trapped inside my room, i swear its my tomb
tulip flowers bloom, all my love for you
causes fucking gloom, this might be my doom
fucked up in the head, i'd rather be dead
needle in the thread, come pull me instead
so I stay undead, end feelings I dread
i cant take no more, its harder than before
blood all on the floor, but they ignore

[hook 3]

always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

why wont you love me? [prod. TREETIME]

enjoy.

and ever since last fall I've been dreamin of my death
and I would sing you every song
I wanna get you out my head
and i've been feelin so wrong can you feel me am I read
can you feel me am I read

and I can't go back 
yeah girl you know that
I'm dressed in all black
would you take me back
would you take me back
and ever since last fall I've been dreamin of my death
and I would sing you every song
wanna get you out my head
get you out my head
ever since last fall
since last fall
since last fall
since last fall
wanna get you out my head

and ever since last fall I've been dreamin of my death
and I would sing you every song
I wanna get you out my head
I wanna get you out my head
I wanna get you out my head

dreamin of my death (prod. y axis)

soyboy: https://soundcloud.com/prodsoyboy

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lyrics:
[chorus - weepings]
lookin at my doormat
wishing that you'd come back
I know I aint all that come on
lookin at the night sky
baby it is all right
i know that you wanna go home
but stick it out
you dont really know me like i know myself
I promise you im better than you think I am
i am here forever this aint no scam

[verse 1 - weepings]
smoked up now im tipsy
I know i am better for you baby
the weather its been wetter lately
but when we are together you'll save me
running out of time and im feeling so blind
im so fucked up in the mind
i cant do this all the time
gotta keep my state of mind
happily defined
so im not fucking confined

[verse 2 - weepings]
running away from my problems
when will i finally solve them
just give me the answer to every single question i have
and im glad that you stuck around so long
i knew this bond was strong
but this not elastic
it is like plastic
stretch and it breaks just like this song

[verse 3 - soyboy]
and id like to think that i have what it takes to keep on solid ground when everything around me breaks.
and i took account of all the things that i could try to save
but in the end you just push me away.
dont push me away, no

[verse 4 - soyboy]
Running away from my problems 
when will i finally solve them
piling up on me like leaves in your front yard in autumn
and thats just the way life is, you said to me i think you meant it well.
and i dont want to wake up even when im not dreaming, my minds full of demons
yeah im so tired all the time, from the war inside my mind
yeah im so tired all the time yeah im so tired all the time yeah

[chorus - weepings]
lookin at my doormat
wishing that you'd come back
I know I aint all that come on
lookin at the night sky
baby it is all right
i know that you wanna go home
but stick it out
you dont really know me like i know myself
I promise you im better than you think I am
i am here forever this aint no scam

running away from my problems ft. soyboy [prod. born hero]

TataClique: https://soundcloud.com/tata_clique

"𝕴 𝖆𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖞𝖘 𝖉𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖞𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋, 𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖙𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖖𝖚𝖔𝖗 𝖇𝖔𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊𝖘 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖋"

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Lyrics:
[chorus]
do a line wit a bitch, she so bad
fall asleep on the come down next to her in my bed
i dont really want the address, come over fuck and were done its
so sad my trust is so bad, we will only get hurt in the end

[verse 1]
I always do this to myself, empty liquor bottles just sitting on my shelf
flush away my demons but i flush away all else that i hold dear, and to be clear i need some fucking help

[chorus]
do a line wit a bitch, she so bad
fall asleep on the come down next to her in my bed
i dont really want the address, come over fuck and were done its
so sad my trust is so bad, we will only get hurt in the end

[verse]
everything so complicated 
nothing in my vision i love, all the space is vacant
fill my heart with chemicals, its like i'm on vacation
so sorry if you're waiting on me, you have to be patient

[bridge]
I need to stop my fucking self
my way of coping is detrimental to my health

[chorus SLOWED]
do a line wit a bitch, she so bad
fall asleep on the come down next to her in my bed
i dont really want the address, come over fuck and were done its
so sad my trust is so bad, we will only get hurt in the end

we will only get hurt in the end [prod. TataClique]

2 pm (prod. remghost)

"𝕀 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕝𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖"
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Lyrics:

[verse 1]
I be forging all these words like Hephaestus
locket on the neckless
picture of us kissing after breakfast
emphasis on after
there was so much laughter
but now there's so much pain, i wouldnt put it past her
to fuck me over like she always did be this time there no table
we ain't really stable, i dont like the fables that she tellings me
she aint helping me, but how could i be mad if she just keeps on undressing me

[verse 2]
Wake up in a burning sweat
ponder my regrets
I cant say that she's one, i still see her silhouette
if she came back to me, i would guarantee
that id take her back fast, and forget what happened
light cigarette's, yes im burning my passions
unroll the swisher and fill it with grass and
hash so i numb all the pain from my past and
feel like im dead when my vision goes blackened

[outro]
I was walking home at dawn, got a text from you it said you wanted me badly
feelings rushing back, but i am a pawn
using me again like the last time, what is wrong?
im feeling so crappy
yes im caving in to these feelings please slap me
I can't fucking think, i cant breath im unhappy
why the fuck I do all this shit, im so trashy

hephaestus [prod. oblivion]

Sorry i bin so fucking toxic i really hate this hole fucking world and wish every thing will just end 
i dont trust my self or any one els 
no matter what any one says i dont know if they really mean it 
fuck fuck fuck i hate this stupid fucking life fuck this shit

Wind Down

Black Røses: Wednesday & Sunday
https://soundcloud.com/robstar100

how to get out of your comfort zone w/ Robstar (S2:E5)

sitting on the moon and watch my world spin around

instability | prod. dead spyro & 2001

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