asteria - birthdaym

BAD BOY! + HAR$H & zhunii (444pluto)

@xaduma @444pluto

(xaduma)

Baby, I still see the pictures of you on my wall,
And baby, I still try to grasp your hand but you're gone.
Oh baby, can you give me clarity?
You're fading away, I can see.
You're stuck in my head 'cause I don't know how,
'Cause I don't know how to cope.

(444pluto)

Yeah, I don’t know
How I’m supposed to cope.
Seems like everywhere I go,
Finna hide on the low.
I swear that one day,
I’ma break these chains,
Burst out through the wall,
But I won’t be the same.

Left me here
In the shade,
Girl, please call out my name.
Left me here
In the dark,
I wanna fucking restart
Everything that you did.
Girl, can you leave me alone?
Yeah, I’m done,
I don’t care about you anymore.

(xaduma)

I don’t care 'bout you no more,
I grabbed your picture, threw it on the floor.
I still feel you all on my skin,
Turns out I was nothing.

Girl, you left me traumatized,
Did what you did,
Now I got no one by my side.
Fucked it up for me,
Trust issues started,
Fucked it up, you caused it.
Girl, I still dream about you sometimes,
Get the fuck up out my head.

If I never met you then I would’ve been okay,
You manipulated me to have your way.
Now I’m paranoid from everyone,
Tell me, what have you done?
Took advantage of me when I was drunk,
You didn’t stop when I asked.

(444pluto & xaduma)

Yeah, I don’t know
How I’m supposed to cope.
Seems like everywhere I go,
Finna hide on the low.
I swear that one day,
I’ma break these chains,
Burst out through the wall,
But I won’t be the same.

(444pluto)

Left me here
In the shade,
Girl, please call out my name.
Left me here
In the dark,
I wanna fucking restart
Everything that you did.
Girl, can you leave me alone?
Yeah, I’m done,
I don’t care about you anymore.


IDC ABT U NO MORE w/ 444pluto (greyrock)

cover of martine rose snippet by greyrock & madk1d
https://soundcloud.com/czep30057/madk1d-martine-rose-snippet-07

martine rose

prod. bowsa

when i was young something died inside me
growing up, i was broken down piece by piece
the only person i had was me, cause i couldnt say a thing to anybody
only once i trusted someone, they turned around and told my whole family
i was forced into therapy
thats what i get for saying something

so i make all this music, i write all these songs, cause no one can tell me not
its the only way to let it out
i can be heard and not forgot about
i dont have to be a burden, i can be down
i can have fun with it, i can be proud
i thought something would change
everything just stayed the same

i was laying in my bed today
i was thinking bout how far i came
i was thinking how the work paid
i was thinking bout everything
thinking bout the sacrifices i made

i was thinking how to numb the pain
i was sat with it face to face, and i realized, im gonna die at this pace

imma die at this pace, imma die at this pace, imma die in my room at this pace
imma die at this pace, imma die at this pace, imma die in my room at this pace
i know i've met my final days, yeah i know i've met my final days
imma die at this pace, imma die at this pace, imma die in my room at this pace

im gonna die alone in my room very soon at this pace

i just hope you tell me when you change your mind

@asteria @kets4eki

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Anarchist Sanctuary - october (prod. viannoo & kinderyessir)

@asteria @kets4eki

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Anarchist Sanctuary - six plaques (prod. viannoo & fuyomo)

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