always throws me off when i hear my voice in the tag 

prod me mix me 

lyrics : 
all of these words just sound the same 
n none of these places never change 
I've been waiting all day tomorrow it never came 
u play me like ima game but u always win that's ok 
if my movies almost thru I guess u rlly liked the parts w me n u 
but was it all a mistake I think my head needs a break 

all of these problems I can't solve them don't even know where I got them
I got the pain made it double got so high up then I stumbled 
just run it back to all of those times I was sleeping in class 
wanna go back back when I use to just lay in the grass 
it made me laugh like I used to rlly want this shit bad 
steppin on glass I don't rlly care ima still get the bag 
always in last I just wanna go slow but u wanna go fast 
it made me sad cuz I thought u were real but u really just cap

wanna go back

*lyrics*
pour it up, pour it up
im just in the club, im just in the club
off the downers im so stuck
im just geeking in the club

stop telling urself all these lies
i’m w gravestars 
and ur on the other side
ik that u miss me
there’s no need to lie
but ik ur w that new guyyy
i cant care rn cuz i’m 2 highhh

i be smoking gas
while u be smokin dirt
i been in the honda
i been goin skirt
going so fast think ima swerve
wish we cuda worked
now i’m really hurt
lying in the dirt

other side (prod. Branowic)

h
prod. @dreamcache
lyrics:
[p1]
so i dont believe 
the way that u 
left me on idle
was ok ..
im not suprised tho 
cuz i did the same thing 2 u
oh i kno im 
guilty as charged 
kick me to the curb

[p2]
ur the only one that i could do it for
cuz ur the only one whos got my back when im down
&we can blow a bag up in the jewelry store
cuz ur the only one who turn my frown upside down
im sorry.. 

[p3]
iv ben makin munny moves so me n u could runnit up
im fighting just2 stay alive so i can fucking love u
but its 2hard to wake up w no1 next 2 me to luv me back
i threw it all away cuz u dnt care about me anymor

guilty

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*rare* @capoxxo - better off without me (prod @kidtrashpop)

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b07gem - whitelights + kevinhilfiger & <3brian

vox by me (@xxcrush) 
featuring dreamcache (@dreamcache)
produced by 5v (@5vexe) odece (@odece)

from tha drugs + dreamcache

@lb66 @blackheart4ever

take this pain away
dont wanna feel a thing
tell me im insane
wanna blow my brain
hiding what they say
makes me feel the same
make me feel okay
promise keep me safe
wanna change my ways
wanna change my face
throw it all away
wish that you would stay
smoke till i cant feel
hands are numb i dont feel real
use my body as your shield
show my love for you to steal

keep me safe (lb66 + blackheart)

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/qJ5OxDyu71I
prod me.

[lyrics]
[hook]
I been, dissociating
losin touch of realityy l8tly
pls dnt, h8 me
dnt kno what 2 say 2 u baby
x2

evryday I wake up feelin like I aint me
evryday I feel like al my frends just h8 me
wanna kms an let da reaper take me
putting guns 2 my head w/ no safety
dnt feel ok I feel depressed 
just want dis fuckin shit 2 end
I cannot lie cannot pretend
been poppin pills n losing frends

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin

evry1 around me could replace me
I just waste my time dissociating
I feel like my heart is slowly fading
the drugz make my heart race n its amazng
I think im getting bettr but mai brain still kinda hurtz
n then I realize da nxt day its jus getting worse
an den ion even kno who I am anymore 
u see
its gettin more complex than anxiety

[hook]

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin
IFeelDisoriented (luv u eric)
I cnt even speak a sentence 
xanny got me jumpin fences
molly gimme extra senses

now im 2 high
I feel so light
thnk I could fly
thnk I should try
I got truey on my jeans!
ok.
ksubi jeans!
ok?
wit the team!
NO WAY!
ice on me!!!
FROZE LOLLLLL

[hook]

love hehe

dissociation (music vid in desc.)

prod. @shlaks x @keyblayde808
~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~
u know i gotta make it thru 
no matter the cost
when we were kissing in the backseat
falling in love

i knew u were the 1
ive had me just about enough
where u think u know me from 
bro something is off..

girl i dont mean2 make u mad whenever i go missing
its just im not used2 ppl knowing the difference
but now that i got everybodys attention
i promise iwont ever go back 2 the mudd

i have been losing my mind since the day that i met u 
but its cool its a mood its actually kinda nice
who does my life even have an impact on
stupid thoughts always taking up space wasting time

u put me under ur spell and now im about to cast mine
now ifeel like me n u could take over the whole world
ive been posted up hanging out like a stalactite
going dummy spending money bro its never enuf

from tha drugs + dreamcache

xxcrush

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