dam near 8 months. here's 2 u, my luv

spotify link ---> https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/newportmotel/victoria

prod. // mixed by: newport motel
sample credit: @decknows

oh it's cold and it's bound so tightly around me
last thing to close, hung round, lay it gently
words off of words to how you pertain
journaled the pictures how they remained

if you're my collar, the lock
what gives you strength here to hold
if im the fool in the dirt
what makes you turn me to gold?
if i'm the frog in the mud
what hides my skin from the mold

cuff and bound to sway away the lowly lot
whisper in my ear your every selfish thought
girl, hold and sing to me as i am laid in bed
oh how i wish that i could suck the poison out yer head

i'd give my vessel for you
keep trading piece after piece
their god is clawing at you
ill throw my soul to his teeth
and if whats planned is complete
ill heal your veins as a ghost
say they all wanted me so
but here you need me the most

victoria, i cried myself anew
it's all for you
and if i can't give then what am i worth
cmon bite down babe till u see me hurt
cmon watch me bleed till u split my hair
and i reconcile to the pain i bare
wanna feel your love creep inside my chest
wanna cut so deep that you crawl and nest

don't tell me fill it up with meaning
if you want secrets, i got nothing to hide
if it's a curse, then what's the reason?
if it's my figure, let me burn it alive

i wanted everything in the whole damn world
and if thats too sick
i inflate, deflate as to how i feel
tell me whats so wrong, tell me oh whjats real

cmon lets wrestle it out
theres nothing waiting in the depths of the fog
i feel as if youre in doubt
come tell me everything means nothing at all

inflate.
deflate.
baby, everything is tape.

victoria

toxic #tn

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PROD ME 
logo by sprinks

words

promise u don’t wanna know
looking everywhere i go 
ya i promise u don’t wanna know
steady checking me on ur phone
ya i promise u don’t wanna know
let’s go it’s early in the morning
i got so much to do, it’s still boring
light it up now i’m soaring
i can’t get enoughsteady scoring
it’s so dull there’s nobody
not a soul faded and dull
it’s so dull there’s nobody
not a soul
looking everywhere i go
ya i promise u don’t wanna know
checking me on ur phone
ya i promise u don’t wanna know
seeing through it like a psychic
i wont get caught up like u im not a sidekick 
i dont recognize this place anymore
different so different im changing i feel it all
how’d i do it? i wont tell
doesn’t ring a bell
i think ill keep it to myself
ask somebody else
matter fact don’t even reach out
we’re in different crowds
i don’t like who you hang around
i had to change cuz shit got different
you want the same make that decision
i had to go out , not show face , thicken my skin for them to listen
but it still feels like somethings missin
i gotta get it down, precision
i had to change cuz shit got different
you want the same? make that decision
everything i do it feels so backwards
what am i supposed to feel like after
porcelain fabric and plaster
a long time ago the world felt flatter
the depth came back but the colors faded and dull
it’s so dull
there’s nobody not a soul
faded and dull
it’s so dull
there’s nobody
i had to change cuz shit got different
you want the same make that decision
i had to go out , not show face , thicken my skin for them to listen
cold, it’s so cold

PROMISE ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOWhoRPBhkk

im too focussed on the bag
my throat hurting from the rik, yeah its hurting bad
i cant let go until im getting my stack
im all for the quality im never breaking bad
yeah bitch
you know im getting dat
money not a problem, i could feed u till u fat
she from a different state she scratching my back like a cat
 im only in my 20s i dont wanna be a dad

im pushing all my loved ones cause i had to let go
dont understand or believe in me or any of my goals
im sorry if im causing any pain its my wrong
i dont need a mortage ill pay it on my own
they say im a show off, i take off my raincoat
ive been getting wet the pussy hate on my songs
never broke a sweat, i got that drip im so cold
try to slow me down, i slide thru it like frozone
yeash i want it bad bad bad
yeah i want it bad bad bad
girl its hurting bad bad bad
yeah im hurting bad

𝓯𝓻𝓸𝔃𝓸𝓷𝓮 ❅

тротил на мне (sunrisess)

prod @1akura

lyrics:

I watched you turn back the clock, we're moving backwards
You watch me fumble the lock, don't know the password
If I lost all my money would I still matter?
I see the end of the tunnel but what comes after?

Lay in the flowers and watch the birds fly
Maybe one day I'll look down through a birds eye
Maybe I could spread my wings in a new life
Maybe I could fly around through a blue sky

I don't feel nothing, my body's so cold
If you won't say something I think you should go
I wish life was faster, everything feels so slow
I'll just sit with my head down drawing lines in the snow

Hit me where it hurts (hit me where it hurts)
Hit me where it hurts I know
I'm gonna make it work (I'm gonna make it work)
I'm gonna make it work I hope

I don't feel nothing, my body's so cold
If you won't say something I think you should go
I wish life was faster, everything feels so slow
I'll just sit with my head down drawing lines in the snow

hit where it hurts (akura)

@zuuloh
@sunrisess

lyrics:

yea i got up 
when i fell
we don fw u no more 
ik u tell
hear my name 
yea she says it rings a bell
free the gang
free my bro up outta cell
got her in my room
singin like adele
choppa go boom
it gone send him right to hell
ion want yo beat
lil bro ion want yo mel
thousand on the teeth 
and couple thousand on the belt

up all night
ion know how it felt
took sum drugs
yea i think ima melt
powder in my nails
closet it all grails 
thought i was gone fail
yea but now i gettin sales
gettin flights over seas
to see my bros
wouldn ever get a flight 
to see sum hoes
drop a bag yea
japanese my clothes 
gunshots thumpin
like they comin outta bose

yea i got up 
when i fell
we don fw u no more 
ik u tell
hear my name 
yea she says it rings a bell
free the gang
free my bro up outta cell
got her in my room
singin like adele
choppa go boom
it gone send him right to hell
ion want yo beat
lil bro ion want yo mel
thousand on the teeth 
and couple thousand on the belt

adele (zuuloh + sunrisess)

what to do

@jequya
was supposed to be on the album/tape but didnt make it
(lyrics)
dont ever dare to make contact me u were never like me to begin with
stay in your place i want nothing to do with u come back cause i stay winning
realize ive always been having the swag everyday is a new beginning
idgaf within all of this drama im only for me n my meaning
u dont know 
(what i know)
on my own 
(all alone)
and if im gone 
(are you fine on your own?)
 and when im in pain are you willing to wait?
i believe me in
dont need u to believe in me
u call it mental illness i call it something so clean
fuck all your pointless conversations what does this all mean
dont know why youre scared of me?
i dont know what u think of meiiiiii dont know what u think of me
(why do u assume im mean?)
you dont know what ive seen-the things i see in me
allofthedrugsiconsumeisntme
allofmyfriendaredeadwhyamitakingmorechemicalsjusttofeelsomesortofway
yeah its getting in my way
im on top the bitch sway
i was the only one in my way
i got trust issues dont what to make
of you and i dont know what i could say

jequya - ulaqu

dawn

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