with @ivuo2 & @oscarpisces big love <3

guitar by: RRAREBEAR

lyrics
(ivu)
I see imagery in my head like a movie,
imaginary people
daily routines,its the death of me 
flammable like kerosene, 
wish you could really see me,,, 
staying in the middle of the fire,
Wish you could really see
Break your fall

(me and ivu)
can you break my fall?

(me)
dont go,
this could be the end of me
i dont feel alive in my own existance 
now i dont feel alive at all,
can you break my fall
im losing grip cause you broke my heart 
now just look at what ive become 
is it enough for you 

(oscar)
i know that its gonna hurt when i fall down
doesnt matter what u say to me now
cause u already broke my trust once
this isnt what i want
isnt what i want

know u gonna play me
oh i know u gonna break me
oh i know u gonna blame me
like u always do
always do
always do

break my fall w/ ivu & oscar pisces

prod me, sampled from uyama hiroto, ft @irisgardnn
•••

everyday is stanger than the last
my mind is in danger, im stuck in the past
im stuck in you, stuck in you, stuck in you
too much trouble for me
why dont u struggle for me? why dont u hesitate?


u talk too much 
that shit was annoying
but now i miss it
remember that night
when we had that fight 
u really had me ticked off
but when i look back all i do is scoff
im done concentrating 
imma sit back and let karma take its place

i'm stuck in you, stuck in you, stuck in you

tell ur friends to shut the fuck up
they can suck my dick once they do
i been tellin u for ages
that we weren't meant to last
and that's ok
cus i dont wanna stay in something thats just bad for my health 
and i wouldnt wanna wait a minute just to leave
this relationship just left behind debris
so many unanswered questions i disagreed with

[IRIS]
i talk too much
but can you really blame me? love is kinda fading
i remember that night, with that stupid fight
then we pick up where we left off
not everything is my fault
i dont wanna keep waiting
wanna go back and look at your face

secret garden

production by @taylor
mixing by @blackwinterwells

not over until i say
but i might today
tell me when you feel afraid
i’ll increase the pain
remains go into a ditch
hope they find you quick
i’ll be gone they’re wondering
who did what i did
i’m not very hard to please
speak and i’ll agree
slipping falling on my knees
i've got a disease
doesn’t matter much to me
gonna make you see
you should never lie to me
i can tell you think i’m weird
just be honest we’re adults
think you know why i am here
i don't really wanna talk
you been lying on my name
imma put you in a box
think you know why i am here
i don't really wanna talk
you know that i would never hurt you
fingers crossed behind my back
a lot of time we gotta burn through
before your vision turns to black
relax
relax
it’s not that deep
it’s just six feet
plus the two that separate us
bridge that gap
and come to me
bridge that gap
and come to me
not over until i say
but i might today
tell me when you feel afraid
i’ll increase the pain
remains go into a ditch
hope they find you quick
i’ll be gone they’re wondering
who did what i did
i’m not very hard to please
speak and i’ll agree
slipping falling on my knees
i’ve got a disease
doesn’t matter much to me
gonna make you see
you should never lie to me
put my body in a box
throw me down the niagara
no bones i'm a husk
i can barely even stand up
think i've had enough of what you have left to give
yeah i think my time is up
i have no more life to live
yeah i feel like giving up
let you down let it go
yeah i feel it in my chest and my gut and my soul
and i need to be alone
and i need you to believe me
need to let it bleed
let it rest
don't forgive me
not over until i say
but i might today
tell me when you feel afraid
i’ll increase the pain
remains go into a ditch
hope they find you quick
i’ll be gone they’re wondering
who did what i did
i’m not very hard to please
speak and i’ll agree
slipping falling on my knees
i’ve got a disease
doesn’t matter much to me
gonna make you see
you should never lie to me
not the end until i say it is
i might if you can’t act right
what remains will go into a ditch
they’ll find you there by sunrise
and i’ll be far away they’ll never know
you’ll never what hit you
i meant it when i said you had to go

PEARL (feat. blackwinterwells)(taylor morgan)

tim lake - terminal velocity + murrumur  [kintsugi]

happy bday 2 me
samples by nicole dollanganger (1) and wstdyth (3)

1. alligator blood @cosmik
2. the flesh, the bones, the soul
3. back to the night

#24 ep ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

@emorave @xxkintsugi

http://on.soundcloud.com/3wbeR2GamQB8Cxic8

making money
cos i gotta 
start a family 
write a motto
weaving ichors
modifying 
making models
digging tunnels 

come the nightfall 
we are silent 
infiltration 
infestation 
we are many
we are heavenly 
every penny
turn tens and twenties 

like my father 
come before me
i will lead us
into glory
this battalion 
long awaited 
health restoring 
wind is roaring 

take a life
and take a number
you are nature
you are thunder 
bring down hell
onto you enemy
serve your land
and long live the old king

i know love
but i never
oh this 
endless endeavor 
fill my lungs 
hold my brothers
hear the hoofs 
shake the rafters

i feel there nothing i owe you
drawing the curtain on act ii
shot thru the back of the throat how’s
that for something to come home to

i am the chemical 
you are the casualty 
they call me kimi marrow my 
weapon protection and armor 
i leave you this to decipher 

gone without you
i will live forever
move on without you
i will love forever

oh captain, my captain (+kintsugi emorave)

prod @1virtualgirlfriend
art @murrumur

premiered at FriendChannel June 10th

murrumur & zumtru - herbalist (vgf)

tracklist:

tim lake - tunnel vision ft. aetheryears [kintsugi + mardee]
blackwinterwells - ???? [kintsugi + mardee]
1n3k0 - angel [kintsugi + 4evr]
kintsugi x angelshalo - burning sunflower 
eden balance - mansions [kintsugi + VGF]
stella the pixie - ???? [kintsugi]
zumtru - live from logan square ft. zombae [kintsugi]

-> friend fest 3 mix <-

prod. + vocals  -> me 
Art by myself  


lyrics -


empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

wonder if it all 	
was just meaningless 
hope my heart can be salvaged
from this broken mess

did all i could
tried my best 
the time has come to
put this to rest 

empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

i second guess . . .

~ 2nd Guess ~

everything by urs truly @stellathepixie

the sooner u leave
the sooner ur home
im proud of myself
i didn’t wanna go

the place i am now
just good luck n good days

but i’ll never bleed
so much its cliche
watch u hang my skin
like a python display

i don’t want permission
2 get on my medicine

mayb u should stuff my eyes with leaves
(mayb im jus learning how 2 grieve)
cos i know u were

asking 11 questions
wishing on 1 more earthbound star
drive me 2 hell in a benzo
drive me 2 hell in a racecar

one more time
grip the wheel
no matter what
im still gonna be here

1 to 9
my ride or die
i feel alive
but check my vitals

what do you mean you don’t know
what do you mean you don’t know
what do you mean u won’t stay
sick as life is, a stones throw

-> friend fest 3 mix <-

〚 k i n t s u g i 〛

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