lyrics:

take me back to when i was a kid
when all i'd do was play games
instead i cry and wish that i was just dead

lately i've been trapped in my mind
suicidal thoughts flowing all the time
and i wonder how this life turned to be
to go and push this frame of mind thats damaged right onto me
i thought that everything was going great
moving forward at the perfect pace
but by the time i saw it fade away
my whole body went to disarray
do you know what it's like to be broken?
to never want to leave your home for a moment?
and feel like all you ever did was a waste and 
your life is nothing to a person that you trusted
man, i just wanna feel okay and like im safe and my health isnt at stake
because the only way i'll ever feel physical pain 
is if theres no signal left connecting me to my brain.

lonelyangel.