prod: HvrtzLab <3 

reverbd to hell n back but it’s kinda vibe



i’m watching the time pass by
watching your feelz just pass by
watching you step aside
making my pills combine
to make me not wanna die
make me side by side 

with the time that made me drown
with the time that let me down
thanks for setting me free
but why did you let me bleed
you made me your third wheel
i’m unable to feel
unable to feel

let me fly on my angel wings
i don’t want to remember all those things
i don’t want to take any more hits
but my heart feels nothing now when he speaks
let me fly on my angel wings

i don’t know what’s going on
Lord please just protect my soul
going thru hell all alone
my heart feels (like) like a stone 
that hope is just all gone
you still do not know shit

about time that made me drown
about time that let me down
thanks for setting me free
but i don’t wanna bleed
you still can’t see
how i really feel
how i really feel

let me fly on my angel wings
i don’t want to remember all those things
i don’t want to take any more hits 
but my heart feels nothing now when he speaks
let me fly on my angel wings

angel yuhhhhh (prod. HvrtzLab)

Jealousy (prod. yago x jolst)

Falling Apart

Falling Apart (Prod. DespairIntoAshes)

all my freinds are already dead 
they’ve been dead for years 

and they casted a curse 
they’re the only ones who stop my my tears 

i don’t wanna cry another night without you 
i don’t wanna die all alone in my room thinking bout you 

so ima string my life together 
get my wrist so cold that it changes the weather
ima sing till i get better 
so i can buy my bitch a louis sweater

Louis Sweater

Mr.BandMan (prod.CPTB)

Lyrics:
its been months, and im using again
x2

Take one to feel numb
Take three to not wake up,
I abuse my lungs
I been coughing up some blood

In the moment its hard to remember 
wasted time
Somehow you fucked me up sober
you live this crooked smile
She OD’d enough to make this junky cry
I can’t save you girl…
But i cant help you die

<3

nothing is filling the void. (i’m using again)

Hold On
2022Nearxiety ©
[lyrics]Nearxiety-
I can make money like a stupid 
Bitch you can’t hold me here like u down
Ive been fuck bitches
(Little pussy)
Fuck you , Ima crepper 
Bitch u can suck me now!
Im been fuckin mad 
Bitch fuck with money and Sinners 
(Hell yeah)
Oh yeah, tonight 
I could make u find
I can pop pills 
Like 6 for 9
(Chorus)
Hold On to me 
Let me fuck and my eyes could bleed 
Let me die put my soul in peace
You take that way for me…

[Deadpopstar]
i could show you the world 
put ur hair in a twirl 
but if u lie to me ima make sure u burn 
i was never enough 
why you alway drugged up
and when your not 
i wanna be 
and i gave u all my love 
but it never seemed to be enough
but i’ll never give up
ima die young

[nearxiety]

Hold On to me 
Let me fuck and my eyes could bleed 
Let me die put my soul in peace
You take that way for me…

Hold On feat. Plasticdress (prod. Lxst Ghxul)

can i plz rewind?

Lacuna x Slashy - i think i’m starting to lose myself :/

goodbye (prod.wiindigoo)

(Intro)
The old porch swing still creaks, a lonely rhythm in the fading light. Every board whispers your name, Dad, a ghost in the quiet hum of twilight. I see your calloused hands, strong and sure, guiding mine through every lesson, every stumble. You built me up, brick by painful brick, with laughter and tough love, a foundation I thought would never crumble. Now, the silence screams louder than any song, a hollow ache where your booming voice once filled every room. And all I'm left with are these echoes, a bittersweet symphony of all you taught me, and all I've lost too soon.

(Verse 1)
The old porch swing still creaks a lonely rhythm in the fading light. Every board whispers your name, Dad, a ghost in the quiet hum of twilight. I see your calloused hands, strong and sure, guiding mine through every lesson, every stumble. You built me up, brick by painful brick, with laughter and tough love, a foundation I thought would never crumble. Now, the silence screams louder than any song, a hollow ache where your booming voice once filled every room. All I'm left with are these echoes, a bittersweet symphony of all you taught me, and all I lost too soon.

(Chorus)
And oh, the silence now, it's deafening and deep,
A hollow where your wisdom used to softly sleep.
Every step I take, a lesson learned from you,
But Dad, who teaches me to live with missing you?
You taught me how to stand, how to fight, how to fall,
But never how to mend a heart that’s lost its all.
(I REALLY MISS YOU DAD!) (NOW THAT YOUR NOT HERE!) (I MISS YOU!)

(Verse 2)
I still reach for the phone, a phantom limb, to share some silly news. Then the cold realization hits, shattering the moment, leaving me bruised. All those little things, the fixes and the lectures, the knowing nods, the quiet pride—they're just memories now, echoing in the space you left wide. I see your face in my own reflection, a startling mirror of traits I now possess, the strength you instilled, the kindness you showed, a bitter comfort in this emptiness.

(Chorus)
And oh, the silence now, it's deafening and deep,
A hollow where your wisdom used to softly sleep.
Every step I take, a lesson learned from you,
But Dad, who teaches me to live with missing you?
You taught me how to stand, how to fight, how to fall,
But never how to mend a heart that’s lost its all.
(I REALLY MISS YOU DAD!) (NOW THAT YOUR NOT HERE!) (I MISS YOU!)

(Verse 3)
They say time heals all wounds, that grief will soften into grace. But every milestone reached, every hurdle cleared, feels emptier without your face. I carry your lessons, Dad, like precious stones within my soul, a heavy, beautiful weight that makes me feel both broken and whole. The world keeps spinning, oblivious to the void you left behind, but every sunrise reminds me of the guidance I no longer find.

(Chorus)

(Verse 4)
I try to pass it on, the wisdom you bestowed, to children who will never know the man who greatly sowed. I see your light in them, a flicker in their eyes, and a wave of bittersweet longing, a silent, heartfelt cry. Because even though I teach them all you gave to me, there's a part of this story, Dad, they'll never truly see. The way your hand felt, strong and warm, a comfort and a guide, the endless well of knowledge that you held deep inside.

(Outro)
And so, I walk this road, Dad, the one you helped me pave,
A legacy of love and lessons, all the strength you gave.
Though tears still fall like rain, a quiet, gentle stream,
I carry you within me, a never-ending dream.
You taught me everything... except how to say goodbye.
And now I'll live it out, beneath this endless sky.

(Chorus)


Falling Apart (Prod. DespairIntoAshes)

♡ Lacuna ♡

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