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@emorave
@mkne

girl i'm so done w/ u
i see right, right thru to u
and i feel so screwed
it'll come back right to u

i fall down can't get up
i'm so done i give up
girl look me n the eyes when u talk 2 me
so done w/ ur lies do not talk 2 me
i'll make it come right round 2 u
i'm scared i don't know what to do
all these ppl talk to me like who r u
messed up, i lost a screw
my heart was breakn into 2

my heart was breakn into pieces
take the evil n release it
in my brain, i'm put for treason
built like slender why u reachn
this no game u will not regen
this my place get out my region
i can hear u steady breathing
said u up, but u sad tweeting

wanna go go go go awayy
lets go back back back to yesterday
wanna go to the day where i saw ur face
i can't even stay place
everything jus seems erased

clarity (emorave x maknae)

@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

next2u (emorave)

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

just 1 second
@1yugenn
@mkne
me

you'll hate me forever
can't sleep when u have me tethered
you'll have me forever
underwater holding all this pressure
ughhh i need time for me girl
said i love you but that is not me girl
got me crying feel like i'm gonna hurl
i rlly wish that you where not my world

i dont wanna feel right now
i dont wanna feel right now
i just wanna heal, i might drown
i just wanna heal,, i might drown
and i don't want you to go away from me rn
i don't want you to go away, go away, rn

let me pick you up
you help me pick my mood up
oh no,, i think i screwed up
u stuck to the past like grow up
yah i messed up so what
now ur in my dms so i know u peeped my glo up

forever (yugen x maknae)

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

whts that u said?
@176s

girl
u need somebody
someone that cares for you
i'm not somebody
i never really wanted to
i'm overseas
it never rlly gets to me
that ur alone
and im like

whats that u said
u got someone in my bed
smtn bout u seems so off
is it all up in my head
like grl it's already set to me
that ur the best for me 
i'd rather spend time on my own 
so just rest on me.

for you,
i'd do like anything
i'd buy you diamond rings
know you wont say a thing
i know i'm next up
no need to brag to all your friends
they'll get the msg in the end
ohh, is that so?
no one has 2 know
know.....>. 
like shhh

wht u said (sense)

trustme/trustyou
@mental
@1yugenn
@maknae

[b]
like do u want me cus i think that i want you
is this what ur feeling girl is this what ur fond to
[m]
trust me like i trust u when i say i love you
ur who i hold onto if u got me then i got u
[b]
and when i hold on i feel better
you wear my sweater i write love letters
[m]
is this forever or not
i dont know
think about whats wrong
every night when i go home
[b]
and you tell me i should go
i never thought it'd be this way
standing in the snow
i never thought i'd see this day
[m]
remember when u told me that everything would be ok?
i never thought that u would lie to my face
[b]
Mihara Yasuhiro, my shoes got like 5 zeros
no girl im not ur hero i have to tell myself
[m]
i gotta tell my side
but its hopeless im stuck
always falling in love
pointless getting up 

[mio]
okay,, that should do it then ^_^
[azunya]
oh, great!

snow ft. mental (yugen, mental, 막내)

awooooo light music club!!! awooooo!!!!!!!!!

@mental
@bugbu6
@beatsbykrave

[blx]
If I needed your help,
Would you come on my side?
I need your decision baby this is not a do or die
You ask me if I feel okay and honestly I feel alright
I walk past you out the door cus bby i don’t wanna fight

I don’t wanna fight with you right now 
I’m walking home
Had something to tell you on the tip of my tongue but it’s out my dome
If I were you and you were me you’d probably be alone
Maison Margiela's my toes 
I’m not a friend I’m a foe

[mental]
i feel like im trying way too hard
not to let you take away my heart
giving up feels like a dangerous part
to play it might make me break apart

it might make me fall down
i was floating like i wasnt even on ground
bad thoughts really need someone to break my walls down
mad lots i been getting pissed at all the small sounds
need ur love if i wanna calm down

foe ft. mental (lovbug x krave)

@kggn
@recyclexbin
@curtainss

[blx]
i been restless
tell me what you’re doing down in texas 
every time you call my name it leaves me breathless 
wanna go i’ll put your name up on the guest list
down in texas 
she’s down in texas 
ur down in texas
I’ll put u on the guest list

I don’t wanna look at you right now 
i don’t wanna talk to you right now
How can you smile at me right now ugh
Look at my face girl turn around
why do you yell at me so loud
Do you want me here around or not

ur gonna play me then tell all ur frnds about it
and u know what I ain’t even mad about it
hop on a jet and forget about it
and u messed with the team now ur lookin so stupid
7 and lastplace and helix stay suited 
Joined the vc and you just went muted 
Went offline like you just got booted

[ku]
i dont wna talk bout that shit how u lied2 my face
talkin bout it im impatient
i dont want u in my station
hop onnat plane i aint playin
im in newyork im js waitin
4u
2come 2ur senses
and i cant handle the constant offenses
yr up in texas im on my defenses
u say u luv me ur constant pretendin
idk wat to do when im steady on these fences bout u

texas ft. kuru (recyclebin x curtains)

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

this is reality

@mental
@jjaholics
@miguelisaneko

[blxty]
wanna see u hop onto the next plane ride
girl how u love and hate me at the same time
she like my songs, baby i'm having a bad time
i'm always open baby u can always be mine
(be mine be mine be mine)
and i'm done
drugs r what i'm on (inhaler)
they help me stay strong
and i'm tired of her singing my songs
but don't get me wrong...

i still love her voice
i still love the thought of
her in my head i'm
getting so nauseous
i fell in the void i
didn't take caution
is my head the problem
i think that i lost it

and now i'm up again
am i my only friend
am i yo only friend... 
i wanna feel ag- 
i wanna feel ugh
u can take off my trueys my g star my ksubis
swear my life a movie she take off ha 2 piece
she feelin my body
shirt off like oddy
her boy tryna stop me
while she tryna top me
heh
if she tryna top me i say na beep sorry

[mental]
ill buy u prada and dolce gabana
she put my fit on and look like a model
step into saks n i left with some bottles
srt go too fast yea it go on full throttle yea
hoppin on a flight
ill see u tonight
ima take this chance
i could take it slow
but i just love living fast
doin magic i turn money to designer pants
ksubi jeans and helmut lang i love to mix the brands up
i kno when they hear this song they gon put their hands up
people love to lie but its never u i cant trust
benji never lies ima just keep counting bands up
thought id never fall for u but i did
stole my heart i cant find it
look at ur face n im blinded
swear ur beauty is the brightest
if u want it ima buy it
if u want to we can try it
anything u want bae
i rly dont mind it

model ft. mental (jj x miguel)

lyrics
i wanna burn now
i know i fucked up
i should get hurt now
i should get murked now
i wanna burn now
i know i fucked up
i should get hurt now
i should get murked now

they gon have me murked yeah
i know i put 20, 30, 40 on a shirt yeah
anytime this choppa talk to me, i go berserk yeah
i could drop a body, leave that boy up on the curb yeah

lying in the dirt yeah
ion know how i do this
i know i make that shit work yeah
my choppa like boys
i know my choppa tryna flirt yeah
hoe this glock so evil
yeah this glock it love to murda

i wanna burn now
i know i fucked up
i should get hurt now
i should get murked now
i wanna burn now
i know i fucked up
i should get hurt now
i should get murked now

so sick, so fucked

spotify :)

prod me

(no offense just bored) (i respect lgbtq+)

s/o to @1mosh for teaching how to chop vocal because i use 2 take 18hours doing it my way

spotify++

fruity freestyle 2 🏳‍🌈🌈

Ed Sheeran - Thinking Out Loud  [Live On Jools Holland]

like u!! ft. blackwinterwells (prod. mental)

rewind (kuru, cozin, rio leyva)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

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david2alive