just a little song i made sorta about ex-friends/family issues. writing music helps :) x

lyrics: 

hey 

it’s callum, remember me?
the person who made everything so ugly, 
the guy with too much suppressed anger, 
when i call i’m not surprised  you never answer yeah
because i wouldn’t to, if you did to me what i did to you. 
i’ve never saw colour since that day me and you went our separate ways. 

wish i could take it back.
but i can’t that’s a fact.
need closure to try and move on
it’s impossible when you never answer the phone.

everyday i look out the window and say i don’t want to continue my life this way, i can now see my reality, 
and it’s so much harder when i realise you’ve lost the love you once had me.

time heals everything i’ve never hoped something
is more true, 
the sky feels externally grey and never blue

i often wonder what can i do to try and make it up to you? i know that this song won’t do. i want to make your dreams come true

 (chorus)

hey, it’s me again. i’m just wondering how have you been? 
can you give me a message when you hear this, hopefully by then it won’t be too late cos honestly i’m not doing to great. 
it feels like living isn’t up for debate.
i see you bothering with the people in my life, i don’t know how that feels it must be nice. 

yeah 

i be lying if i said i didn’t care, 
at least i can hold my hands in the air,
and admit that i would of always been there. 
but there were times when you weren’t fair,
but you never take accountability,
you just like it blame it all on me,
and it is what it is, this is my apology,
actions speak louder than words i see.
i tried working on myself,
 being my own best friend, 
tried battling my mental health, 
but it all  descends,
now i know that wanting love isn’t a crime,
learning that might of toke some time, 
but that lesson has been like a lifeline,
and  you were definitely no friend of mine.
but don’t worry that’s fine, 
this is the last message you’ll here from me, 
if i don’t make it to next week, 
would you give a fuck or just turn the other cheek?

(chorus)

 the beat- https://youtu.be/FIfQohoKpG4

thank you x

voicemail

rap i wrote last year, one of the first ever raps i wrote and recorded so it’s not the best but i don’t think it’s the worst ??!?! 

i don’t want to get political with my music or rap about current affairs if you get me so now i’m like 😬 about posting this. but i (we all) was in lockdown and really bored and i needed something to entertain me and was watching shit ton of news daily and i got no other reasoning other than that really? 

lyrics-

(chorus)

boomer listen, 
your time is over.
gonna need luck from a four leaf clover,
boomer listen, 
your time is up. 
i don’t mean to cause a fuss but, 

you’re fucking up the earth and that’s bare facts,
start listening to greta thumburg you small minded twats,
can’t deal with pandemics, what did we really expect? 
wouldn’t of happen if the young go to elect.

it feels like i have no choice,
i feel like i have no voice,
but i know i live a privileged life,
compare to others i have it good but we all should have the same opportunities, be equal
ain’t  that a democracy?

sitting on money but people are hungry, 
eyes to rights, no’s to the left, heartless politicians, with no regrets, shouldn’t of left the EU no time to reflect, they don’t think of the greater effects

(chorus) 
boomer listen, 
your time is over.
gonna need luck from a four leaf clover,
boomer listen, 
your time is up. 
i don’t mean to cause a fuss but

karen, 45, blonde hair, glasses on
tryna tell me that i’m doing my job wrong.
let me get my manager? wait this is my song. 
let me get my sledgehammer and i’ll show you how it’s done.
(too far)

gen z?
yes please. 
trust me, 
you’ll see. 
when we’re fixing the economy. 
talking about the big topics that you don’t see. 
black lives matter, let’s saving the trees, prevent more burning trees. 
hardworking people can’t even get by, 
taxing the working class so the tories can wine and dine, then feed us their ‘build back better’ lies,
don’t think they’ve realised 

that’s there’s never been anyone like us,
reverting your wrongs,
gen z, millennials all day long
the future is ours take a step down,
boris and donald you fucking clowns.

(chorus) 
boomer listen, 
your time is over.
gonna need luck from a four leaf clover,
boomer listen, 
your time is up. 
i don’t mean to cause a fuss but

boomer

this is a song like many others were recorded on my iphone, using earphones for the mic. 
in the future i’m looking forward to getting into music production and spending money on my craft but i figured if i’m not practising now i could have the best music set up in the world soon but it be useless if i don’t know a thing about writing bars and experimenting with my sound. so hope you enjoy me doing just that! 
I think that it doesn’t sound too bad? like i know it could be so much better and i’m up for any helpful criticism. one day i plan to re-record all my songs and pick up the production but this is early day music from me and i hope you stick around to see my journey and the progression!🙏

the worst villian here

not my best but uploading anyway, it’s about the journey! in 5 years i’ll be like okay this is where it started you know?

produced by dlow beats - https://youtube.com/c/DLowBeats

war time

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