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another (actually my first, but then postponed) contribution to the album “despair.” 

humans are fascinated by ghosts, monsters and demons. we even slip into their roles and take on their form to celebrate them #halloween.

isn’t a little bizarre that we celebrate pure fantasies together, while largely ignoring or repressing demons that actually exist? real ghosts, who strike in secret and haunt many more people than one might think, tormenting them unimaginably and sucking all life out of them.

this song is a heartfelt dedication to their victims. people who are often left alone by the community and health systems, who have to experience that nightmares aren’t dreams, and that there is hardly any greater effort than being condemned to mental and physical immobility – sucked dry by a monster that has taken complete control of you and that cannot be easily eliminated with garlic, a crucifix, or mr van helsing. 

I hope that not too much meaning has been lost in the translation of my lyrics, which I struggled with using google and deepl.

©music and lyrics by Hans-Michael Albers, instrumental cover & vocal performance by suno 5


There’s a hush between my thoughts, too loud to bear
A mirror fogged with someone I don’t know
Every heartbeat drags like rusted prayer
Time bleeds slow where no light dares to go
In the marrow of my sleep he waits
Feeding softly on what won’t awake

He moves like shadow through my glassy veins
Draining dawn from everything I dream
The sun knocks faintly, but the lock remains
Sealed behind a breath I cannot scream
He drinks the color out of all I was
And leaves me pale, without a cause

My private Nosferatu, perfidious thief of air
You dine on silence, coming out of nowhere
No pain to hold, no tears to start
Just the graveyard hush inside my heart
You take the light I never knew
My private Nosferatu

There’s no storm, no shatter, no descent
Only stillness heavy as the ground
Every thought dissolves in discontent
Each feeling buried, never found
I walk beneath my own eclipse
The living dead behind my lips

My private Nosferatu…

Undead and locked in frozen fire
From you my undisclosed vampire
You’re not a scary fairytale
Each try to capture you will fail

My private Nosferatu…

If only I had any clue
To tell you finally
FU

My Private Nosferatu

This song was written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, editing, music and vocals were created by: 
J J Sameul

#K-pop #Girl Group #Trio #Electro-Pop #Action&Adventure  #Triumphant #Musical #Film-score #Cinematic #Sunrise Anthem #Intense #Upbeat #Empowerment

“RISE AND SHINE”✨ was inspired by the latest sensation “Golden” from the popular K-pop Demon Hunters!

RISE AND SHINE! ✨

2025, Album "Retrospective Journey" 2026; THX Selin, Lyrics: Y. Frömme

Between sun and sea

Coffee ☕ 

I'm awake dear world...
Where's the dose?
I'm twitching
In need of that warm dark roast
I've been watching this kettle forever boil
Breathe dear boy
Oh grounds
Calm turmoil
We're there
Now pour
Oh mighty morning fix
Check favourite mug
1 sugar now mix
Hmmm
We have our fag
We have our brew
Now into the garden you addict you...

Relief, I'm real, I'm alive, I'm numb
Course through my veins
Cure caffeine come
Tame my bark
Aww save my kids
Brew brave my stark
Snaps get their lid
First of too many
Through this day
From sip to sip
Awww keep hitting that grey
The cure of coffee
The seed of sane
Flicking mind bean
Timed happy pain

Caffeine to brain
Coffee my sane
Caffeine to brain
Coffee my sane

_____________________

432 Hz A
Key Gmaj7

Instruments
-Ovation Acoustic and Vocal live
-Kettle
-Hazey pad on keys
-Piano on keys
-Epiphone Electric lead
-Stirring
-Sip and an Ahhh
-Yawn and a stretch
-sniffing coffee
-back door, lighter and ciggy sound
-Gentle sine bells with the yawn

to do
-cajon after kettle boils
-Consider flute or clarinet

Coffee

“Be Mine Tonight” is a slow, seductive track built on desire, tension, and intimate connection. I wrote it to capture the thrill of touch, the heat of whispered intentions, and the irresistible pull between two lovers. The song is sensual, hypnotic, and crafted to make listeners feel every moment of that intimate energy.
This work is an original composition. © 2025 Belle J. All rights reserved. The lyrics and musical ideas are fully original and protected under copyright law. No part of this song may be copied, reproduced, or used without written permission from the copyright owner.

Be Mine Tonight

The Way I Stay

[Verse 1]
I’ve watched your silence turn like a bruise—
soft slow beautiful in ways the world doesn’t notice
you carry storms in your bones
but still offer me the calm between the thunder

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t need answers
I just want your breath
however it comes—
shaky tired or quiet

[Chorus]
This is how I love you
not to fix not to chase the light—
but to hold you when the dark folds inside out
I stay because you're worth staying for
I stay cause you’ve always been home

[Verse 2]
Your hands forget they’re soft—
so I hold them
remind them they don’t have to be strong
Even on the days
you can’t reach for me,
know I’m already reaching
for you.

[Pre-Chorus]
I trace the quiet in your voice
like a map—
every pause
a place I’ve chosen to live

[Chorus]
This is how I love you
not to change not to blame the pain—
but to stay through all your becoming
I stay cause you don’t have to earn it
I stay because I see you and that’s enough

[Bridge]
Let the world forget you
Let time bend
Let your shadows fall
I’ll still be here—
the steady breath beside yours
the hand that doesn’t let go
even when you do

[Final Chorus]
This is how I love you—
not with fire not with coal
but with the quiet
that never leaves
I stay cause you’re the only truth
I’ve never doubted

The Way I Stay

Im using EZdrummer for the beat, usual set up is drums bass guitar, and in recent years ive been getting into keyboard a lot more. Im using Neural dsp Parallax-X for bass tone and Neural DSP Patrucci-X  for guitar tones.

Zero gravity

Composed & Produced by StanLeonard.com
Instagam: https://www.instagram.com/stanleonardmusic/#
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2G3gYHbQ46UPckIS7nrjk4?si=7G3Y27AaQbaAPpl1vu9P7w&nd=1&dlsi=aa9f6885ec5046a9

I dedicate this composition to everyone who’s lost their course in life for a moment.
A riptide is a narrow channel in a sandbank where the water rushes strongly out to sea.
And to get out of it you have to do something that feels very unnatural: first let yourself be carried along, and only then swim left or right, back to calmer water and the shore. I think that’s a beautiful image for how we can sometimes deal with life.




Riptide

Riptide (Follow me on Instagram/Spotify🙏🏼)

Losing Grip

2016 - The song portrays people moving through life like shadows, present in body but dimmed in spirit. Their thoughts, steps, and identities feel fragmented, as if they are fading before they fully form. They long to be seen before they disappear completely, struggling against a world that barely notices them. Their voices crumble in the air, hinting at a deep isolation and quiet despair. In the end, they remain as faint, almost invisible beings, slowly dissolving into the dim.

In The Dim

Everything said has already been said! But…

Coronardefekt is an electronic music project from Halle (Saale), Germany, that has been developing the connection between sound, technology, and emotion since the early 1990s.

My journey began in 1992, when a fascination with electronic sound generation and synthesizers laid the foundation for everything that followed. Influenced by Depeche Mode, Front 242, Delerium, Front Line Assembly, Dead Can Dance, and many others, I began creating my own sonic worlds – dark, driving, and emotional.

My music moves freely between Electro, House, EBM, Hip-Hop, and experimental sound structures – everything that inspires, excites, and moves me. I produce with a variety of synthesizers and analog sound sources – including the Yamaha MOXF6, Microkorg-S, Deepmind 12, Arturia Microbrute, Yamaha DX7, and Behringer TD-3-BU – with Ableton Live as the creative hub.

Each track is created with a focus on atmosphere, texture, and emotion – an expression of my personal sound journey. So far, all releases have remained private, but the essence lies in the creative process itself: sound research, sound design, and the pure joy of electronic music.

I don’t see myself as a product, but as an ongoing experiment – a project that grows, transforms, and continually redefines itself.

“Music is not a destination, but an eternal journey – and the processing of emotions.”

In The Dim

Coronardefekt

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