I got chills when naruto started speaking 

you suck so bad did you ever make a loser mixtape yet 

im just sum random dude you blocked on here and said i suck bitch make a mixtape with more than two bangers on it pussy ass fake lil peep ass bitch  

The beginning of the Sad Boy Vibes movement playlist 

#SadGang

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Sad Vybes pt. 1

emotional disaster with
https://soundcloud.com/justinparks1 & https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

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emotional disaster w/ jstnprks (prod. by recycleBin)

YA TU SABEEE a little bit of extra content for u guys

QUE HUBIERA SIDO

deadbeatteen - When you're around

Album Photo Credit: brennyngrace https://vsco.co/brennyngrace

HKFiftyOne - Bedridden - Paradigm

wanna drive slow in a black benz/
got my eyes closed i don’t have friends/
i don’t wanna make it home tonight/
i don’t wanna make it out alive/
everybody see me through a mac lense/
fuck em tho i spray em with a mac 10/
pour another 4 inside my sprite/
now I’m dripping purple on my off-white/
yeah i had gun to my head last night/
everybody said that’d be alright/
they lied, they lied/
i don’t think ill see another daylight/
yea i had a bitch now my shit aint right/
can’t get out of bed i been missing my life…yeah/
so breathe in the white while i reach for the knife, aye, damn/
never asked you to understand where i come from babe/
you get mad cuz i don’t play your games/
take it back and ill make my name alone if i have to/
yeah i had a gun to my head last night/
sitting In my bed sipping tec fuck life/
can’t get out my head what you said aint right/
kiss me when I’m dead cuz i really wanna die/
fucking up a check and my tears stay ice/
bitches always bad when the money stay right/
everybody laughed cuz they not that nice/
she aint coming back cuz her wrist stayed sliced/
they don’t know the half cuz it’s not my vice/
i been in the back with my clique all night/
smoking on the pack with a bitch/ 
and ill take my life alone if i have to/

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GunToMyHead (prod. fats'e)

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

Special thanks to Gangster Chef for one of the samples I used! https://twitter.com/ChefmusicCool Without it this song wouldn't exist.
Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/littlejg
Thanks to Seka for her acapella version of I'm Just Your Problem that I used for the intro and outro
https://www.youtube.com/user/sekainoyuukai
Additional Sample Credit: Staypuft - Chip Dip Triple Flips Are Hip

Lyrics:
I sit in my bed late in my room
Think about my fate in the tomb
You know I really hate to assume
The reason why you leave me so soon

It's fine to take my heart and bleed me dry
You make me fall in love don't even try
You're like a drug I've never been so high
I come back for more but I don't know why

You take my heart my soul, you pulled me down below
You took me for a stroll, you left me by the road
You killed my only hope, you watch as I erode
You stealer of my soul, you a vampire you know

Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me
Marceline, you vampire queen
I've been dead why can't you see
You've taken all you could from me
Now I'm part of your killstreak

Now I'm part of your killstreak

I'm just part of your killstreak

I don't wanna talk this out
I don't wanna figure out
Everything you on about
Anything you really doubt
Kill me like I'm gonna shout
Kill me with your pretty pout
Shut me up and kick me down
I could really do without
All the ways you fuck me up
I can feel it in my gut
Feeling sick of this whole love
I could never be above
Leaving it in the dust
I don't wanna feel your lust
Now it's only my mistrust
You don't wanna show me love

Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me
Marceline, you vampire queen
I've been dead why can't you see
You've taken all you could from me
Now I'm part of your killstreak

Seka:
La da da da da
I'm gonna bury you in the ground
La da da da da
I'm gonna bury you in my sound
I'm gonna drink the red from your pretty pink face

Marceline

I literally just looped part of Blink 182 - Cacophony, sooo, prod Blink 182 I guess? Lol
Photo by Frank Okay, please check him out! <3 http://frankokay.com/illustration

the truth is i love you i dont give a fuck

Lyrics:
Stay awake all night cause I can't sleep
I been thinking bout some girls that I can't keep
Laying sideways in my bed in my cold sheets
I just wanna be dead I don't count sheep

Drink this shit I don't feel no shit
Ima block you out Ima take a hit
Shawty pass the blunt cause I'm needing it
I just wanna forget but I won't admit

You been on my mind for a minute
Took all of my love that was given
Now you got something that was written
From a boy who's still bedridden 

You know how I feel
Don't you dare tell me it aint real
You been on my mind
Don't you dare tell me it's alright

Na na na na nananana  na na na na na na

I just been wanting some love
I been floating up above
Don't wanna think what you done
Break me I know that you won

I might as well just give up
I might as well pour a cup
I might as well just get drunk
I might as well think of us

Maybe I'll die in my sleep
Maybe I'll crash in my Jeep
Maybe I'll choke on my teeth
Maybe I'll drown in the deep

Say that I don't give a fuck
Hate you I don't give a fuck
Fuck you I don't give a fuck but the truth is I love you I don't give a fuck

this song is about someone that will always be in my heart (prod. Blink-182)

ALBUM ARTWORK BY DUKS <3 This guy is sooo insanely talented, please support him!
twitter.com/SirDuksalot
www.instagram.com/sirduksalot

Sample Credits: Real Friends - Hebron
Old Gray - A Letter For Zach

Skeletons

i was supposed to use this song title a long time ago with a friend of mine, but we never actually got to writing anything for it - so I'm pulling it out of purgatory. enjoy

*CHECK OUT THE PRODUCER*
soundcloud -- @l1lbiscuit
youtube -- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJxvqLoIP3Mpo_hkng654Lg

[lyrics]
On Saturday morning I woke up, the sun was peeking through the blinds
Creeping over flesh until it hit my eyes, open wide

Tokyo driftwood, I’ve been lost for good (2x)

I wear my favorite sweater faded heather grey
And when I look up at the sky the colors change
It goes from blue to grey
 I watch the sun just hide away
I sigh and say the rain delayed

Everything comes back like a boomerang
Stop assuming things, you need to rearrange your fucking brain
Reevaluate so you can calculate and concentrate
On being better today than yester
Let’s focus on the shades of grey
I float away like ancient
I hope I pray I instigate I hate to wait for anything

You profess to play the game but you let in run your life
Let it take away your name and it tells you what to write
So on the climb to fame tell me does it feel alright
While you’re swimming with the sharks
aren’t you scared that they might bite

Tokyo driftwood, I’ve been lost for good (2x)

Tokyo Driftwood

tokyo driftwood

tokyo driftwood [prod. lil biscuit]

💘 thank u 4 listening. love u all 💘 

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lyrics

hook
i’m rolling off a bean now im so high
late nights I dont know why
sitting in the car in the moon light
seeing tears in your blue eyes
i dont wanna go til your alright
baby tell me are you alright
ima sit and wait til the sunrise
shorty tell me are you still mine

verse
i’m holding on so motherfucking tight
just hope this shit could work out all motherfucking night 
tell me am I dreaming or is all this a lie
bought her raf and fendi now she say im not her not type
now im long gone off amphetamines
set of pills and I take em cause im sick of me
when I dream see her ghost and can barely breathe  
pop a molly in the night cause im sick of sleep 
yah yah taking refuge in the drinks that im the pouring
ill just sip a 40 and then fade til the morning
living life lost but its fine cause youre boring
i don’t wanna love but that girl still calling
i’m laying in the sand now your mans stone cold
i just wanna be your guy but now I know it’s long gone
hope you know that I was different and I wasn’t too lost
everybody want me over it but I wont move on, no

interlude

hook
i’m rolling off a bean now so high
late nights I dont know why
sitting in the car in the moonlight
seeing tears in your blue eyes
i dont wanna go til your alright
baby tell me are you alright
ima sit and wait til the sun rise
shorty tell me are you still mine

i dont want to love anymore 💔🔪

Follow Demxntia here : https://soundcloud.com/demxntia

Lyrics:

Art by Grimdos

Verse one- Xtra
I Guess you got what you paid for 
Don’t even know what you came for 
We Stay in different buildings on the same floor
We on the same team, what you playing for? 

 I don’t want to know but I need to 
Don’t want you to know that I need you 
And fuck I hope that when it comes
You gon’ hit me with that slug 
 Roll it up And hit that blunt while I bleed through 

Yeah, I been getting faded but it’s not a celebration 
I’ve been trying get right, but my demons dedicated 
Yeah I Tried to stay and fight, but my bravery was waning 
I’m a mile down the line as your train leaves the station

You got a problem you should say something
Cycle ends and I’m back now to day one 
This world makes us sick, so we play dumb
If we kill each other now then we stay young 

If I die now will I stay young?

And When I die will you miss me?


- Verse 2, Demxtia -

when i die will 
you miss me at all?
i apologize i'm always 
missing your calls

yeah i stay up in my bedroom
singin i don't need you
lying to myself
so i hope it doesn't bleed thru

and at night 
times moving so slow
i never know
which way im tryna go

staring at my phone
while i'm counting the days
wishing i could just fade away

or maybe i just need a change
(maybe i just need to change)

oh baby if i found a way
think i found a way, no

if i die now will i stay young?
and when i die will you miss me?

Lil Xtra X Demxntia - When I Die Will You Miss Me - Prod Kado

like an angel from the sky (p. loopy!)

how isnt everything hard?

with @itsyungvan
produced by @user-182805726
thank you all

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can i be you? (ft. yung van) [prod. saint tomorrow]

[+] ok we both fucked up, it's the past. 
* prod by @prodjody *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[pre-chorus:]
at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel like i'm to blame

[verse:]
you made me choke on the air
if you weren't aware
you made me think all the thoughts
that already there
and i fucked a bitch i don't care
there i said it
but i never meant it
i just wanna tell you i'm present
and fuck i'm a blessing

at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

i think that this for the best
fuck you, you made me depressed
gaslight me up then you drown me
i know you think i'm a clown

but you barely know me
you think i'ma flop?
i'ma ball like Ginóbili

and i know he's there
so i'ma keep moving like i just don't care
try not to think bout your hand in his hair
fucking burned all our photos i swear
hate your fucking guts
i want my stuff
i can't go home cus i think of your touch
i don't even know who the fuck i can trust
thought you the one
but you did this shit just for fun
im just a fuck
i just want love
i just wanna tell you i miss you a bunch
as i hold up the gun
im feelin real stuck

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel  like i'm to blame

i'm to blame

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i'm to blame (prod. jody)

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love me acoustic w/ kaiyko [prod. brody]

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emo rap/punk rock/edm lover

i dont want to love anymore 💔🔪

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