Gun to your head 
Sun’s infrared 
Light covers your face 
I’m super high
Unsupervised 
Could go one if 4 ways
Flight of the soul
Close your eyes and it’s over
Plight to get sober
I just might get some closure 

As the nights older 
Eyes to the sky 
Got me blind looking nowhere


I wanted to die when she told me that she loved him 
I wasn’t surprised what it was and what it wasn’t 
That’s I survive, I hang on to my assumptions 
I can see it months in 
Like I’ve already done this

I look to the sky right directly where the sun is
Lock into my eyes let my retinas getting sun kist 
Issa different high when it’s way too much to function 
Am I the only one with 
No fear of repercussion 

Feelings to percussion, 
I hope I do it justice 
Ceilings that get busted 
Can really turn to dust quick 



I can feel the rush...
Rush rush rush 
This is what it does 
To us us us 
A culprit of 
Un 
Adultered love 
In ur touch touch touch 
I’m closed in, shut 
Might I open up 
If I must must must

I wanted to die (prod. suni vega)

AGORAPHOBIA

Stomach Grip

Stomach Grip (prod. Firemane, TrentonKyle)

Stumbled across this dude and man am I glad I did. Original song is posted on his soundcloud so go check out Deep October for more stuff like this!

Deep October - Life is Cruel (remake by Livingin9d)

Maybe it’s too soon 
Baby I can’t tell
You can try to prove
You decide yourself
Why do I assume 
I’m the type to fail?
Baby it’s too soon
Baby I can tell

And if death surrounds me 
I’m down for drowning 
No sound or boundaries 
No ground to drag me down
If heaven’s housing
The less it’s sounding 
Like a place where I’ll be 
Well at least you have me now

When I think future;
Time consumer
I’d see soon 
What I’d do to her
I can’t choose the 
Blind refusal 
Tried to move
But not maneuver 

Maybe I’ll prove just how far I’ll take it
Alone in your room
See how high you make me
Another June, spent it in your house
Rather not move and wonder where you’re at now

I love falling when it’s for the wrong things
Could of called me
Too afraid of taking 
Said the wrong things 
It’s just been a long weekend
I write song leads
And the angels all sing them 

And if death surrounds me 
I’m down for drowning 
No sound or boundaries 
No ground to drag me down
If heaven’s housing
The less it’s sounding 
Like a place where I’ll be 
Well at least you have me now

Might think twice
Spent the night three times
You can slide thru if you wanna
I see why 
You got your ex so tight
Of a kind in which you’re one of
Light moves right 
Thru her bright blue eyes
Give me time you’ve got a ton of

Might think twice
Spent the night three times
You can slide thru if you wanna
I see why 
You got your ex so tight
Of a kind in which you’re one of
Light moves right 
Thru her bright blue eyes
Give me time you’ve got a ton of

Down to Drown

Down to Drown (prod. telo & flöte)

it’s not my fault it’s all because of ur stupid little elements, 
one day you mad at me the next day wanna  settle this, 
and I been counting hunnids ever since I was a little kid, 
I got money on my mind all the time, you want me back, 
I been spending most my time laying back smoking pack, 
baby I been on the grind I ain’t got time for that, 
baby you been on my mind always think of coming back,  

yea it’s love or drugs, gotta pick one cuz I can’t get enough, 
I choose the drugs cuz they pick me up I’m stuck, 
I love this shit I wanna live, it’s my life I give, 

you wanna let me go but you know that you would get so sick of this, 
and now ur feeling lonely fiending for that one last little kiss, 
and this the way it had to go someone had to go get rid of it,  
and now I’m chasing for that dream, no bitches here keep listening

elements. [noevdv]

hook
she showin love and saying im a rockstar
im pourin up, she ask where the rocks are
we sippin mud, sippin on that wockhardt
i fell in love, she tell me ill go far
who do you?
who do you?
belong to
who do you?
who do you?
belong to

verse
fitting in, never seemed the vibe
that money made em switch and hate im recognised
i aint talking much im trying sever ties
tryna wake up in that foreign with pirelli tires, girl and
each time you just eat my
will to soar so
with each high, lay beneath skies
that are falling in view
calling to you
diamonds in my ears and I got stars in the roof
but still im crawling to you
too real too real say this shit aint real now
im high goodbye i dont wanna feel now
move on, im gone, baby you can heal now
i just wanna float away and pop another pill

hook
she showin love and saying im a rockstar
im pourin up, she ask where the rocks are
we sippin mud, sippin on that wockhardt
i fell in love, she tell me ill go far
who do you?
who do you?
belong to
who do you?
who do you?
belong to

rockstar

My God 
(He cant control me) 
Angels Fall Tonight 
No, I'm Not Enough
Guess It's Time for Suicide
Guess we're out of Luck
No where that we can Hide
And I'm down 2 love
If it's you by my side 
Well I don't give a fuck 
You can tell by the look in my eyes

I'm Alone, Again 
Inside my thoughts I die
I'm so Limited 
On my ways that I survive 
A couple distant kids 
trying to make love work this time

It's time to finish this 
with needles and syringes
I just never seem to get it 
It's never been a question I must admit it
A bunch of bullet holes 
Just put one in my Occipital Lobe
I'm falling through the floor 
Wonder how far it will go 
Just plug your nose 
So you can't smell me rot to my bones 

And your pretty face, memory hazed, wonder if i forgot 
Heart in a different place , In a different place from where it lay last time.

Alone, Again (prod. floppa)

bones and ashes

thorns freestyle (p. farber)

Wasn't made for this, wasn't taught
Of the relationships you made online
Am I your favorite? Am I your type?
Are you as dangerous as you describe?
What a nice place, California 
How did a night's stay turn into four months?

And it all comes falling down
(Watch it burn watch it bleed)
And it all comes falling down
(watch it burn watch it bleed)
and it all comes falling down
Down
I hope you grow those flowers on the side of the hill 
When the sunlight's in your house I hope it feels familiar 

Are you as famous in your town as I am?
Are you unstable? is it by design?
If your behavior is as bad as mine
And I enable it; will we new fine?
What a nice place, Arizona
I just might stay another whole month

And it all comes falling down
(Watch it burn watch it bleed)
And it all comes falling down
(watch it burn watch it bleed)
and it all comes falling down
Down
I hope you grow those flowers on the side of the hill 
When the sunlight's in your house I hope it feels familiar 

Wasn't made for this 
Was it designed?
But I'm an atheist
And you fear God
I'll be your sacrilege 
You be my high
Since you can't take me with you when you die
What a nice place, purgatory 
I think I'll stay, its perfect for me
When the sky meets the ocean
You will find me alone
May the tide sweep me over
And invite me to float 
Now the light's blinking silver
as I'm fighting the cold
Though its slightly familiar
It reminds me of home

Nice Place, California (prod. trentonkyle)

beat composed by @prodbeef
 
mix/master @darkskyparadox

DONT KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW
DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
BEG ME TO COME HOME 
PRETEND I'M NOT FAR AWAY
I STILL FEEL YOUR GLOW
LIKE THE SUNLIGHT ON MY FACE
I'M NOT SCARED OF GHOST
CAUSE I KNOW WE FEEL THE SAME

DONT KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW
DONT KNOW WHAT THEY SAY
SHELTER ME FROM GROWTH 
PRETEND I'M NOT FAR AWAY
I STILL FEEL YOUR GLOW
LIKE THE SUNLIGHT ON MY FACE
I'M NOT SCARED OF GHOST
CAUSE I KNOW WE FEEL THE SAME

RAIN 
FALL ON WINDOW PANE
PLACE
ME IN YOUR EMBRACE

UGH, AGAIN ?!
HOPE THAT I DONT FALL AGAIN..
(FUCK IT THEN),
OK I WAS WRONG AGAIN.

STAY CLOSE
IDK WHAT THEY KNOW
I ASSUME THAT IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHERE THEY WANT TO GO
I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR REVENGE ON ALL THE THINGS THAT THEY STOLE
I'M AFRAID TO FALL AGAIN AND PARTING WITH MY SOUL

STAY CLOSE
STAY CLOSE
STAY CLOSE!

STAY CLOSE (prod. Beef x Darkskyparadox)

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