man.. 5 years ago still listening to this

I still lisning to that from the day one bro ty all love  and you did make a smile on WHO is lisening! hope you all  good  !!!🔥❣🌌

ChillSad

**Official Music Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u09M92nyve4&feature=push-u-sub&attr_tag=E8nlLBMIusEJoXfW-6

prod: @greaf

SCREAMING INSIDE (prod. greaf)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

prod hkfiftyone

(lyrics)
i want you right here right now
looking at the stars for a sign oh 
summertime now lets stay out 
throw that body on me lets lay it down 
i want you right here right now
girl come with me i'll show you good times
going coast to coast with you right now 
we be moving too fast need to slow it down


i want you right here right now
pop another bar getting high now
really hate myself i should die now
look at convolk watch him cash out
yuh yuh in the back now
doing all this shit to try to stack now
doing all the shit i said i would do
you don't fuck with me and i don't fuck with you


really hate myself i should die now
you're the only reason i'm alive oh
i can see you're shivering when i touch your skin
we know that this will end but let's play pretend


i want you right here right now
looking at the stars for a sign oh 
summertime now lets stay out 
throw that body on me lets lay it down 
i want you right here right now
girl come with me i'll show you good times
going coast to coast with you right now 
we be moving too fast need to slow it down

i want you right here right now
pop another bar getting high now
really hate myself i should die now
look at convolk watch him cash out
yuh yuh in the back now
doing all this shit to try to stack now
doing all the shit i said i would do
you don't fuck with me and i don't fuck with you

right here, right now💫💫 w/ convolk

prod. @skahbeatstore 💔

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@safesin
@brxmvz
@lilsulphur
@caspr
@yesterday-570099803

choked up 💔✨ (safe sin, sulphur, bromaz, yesterday & caspr)

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

occam's razor

in vain w/ kaiyko

prod: @blacklunged

lyrics:
i love it when she lies to me
i love it when she wants to die with me
i cant recall a single good thing
unless we were high or were fucking
please dont come back
my life so trash
i dont need you
to come and fuck me up again
please dont come back
my life so trash
im too far gone
but im tryna get it back
hold up

ive been tryin
and rhyming
the hymens
that keep me going
ive been waitin
and patient
bury me
down with the ancients
cuz i know that youll remember
that yesterday is what made us

girl, get the fuck up out my world
and babe, get the fuck up out my brain
yeah youll, see me blown up or dead
before i say im sorry 
and let you crawl in my bed
you can take what you want
if you leave me hollow
an empty bullet casing
thats the best role model

too far gone (prod. blacklunged)

Prod. By: @neverday

fuck this place I hate this town
swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
cause I just wanna die with sound 

smoke so much 
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high 
to try to fill these holes
inside my mind 
I hate me all the time
feel depressed 
but I tell em that I'm fine
cause they don't really 
know or understand
it's not their fault 
I really wasn't in the plan
but really I don't give a damn 
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands 
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17 
but you know I'm still the man 
any drug you want 
you know I got it 
she looked me right 
in the eyes and she popped it 

I'm so high not coming down
fuck this place I hate this town 
my creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die 
the light is out
she crushed my heart and took my soul 
she took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
left me shattered from the start 

left me in the dark

yeah she left me in the dark 
I think I'm gonna die
demons coming for me 
angels falling out the sky 
now my heart is fucked up
baby I was love drunk 
fell into a nightmare 
now I'll never wake up 

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much 
I just wanna crash fast 
knew it when our lips touched 
I fell for you too hard 
I can't get back up 
now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

spotify

fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

💘 VISUAL OUT NOW ON SADCHILL 💘 
link ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njw_-zCzfYg&t=1s

thank you for listening ✨
produced by jayhmez
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lyrics

shorty tell me things that I dont know
diamonds in the whip im really frozen
told her I dont wanna see her go
told her she the one that keep me sober
shorty tell me things that I dont know
diamonds in the whip im really frozen
told her when i dream I see her ghost
told her she the one that keep me sober

told her shes the one I miss the most
she taught me how to reminisce and float
looking at the skies rolling woods to get me by
got her smoking on the blunt and she dont want step aside	
so we sippin on this fiji im easy, we blowing swishas 
shorty be my witness dont miss this cause it be history
switching up my problems they fading, these rappers jaded
told my girl we’ll make it, just stick with me till we famous ya wake up and these
problems, honestly chasing my dollars
asking questions but dodging from everything that she offered
full of options and on it this blurry quest for some profit
but ya’ll be sure I aint stopping, im taking flight like im poppins

cover art ~ www.instagram.com/call.me_rat

STREAM ON SPOTIFY 💘

when i dream i see her ghost ✨AVAIL ON SPOTIFY

ihateshinigami - I Miss You (Ft. YungJZAisDead)

an angels smiles what you sell
drag me slowly down to hell
misery is all i see
i can feel you here with me
cross my heart and hope you die
repeat the phrase until its time
born into this world to rot
all things come to be loved and lost

i wont be what you want me to be
feels like everyone just wants something from me

is it true what they say
just like night turns to day
you wake up to the sound
of your kids at your grave

say goodbye
say goodnight
make sure you sleep tight
knowing well this the last time youll see the sunlight

i did it all for you
i did this all for you

cross my heart n hope u die </3

Spotify

SAFE STAR (prod. DELIVERTHECRUSH) out on spotify

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

watch it all fall down (prod. yunnygoldz)

sample- roaring tides (clannad)
prod. by @visions718

UNIVERSITY OF DEATH NEXT

lyrics

remember when you liked me
I remember highschool
Now I think you hate me
but one day it was all cool
You was such a real one
sad to see you leave me
I was startin to feel sumn
baby girl believe me
Now you wonder why I don't pick up the phone
you've broken way too many hearts to know
That this takes time
and lately I've been feeling strange inside

I feel emotion, when i'm smokin
makes me wanna relive all the moments
You should know this, girl you should know this
it's a party girl I need someone to go with
it's been too long since you came through
i'm just chillin here smokin I got nothing to do
Just come to our spot you know I ain't judging you
you forgive me and then I forgive you

The pieces are all there
so how do you still think I don't care
This isn't a problem we should bear
and at this rate we won't get anywhere
I can get much better at this I swear
but you're not the type of girl I'd share
I need you to myself let me stroke your hair
or if it's over i'll dissolve into thin air

the pieces [prod. by visions] <UOD NEXT>

produced by https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
[And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz Summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it]

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

It's into drive, nevermind, turn it back around
Ever since I met you got my head always spinning
Around and Around like we goin 180
I think you got me sick but I know you're the remedy
And if you love me, you would sit there riding shotgun quietly
While I say what I gotta say cuz I don't have another day
If my heart's doing U-turns

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted 
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

SPOTIFYY

My Heart Does U-turns(prod. jakkyboi)

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when i dream i see her ghost ✨AVAIL ON SPOTIFY

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