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Verse 1
Da steht er — der Idiot, der ich mal war,
zu laut, zu cool, zu selbstgefährdend, Jahr für Jahr.
Er grinst mich an mit gelben Zähnen,
als wär ich ihm noch was am Schulden.
Er riecht nach Rauch, nach Gras, nach Flucht,
er sagt: „Bruder, komm, ein Zug tut gut.“
Doch meine Kinder standen hinter mir —
und ich stand nicht bei ihnen.

Pre-Chorus
Ich ging den Weg, der mich zerstört,
und hab doch jeden Warnruf überhört.

Chorus
Im Tal der Freiheit — fand ich mich selbst.
Zu spät vielleicht — doch ich hab’s geschafft.
Im Tal der Freiheit — verlier ich den Hass,
denn der Mann von früher hat mich nicht umgebracht.

(solo)

Verse 2
Ein Bein für eine Sucht?
Ein Handel, den kein Teufel jemals schließt.
Doch ich hab unterschrieben
mit jedem Zug, den ich zog.
Und ja, ich werde wütend,
wenn ich zurückschau:
Der Preis war hoch.
Zu hoch.
Doch ich bezahl ihn nicht mehr.

Pre-Chorus 2
Ich hab verloren.
Und doch gewonnen.
Ich bin gefallen —
doch ich bin gekommen.

Chorus
Im Tal der Freiheit — fand ich mein Herz.
Auch wenn der Weg aus Wunden besteht.
Im Tal der Freiheit — lebt ein neuer Mensch,
und der alte hat endlich ausgeredet.

(solo)

Bridge
Ey du…
ja du mit dem Feuerzeug in der Hand:
Ich hasse dich.
Aber ich danke dir.
Denn du hast mich gelehrt,
dass Stärke nicht cool aussieht —
sondern leise anfängt.
Mit einem „Nein“.
Und einem zweiten „Nein“.
Und jedem Atemzug danach.

Final Chorus (größer, lauter, voller)
Im Tal der Freiheit — steh ich heute noch.
Ein Stück verloren — doch endlich wieder wach.
Im Tal der Freiheit — schrei ich’s raus:
ICH BIN ZUHAUSE.
Und du, alter Freund…
du bleibst zurück.

Tal der Freiheit

You Don't Care At All

how far could we go past goodbye . . . ?

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Closure

Change is about finding serenity in a chaotic world. It's discovering the courage to accept change and learning how to move forward with it. This song was the result of a 4:00 am anxiety attack of not knowing who I am or where I belong anymore. I hope this song provides you with the same comfort that it provided me in my time of need, xx.

lyrics:

open your eyes
and tell me what's on your mind
have you been feeling alright?
or are you in need of time?

some days are hard
but with time we can find ourselves
I'll be here if you need my help
just free the words from your mouth

and this time I'm not that scared
to face life when you're not there
oh

I know you're tired
of being alone again
just know you're desired
even if you don't feel it now and then
change is hard
with a broken heart in your way
you didn't deal your cards
so don't let them decide your fate

love
my love
my love 
my love

last night I had a dream you moved on from me
I cried to my fears and begged them for the mercy you won't leave
for the days I knew I couldn't breathe on my own
you held onto my hands and pulled down my sleeves just to keep me warm

and this time I'm not that scared
to face life when you're not there
oh

I know you're tired
of being alone again
just know you're desired
even if you don't feel it now and then
change is hard
with a broken heart in your way
you didn't deal your cards
so don't let them decide your fate
you're doing great
we'll brave the day
I need you to say
you're going to stay

love
my love
my love 
my love

change

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Rnla & yaeow - try to be better (again)

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Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/kaxxxi

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🎤Lyrics:
It’s not fair
Yeah I know 
I just wish I could be there with you 

It’s not fair 
Yeah I know 
I just wish I could be there with you
But I can’t 

I just wanna scream back at the world
I just wanna leave but it makes things worse
I just wanna hate you
But I can’t, no I can’t, no I can’t

I been going through this on my own
Did you even care when I was gone?
I just wanna hate you
But I can’t, no I can’t, no I can’t

Cause we got a lot of love but it don’t make sense cause we argue all the time 
Baby it’s about time that we go
And start over

Yeah we got a lot of love but it don’t make sense, it’s a pain in my chest 
I just wanna see you again 
but maybe it’s for the best

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Behind the Clouds

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lyrics:
I’m just a ghost
Floating around
I don’t have a place to go
I feel so left alone
In this town

I used to have friends
But now I don’t
And it’s hard to find some new
I don’t know what to do
Without you

Oh I miss our days
When everything felt ok
When the rain wasn’t as heavy as it feels right now
Oh I miss our days
When you were here with me
We could watch the stars and forget about the world

Yeah I’m just a ghost
Empty with holes
Looking for a special place
Maybe somewhere far away
From here?

And if you feel it too?
Then you are not alone
Yeah we are one big family
Broken but honestly 
Way too kind
(Way too kind)

Oh I miss our days
When everything felt ok
When the rain wasn’t as heavy as it feels now
Oh I miss our days
When you were here with me
We could watch the stars and forget about the world

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Lost In Between

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