I come back to this song everyday. Such a religious experience

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just wanted to say that it you have apple music this is released on there, but it’s from when ethel went under “white silas”

songs originally released under the name white silas (now ethel cain)

White Silas

White Silas - Apostate

White Silas - Stomping Ground (demo)

White Silas - No Rest For The Wicked

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

acoustic demo found on Ethel Cain's tumblr

Ethel Cain - Western Nights (live demo)

Ethel Cain - Untitled Tumblr Upload 2

ethel cain - celestia

Ethel Cain - Child of Cain (Bonus track)

Ad Nauseam

I know you better now than I ever have before
I know you better now that our clothes are on the floor
And I had started shaking when you walked in through the door
But I’m not scared anymore, I’m not scared anymore
And I’ve never felt more alone with your arms around my shoulders
But I know if you left i’d cry myself to sleep praying that you’d hold me closer
But I see your face in the lamplight
And suddenly I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die
And I don’t need to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
So will you tell me that I’m yours
You sleep so deeply cause you hope you won’t wakе up
But I tread so lightly cause i’m scared you’ll sеlf destruct
And I know that we’d go up in flames but I can’t help myself
Cause I'd die if I knew you found safety in the arms of someone else
And I, don’t need, to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
Oh will you tell me I’m yours
That i’m yours

White Silas ~ Room 209

Beauty is everything
But no man will ever know what that means
Only the woman who’s holding his hand
Will ever know the pit that grows inside of that man

He likes his clothes black, dinner packed
8 hour days and nights away from her
Same place, saving face for him

I feel like a preacher’s wife
Slaving every day and night
Making sure that he looks nice
For his children that I don’t share

Beauty is everything 
Even when it takes the piss from me
Even when he takes what he thinks is his inside me
I am beautiful and I am free, I am free

I feel like a preacher’s wife
Crying waiting up all night
But I’ll carry him and Jesus Christ
As long as he comes home to me

Ethel Cain ~ 8 Hour Days

ethel cain - casey

Tommy // Ethel Cain unreleased

Miss Anhedönia

Ethel Cain- Tube (demo)

Tammy Faye - Ethel Cain (Cover)

Played during an Instagram live stream on November 8, 2021. I tried to polish it a bit to make it somewhat listenable and failed spectacularly. Anyway, here it is.

All music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

drain me (feat. Ethel Cain)

YAH WAV

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