lyrics:

If I die first
Ill guide u from the dirt
Id watch u grow out of us and it hurts
But id be glad u found someone else to hold u tight while im gone

Rose red cheeks damp with salt water tears when u cry
No one helped me so ill be sure to catch ur fall when u try
But u aint try at all
Oh no
I could tell cause u aint try to save me
Welcome to the wall
Of the end
Suck it up sit tight just breath
The pressure laid upon soaks in leaving me terrified
Locked in a body I swear I could barely recognize
Lost in the moment right here id live a thousand lives
And that’s exactly what ill do im stuck in paradise

If I die first
Ill guide u from the dirt
Id watch u grow out of us and it hurts
But id be glad u found someone else to hold u tight while im gone

10 (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

 Take my soul and feed it fire
 i can’t feel when my heart is wires
I was thrown out onto alleyway cobble
With worn legs I slip I stumble
Keep my origin safely guarded
Cause the more I know im granted violence
With pale green skin I am not their baby
Im thrown out for the world to save me

Im still fucked up but love the damage
Now without it I could never  manage
Take my eyes and feed them acid
Cause if I cant see u I dont need to see
Remember way back when in our nursery
How we were taught these things were just make believe
As much I wish truth into those words now
I cant deny this path that my phantom weaves
And I am Snow White uh
I died for the first time yesterday
And I liked it oh I loved it
Im coming back oh I cant wait
My eyes roll back my skin turns ice
I made best friends on the other side
Im here to kill u they told me that u should die
And I will obey them I will abide

Every time I wake i wish I was 6 feet underneath the ground
24 hours once again
God grant me the power to keep me going
And I was gonna get drunk anyway
But I dont wanna turn up with you today
I wanna be alone well I waste away
Embarrassing I know but I could never wait

 Take my soul and feed it fire
 i can’t feel when my heart is wires
I was thrown out onto alleyway cobble
With worn legs I slip I stumble
Keep my origin safely guarded
Cause the more I know im granted violence
With pale green skin I am not their baby
Im thrown out for the world to save me

feed it_fire (thislandis x fantasy camp)

lyrics:

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Im gearing up for the climb now
I feel like im suppose to fly now
Let me take u to the hideout
I feel like me and you would do damage
Im way too young to just die now
I got some shit on my bucket list so
Im tryna fly all the time now
I already got plenty of baggage
Dont u worry ill be home soon
Im caught up in the heat of it all
oh I am
Still it comes back every night just to watch me
On the foot of my frame by my bed sheets
Eyes wide glued to me thru my skull to my soul it feels cold
Late night
Every time the wind bites
Every time the leaves die
Every winter since I been dreaming of you
I sleep
Stripped of any peace I
Could’ve held in my mind
Knowing im not right there sleeping with you

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Patient Zero (eric Godlow)

testing_ nv4 (scottysplash x Eric godlow)

lyrics;

Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully /
Most of them wont make the pearly gates
But u a angel trapped in purgatory 
The Toy box and the zodiac 
Cant feel love but I do baby
Wine stains on the faux door
Its not Norwegian wood its a glue on I had checked
1817 we had hit the harbour 
I had been alive ever since 20 years before then
Maybe it was how he lived inside the family
Mom comparing him to dad but its demonic
Maybe brother locking him inside the furnace
Taught him evil could exist inside his kinfolk still
Two souls so unlike his had made the life hell
Even with his father now the damage had been dealt
Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully
Burn his body up in the furnace fumes
Blame my childhood I was taught what’s the worst of rooms
Chugging vodka to chase the pot now im disconnected
Still its sober memories with humans I dissected
Cross reference the witnesses
They dont know what think its skewed memories
Words of hope from a nihilist
I know, he feeds off the woe for his family
Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully /

Mercy Death 142 2 (Eric godlow)

lyrics:

Pcp and lsd we turning it up in here
Naked bitches swinging off the top the chandeliers
Project x its project sewer I walk the plank in here
I been with my scallywags im with my buccaneers
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom
I made 20 bands in a day and spent it like hot potatoe
Said I had got the sauce gatekeep the sauce I guard the mayo
 Half the bitches geeking off my music I spit yola 
His bitch gimme stick drift like a Playstation controller
Pour me up im turnt bitch im lit up like a candle
Quagen inside my cup I triple up Im going Rambo
Remember all these days I had spent up in the trap 
Cash inside my jeans talk to me said im never going back
Way too much inside me Imma stab off I  gotta yack
Boosting up my dose I am rapper so im smacked 
Even if I could I swear im never going back
I am inside the middle of my second relapse
 pour it outI will suck up all that venom
Winding down I was shaking I was shitting out blood
Puking when I wake up its the opposite of fun
Laughing in the face of death had left my soul numb
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom

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