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BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

Am I A Freak W Bunii

galore galore galore by bunii

My eyes roll back in my head
Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

If you played your part it would be so different
Baby I understand it now
You look at me in my eyes
I swear I fall in a trance
I swear we were so in love
And feel on me with your hands
Dont know how I missed the signs
Ill just start all over again
Rain starts falling oh its going to snow again
Hear you calling I wont pick it up again
All my problems Ill deal with it another day
Storys behind those scars but I still love you baby

Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

5. bella,winter is coming (bunii)

prod sickboi


Never see my point of view
Take it far away i never wanna stay
You tell them things that were never true
Don't know why you did that all over again
I waited a while for you to change again
This could be the end i never wanna leave but
You act so vile its pushing me away
Wasted away i take it one day at a time
To calm my mind your dulling my days
I don't feel ok

Never see my point of view
Got me messing up inside my head
Hoping I'm forever dead
I know you changed me for the better
But you that it still hurts
Took my presence for granted
Now I'm left here and cursed
Oh you made me fall a foul And now your gone
Don't know why Don't know why
Stab me in the bitter times
Shoot me till i cross my eyes
And its ok if it don't work out why
That is just my point of view

Never see my point of view
Take it far away i never wanna stay
You tell them things that were never true
Don't know why you did that all over again
I waited a while for you to change again
This could be the end i never wanna leave but
You act so vile its pushing me away

Point Of View ft. heybinji (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

unofficially prod twikipedia

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
how you're keeping me sane

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better- fuck!

since you're all that i want
try my best, never stop
jump that hurdle, cross that block
till i'm up in your arms
i love you its obvious, no wonder
tell me if i'm obnoxious, since i'm younger
so many words i couldn't say
devoted I'm the pen to your page
and there's nothing i wouldn't do
if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you

I'll be your winner, your winner 

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
oh so well

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you
be your lapdog just tell me what i need to do
if i lied i'd be sorry would you see me through
scared about losing you
swear that it's true
afraid at the fact you could le-

fuck this shit, i'll just go tell her in person

heartfelt

edit by me
will be replacing with a better edit eventually

b4bastard

deaf

drown

lucille- you’re (snippet)

voices in my ear
to cut em out, i need to rest
to just clip your tongue (just clip your tongue)

don't wanna hold my breath
'till there's nothing left,
the way you knock my head,
through the walls it's evil
but i just stand
and i try to lose you but, i just can't

so
i'm feeling stuck
fight when it's stormy
was i enough?

think i gave this all i could!

eve

jolly yariologist

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