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thxx 4 all the love <33 (on all plats) [:

ft. @darkestnet , mastered by @chriad
prod. @yashio20k & mee <33

lyrics

@zixdown
what if i never make it?
i start to think when faded
i see the chance i take it
told you i’m nvr changing
all these drugs no prescriptions
ik tht u dnt listen
be gone without a question
i just wish u would listen again!!

but u can’t comprehend
i told u it’s the end
so don’t come back again,
yet you come back again
i cannot play pretend..
not another second
yet you come back again
i thought u learned ur lesson.. <3

@darkestnet

yk that i don’t need u
all of ur words are see thru
i think im fading out
i don’t think that i’ll ever make it
why would i wanna be u?
we’d never work out as 2
yk i love u
but i don’t think i could ever say it
you said i could do it easy
dk how u could see me
i feel like haze they beneath me
why would u wanna keep me ever tho
this is the end of our story
im sick of all ur ignoring 
yeah u call me annoying
but in the end ull be back

spotify

faded w/ uxie [prod. yashio + zixdown]

prod @yashio20k x @zixdown
mix & master @chriad

LYRICS : 
ik ur js like them i swear ur my hell
think ill be there soon cuz u kill me so well
guess im waitin… all by myself
i wont fight it. i wont cry for help

i js popped a pill now i wait for it 2 kick off
tell me is this real love… 
or shld i go n kick rocks
n ik i got u pissed off
u stole my hrt pick lock
dropped a pill inside this henny cup its filled up

i make one mistake n then its all my fault
all this weight on me sometimes it takes a toll
i start to think that u wna see me fall
cuz u wont pick me up when i gotta stand tall

i stay up grind my teeth
i got a blood all on my t
she say tht she lov me n im a star omg!!
took anothr im a Feennnnn
i found a pill in my jeans
ion ever get no sleep, 2 busy thinkng bout u n me
i cry 4 u id die 4u
y u leav idgi man im so confused
i js poppd a xn n i popd me 3 blues
got u on my mind want u in my rooom

MV OUT NOW

stand tall (yashio x zixdown)

@yashio20k
@rewind214

lyrics:
all those things you said
you said we'd be forever but it reached the end
im stuck up in my mental yea i think again
i still cannot believe that you went ahead
and saw my friend

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and i think that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

now im constantly thinking about the things we had
and i cannot get it back yea its all in the past
now im bettering myself tryna do what i can
but its super fucking hard cuz u were all i had :(
i hate ur words (ur words)
they do the worst (to me)
fuck i hurt (ohh)
my heart burns (it burns)
why would u do this to me
i toss and turn in my sleep
U WERE ALL I HAD

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and you said that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

what do you see in him? (yashio, rewind)

prod and mastered by @yashio20k, ily yash
ty @zixdown @twentyfifth @whyhaze and @ilymaiko for hopping on <33

lyrics:
@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

@zixdown:
u told me u would stay 
can’t bare 2 look away now
it’s every single day
u turn around i’m falling down ://
i keep trying but i can’t reach the top
i get tired of talking cus u jst cut me off..
i can’t face this situation
my hearts racing
i can’t make it, my loves always wasted
u jst fake it tryna make it seem real
& i can’t take this, tell me what’s the point?
i can’t heal

@twentyfifth:
tell me whats the point of it all
if all u do is jus fold
ur afraid of where we can go
i said i kinda feel u but yo
i dont play w my words
so dont expect me 2 lie
and my heart was so cold
they said its never too late to try
thats what i did exactly n gave u my heart
now i hope we can find the peace of us
i cant stand it when u treat me like im nothing
dont wna lose it, everything tht weve been plotting

@whyhaze:
i dont wna lose you
thought that was clear
got u by my side baby wont u come here
for now
got ur hand up on my chest grab it
rip it out
it feels like somethings useless
wanna hear me shout
from pain
crying standin in the rain
i feel insane
jus tell me im okay
even if its not ill stay with you wont matter anyway
ill find an escape
grab my hand lets run away

@ilymaiko:
cut me..n bleed me out x_x (scenegirlclique)
u r all tht i have..dont leave me now
i dont have a system..i jus cry out loud
n im fading out..i cant take it now
leave me u leave me2bleed
i hate it i fall 2 my knees
u take it all from me
u want my life? jus take it pls
im falling slowly
cant even fall asleep
u took it all from me
n it hurts awfully

@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

falling slowly +zixdown x twentyfifth x whyhaze x luvlullaby (yashio)

@owtiss, @222bino
prod @yashio20k, @rewind214

GUYS IM CHEATING ON BAZ DONT LET HIM FIND OUT (HE'S ILLITLERATE SO HE CAN'T READ THIS I THINK)

@owtiss
things are never how they seem in the first place
feel like im stuck at second place
feel like im always half awake
in my dreams i see ur face

u were never what i thought u were
i played with fire and i got burned
this time it'll be ur turn
u'll see how much it hurts x2

@vin0000
im not the one
always the second
me haz hecho mierda
ahora estoy incompleto 
u broke my heart 
now i feel so depressed 
te quiero bien lejos
feeling incomplete
now im so deep
en mis pensamientos
now its ur turn
to feel how much hurts
cuz u broke my heart
ya no quiero tus besos

3 hrs start to finish :)

second place w/ vin0 (yashio, rewind)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

featuring @owtiss
produced by @yashio20k & @prod_dxvi
lyrics:

(@terastic)
pull up do a hit and run
we gon do that shit for fun
too much gas up in my blunt
countin up the fuckin bucks
pull up do a hit and run
we gon do that shit for fun
tell me im fucking up
i know that, its nothing new

posted with the gang lil bro you know that we dont fuck wit u
just give me a minute baby u know i need 1 or 2
i cant fuckin save u baby u know that i wanted too
i guess its jus fun to u, cant believe i wanted u

i guess that im not enough
i dont wanna fall in love
all this shits not adding up
yea i think that ive had enough
get the money stack it up
take his life he outta luck
yea im with my gang lil bro u know dat we be stackin up

pull up do a hit and run
we gon do that shit for fun
too much gas up in my blunt
countin up the fuckin bucks
pull up do a hit and run
we gon do that shit for fun
tell me im fucking up
i know that, its nothing new

(@owtiss)
idk if i can like u
trapped w my anxiety in my bedroom
i dont think i asked u :|
if im bein honest 
i think this is toxic
always so dishonest 
i think that i lost it
i know what u wanted
but now its not working
a fight that u started
but now u can't stop it
cuz it's already gone too far
n u already broke my heart :(

hit and run w/ owtiss (yashio & dxvi)

@whyhaze prod @yashio20k + @neohnq

@whyhaze

its kinda funny how them tables turned around
they used to talk abt me
now they dnt make sound
ugh smokin gas loudd
i been standin tall tryna make the bros proud
kno i stay decayedd
count my k up
she wan be my bae
they seen that shit aint been the same nah
i been w my bros everyday yuh
girl my heart breaks everytime i see ur face yuh
she kno i been decayed for a long time
she want be mine
dam she so fine
i still stand tall like a skyline
stay up till the sun rise
molly got me so high

whyhaze - turn around [prod. yashio + neohn]

@diegointhedark + @whyhaze - together

prod. me + @yashio20k

diegointhedark + whyhaze - together (foxglove yashio)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

drums are fun :D

we're so far apart
never thought it'd be so hard
ur the one who stole my heart
never was in love for long
i know i'll break apart
shatter and rebuild my heart
pick up the pieces i lost
find the self i lost so long

get out my head
i can't forget what u said
i just wna leave ur texts on read
starting to think i need some rest
i know that i'm not enough
when i see u i feel so numb
can't stay awake for long
and i'll die in your arms

passed out in your arms
watch me fall apart

apart (yashio, owtiss)

@uxiexo
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@uxiexo
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@uxiexo
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

@neohnq @yashio20k
Lyrics :

i give u my all u say it’s not enough 
heart wounded up
girl u left your mark
i guess i’ll give u back ur heart
but i js wanna talk
1 last time grl u left me in the darkk

no more said
ghosts and demons in my head
wake up & im thinking abt death
still in my head
dreams of your silhouette 
dying alone instead 

dreams of u & me
u bring me down,, with u 
down (i got nothing to losee)
its js uu
tell me is this what i get
i hope it’s all in my head

SPOTIFY

dreams of your silhouette (neohn & yashio)

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

lyrics:
@cld
don't know what you tryna say
cause i can't hear you
i'm too busy goin up
you in the rearview
took a lot of time away, realized i don't need you
c4pri got the strap, we gon leave his body see through
lately i've been feelin like the man, i've been doin what i can, yea
stickin with the real, gotta cut off fake friends, yea yea
now i can't waste no time
cause i gotta get what's mine
but now i'm feelin great
i'm stackin up my paper and i do it every day
heard they talkin from the background, can't listen what they say
cause afflicted goin up, and you know we here to stay, yeah, yeahhhhhh

@1crusey
bitch i'm with tha gang, i don't wanna stop
imma let it banggggg
bitch i'm with tha gang, i don't wanna stop
imma let it banggggg
i'm with cld in the back
one shot fade to black
feel like fortnite keep a tac 
like can you tell me, why you mad
bitch i'm my bag
bitch i'm makin racks

@akkir0
bitch i'm with my gang and we on top
i'm with cld we makin money so you know that we won't stoppp
bitch i'm gonna get to blasting
shoot him in his head, now we getting to subtracting
all these people hating but i see em in the rear view
always up ahead, and i'm never gon be near you
heard they talkin on my team, so i'm blasting
bitch i'm gettin money, and you know it's everlasting
we through so much trouble, i can't struggle, i dont care at all
can't pick up, u can't pick up, i can't pick up, i won't share at all

@deepinparis

@1crusafix
case closed cause they couldn't find the weapon
you can hide, but u know im finna catch him
he keep talkin on the net, ill teach a lesson
slide wit DIP, bitch we tote a wesson
im afflicted
can u mind ur business
u is not my bro
p-p-pussy not my twinnem
uh-uh-uh-uh
i am jus a fuckin target
u can't even make it even if u try ur hardest

@cld
don't know what you tryna say
cause i can't hear you
i'm too busy goin up
you in the rearview
took a lot of time away, realized i don't need you
c4pri got the strap, we gon leave his body see through
lately i've been feelin like the man, i've been doin what i can, yea
stickin with the real, gotta cut off fake friends, yea yea
now i can't waste no time
cause i gotta get what's mine
(i don't know what you want from me
always tryin my best, but nobody's listenin, no noooooo)

seethru

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying w/ lucina (yashio +wasterr)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lw5hUWmQXow

I finally recorded another solo song insane

prod @domerrz @yashio20k @decago

art by bestie @maplekeurig
https://twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@domerrz]
think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again
again and again til its over

Im still so hurt
I need a shoulder
things get harder as the weather gets colder 
I guess I never learn Ill always end up burnt
I get nothing in return 
and u left me at my worst
why does love always have to hurt
could u lift me out this curse

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again
again and again til its over

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

@owtiss, @angelicxmei
prod @yashio20k

as they say, "meant it 2"

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

@yashio20k @bazington

@1vacy:
u can take like 2 steps back
i got way too much attached
i got racks i lay em on my floor
she took my soul she took my heart
i got tears on my face 
didnt know u can be this lame
yk u could feel the pain
ik ts be a game to u

ik ik ik ik ts be game to u (x4)

meh:
watching all the buildings crumble
w out u girl I struggle 
keep u safe in my arms
and never let me fumble
yo touch is really subtle
she look better then a model
for u I’ll pop a bottle
and she in luv w drama
i guess the devil wears Prada 
i can heal up all ur trauma 
can’t stop counting all these commas
ur heart sharper than katanas
fill my cup up w my sorrows 
she wanna link I said tmr
smokin on gelato 
wont u meet me at my condo

the devil wears prada + vacy (baz x yashio)

on spotify now:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5K6aUkW34bE8FbDEQQgNQ0?si=09d404bff223409a

@k4rson + @owtiss
prod. @yashio20k + @neohnq

[karson]
u dont seem to notice what you do to me
i cant seem to focus ive been losing sleep
i guess you dont know but ur all i need
i know i fucked it up, my apologies
i ruined it again
i dont want this to end
ur all that i want
just get out of my head
we used to get along
its something we can mend
just tell me what went wrong
i know u want me dead(x2)

[owtiss]
i can never focus
it keeps getting worse
my heart's tight in my chest
i feel like it's gonna burst
just wait here for a moment
u just never learn
is my heart really frozen?
it feels like i've been cursed..

so let me die first
at least you won't have to worry!
ill remember your words
everyday that im hurting :(
was all my love still not enough?
i dont ill keep this up for long

notice - karson + owtiss

amv:
https://youtu.be/vXHDlnhLHXA

@owtiss
@yashio20k
baz

[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night
won’t u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

[verse]
i go thru it every time
im losing my mind
i can see right thru ur lies
push me to the side
maybe then i'd breath easy
can u even see me?
why can't lovе be easy..
free me
just wantеd u by my side
believe me
everyday i sit and watch
time is bleeding
i dont wna stay awake
tired of thinking
can you hear my heart stop beating?
(can you hear my heart stop beating x4)
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[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won’t u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can’t fall asleep at night
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night