Sadness is feasting on me

Zurp

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BW3nbMKpIsU

Existential ft. killstation (prod. killstation) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/dysphora

LYRICS:
she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

slither through my thoughts then wrap into my bed. tore my head off never sew me back again go ahead pull me by my thread. wake up and the rose i left for you are dead .ok. ima grab ya by yr eyes. come speak to me in cries. slice open my soul and you wanna step inside. livin off of evil but then you suffice. she love to sin. lucifer in disguise. with ripped up tights. i think ik why i’m always high body like a sauna you my only way to get to nirvana 

fear that i’m loosing all feeling. but that face is just so damn appealing. look like a model making a million out of my breathe that she stealing 

i’m like god damn slow down. she want it now. infatuation killing me. sweat drip from my brow. 

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me. 

she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me.

INFATUATION **@_florahill**

Broken
https://www.instagram.com/yates.xv/

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

You Told me I was dangerous 
You told me I was nothing
Now there’s only pain for us
Guess we had something

They say these drugs are dangerous
But ima keep them coming 
soon enough the pain will stop, 
But ima keep on running

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

Ima demon
My eyes are bleeding
I don’t really trust who you trust

Ima demon
My friends are leaving
I don’t give a fuck who you love 

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

Broken down crying 
I don’t know who I love
I think I might be dying
Lost my life to these drugs

30mg (Prod.Skel)

produced by @vague003
art by @j.s.artworks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ms8_bwiNago&t=19s

Catastrophe (prod. vague003) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Chandeliers and glass 
been Crying in the rain
Open up to her exchanging all our pain
Never saw her again never knew her name
My life has its problems 
saraficed by pain

Little power that I had 
Every hour in the past 
I been asking will it last
Or will it burn down will it crash
I just wanna a bit of teen romance 
I don’t give a fuck if the pain stands
Sourrounded by flames do a rain dance
If I get burnt down a couple xans 
Can I see the smile that you lost
I wanna find the reasons that our paths fucking crazy 
Overdosed last night
didn’t change your views 
So I ask one thing can help me through

Chandeliers and glass 
been Crying in the rain
Open up to her exchanging all our pain
Never saw her again never knew her name
My life has its problems 
saraficed by pain

Chandeliers & Glass (Prod. Rodger)

2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

1 drink
Two drinks
Yea I’m fucked

Might look myself in the eyes
Yea I need help
All this codeine got me paraylised 
Someone lift me up
Taking drugs till I close my eyes
someone wake him up
I don’t care cause I doubled up my cup
One shot and im gone 
Drinking liquor hitting bongs
Is this really what I want
Fuck love, fuck life
Do drugs, shoot dice
Why live a normal life when you can live mine 

2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

Bad bitch
Bad face 
Bad attitude 

Bad dream, bad girl, now she mad at you 
Bad luck, wrong choice, this a battlefield 
Angle dust, is a must when she out with you 
You keeping clean, 
she sacrifice what’s good for you

2x
I don’t know 
if she right for you
Will she really ride for you
Will she really die for you


2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

White Sheets (Prod. HorseHead)

Artwork By Abolik
http://abolik.com/

Going down to hell with a smile on my lips
Feeling like I won’t be missed
Put my heart in my words but it don’t mean shit
I don’t wanna exist 

Mumma on the phone trynna sort shit out
I just need to find my own fucking way ou
Voices in me head telling me I’m getting stared at
Anxious all the time yea I thought I might share that
Smoking on some dope trynna keep me calm
I’m sitting in my room staring down at my arms
Tears on my face, yea this can’t go on
Feeling so fucked yo is this my last song

don’t know if I show it ,
But everyday just feels the same
Yea my veins are showing
Cut em up just to take the pain

Going down to hell with a smile on my lips
Feeling like I won’t be missed
Put my heart in my words but it don’t mean shit
I don’t wanna exist

Sad (prod. HOllY BEATS)

Sorry if the mix is bad
Artwork By Abolik
http://abolik.com/

I’m a weird kid,
I’m a fucking outcast
I got drugs in my motherfucking Gucci bag
I don’t got friends, all I got is dead weight
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go away

I can feel the overdose coming.
Drugs in my system yea I love it
Coke lined up and I love it
I fucking hate my life bitch I’m buggin

Smoke on this dope Yea  tell me how you feel
Pcp lased so the angel got me killed
Dead in my mind from these drugs that I take
Hope that I die so I finally meet my fate 

I’m a weird kid,
I’m a fucking outcast
I got drugs in my motherfucking Gucci bag
I don’t got friends, all I got is dead weight
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go away

3x
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go

Baby I just wanna die slow

Why do we pray
we all gonna die at the end of the day

Outcast (Prod. neverday)

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Drowning (prod. fish narc)

Wasted Tears (ft. GABBI)

broken - Yxng Reè x Christian Vestá

killstation - limbo (HQ, Stereo, SOLO!)

ART BY @LAKOOZI
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PROD. MIXIST
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THE END IS NEAR...

30mg (Prod.Skel)

Yates XV

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