I haven't been the same since 2010.. life is fucked up

Drinking on the cyanide I can’t feel a thing

bruh I know that sample, it's insomnia by niil

taking all these downers I don't feel okay

Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

Pain.

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
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https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/4Tp5bL88tUE

in my darkest of days. 
Written, Produced, Mixed/Mastered by Elijah Heaps
Cover Photo by @prodneomada

Lyrics:
i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

ive been dreaming of the coast
white snow
life and death are what you make it
i know
took a couple from the sheet
i thought
this could not happen to me
my god

ive been trugding the seas
but now im on my knees for you
i love your company
girl can you take my mind off of everything

i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

NowhereElseToGo (prod. Elijah Heaps)

Spotify link https://open.spotify.com/track/3E6AZIgiUO79iecTN2yFha?si=rMAECF6aQ0SINKuJ77pbkg

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Taking all these downers, i don’t feel okay
I really hate the way you be acting strange
fuck myself up with that razor blade 
Yea I Haven’t been the same since 2008

Drugs take me to different place
Opiate on opiate I over take
Popping all these pills almost every day
Now my liver so fucked but I’ll be okay 

You bitch my bitch 
I don’t care what you say 
I been off my face 
Since 2008
She said I need some help 
Well I don’t give a fuck
Cause Snorting up a line of this pure angel dust

Now the doctor gave codeine I got purple in my cup
I’m a kid with a mission,  so I’m gettingfucked up
You bitch she been dissing but I don’t give a fuck 
Yea replace that pussy while I take these drugs 

Taking all these downers, i don’t feel okay
I really hate the way you be acting strange
fuck myself up with that razor blade 
Yea I Haven’t been the same since 2008

Dead In 2008 (Prod Useless)*spotify now available

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

so you’ve grown roots into my soul
the pieces of you became pieces of me
and i can’t tear you out
you’re my everything

your eyes burst into flames
they’re pouring over us
they’re pouring over us 
theyre melting through my soul
theyre taking control
theyre taking control

can you feel yourself
lost in a frozen forest now
with the snow leaving halos round
your broken bleeding lonely crown

flowing from those morning
waking up at 6 am
i recall you had no make up on
you looked great that day

icanttearyouout

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
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I dont want this anymore

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