lyrics:

too god damn high
took too much might lose my mind
(way too high)
took two lines
took two more then lose my time

whole night i been gone
idk what the fuck in my cup, fuck i’m on
dirty sprite, writin songs
fucked up, sippin on drugs, i ain’t got long

cocaine rituals
blood on my knife, witchcraft residuals
high all night, black magic in the air
was she ever there?
was it all in my head?
rituals
blood on my knife, witchcraft residuals
high all night, black magic in the air
was she ever there?
was it all in my head?

too god damn high
took too much might lose my mind
(way too high)
took two lines
took two more then lose my time

too god damn high
took too much might lose my mind
(way too high)
took two lines
took two more then lose my time

2hi (prod. sheoda)

I'm constantly just running
my socks are getting bloody
I don't want to stop until i can no longer walk 
I know that this road leads to nothing
I find it kind of funny
I always fall in love but the drop always breaks my heart so I'm

so scared of the heights
why is it so high above
the lonely forest I reside
it used to be enough
I'm falling
oh I'm free falling

the wind in my ears 
it tells me many things
you should've stayed put
didn't have to climb the tree
you're falling
now you're free falling

I remember the first time I met her
she cut some holes in my favorite sweater
I spent some hours just writing her letters
all the weight on my chest turned into feathers

now she's really gone
left me on my own
I used to be alone but then she became my home
I have nowhere I can go
it's getting really cold
I think I left my coat up where she resides but I'm

so scared of the heights
why is it so high above
the lonely forest I reside
it used to be enough
I'm falling
oh I'm free falling

the wind in my ears 
it tells me many things
you should've stayed put
didn't have to climb the tree
you're falling
now you're free falling

freefall

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I could take you where the sun don't rise
cause I know how much you love to stay awake at night
just forget about the past and leave it all behind
been waiting for the stars to align and collide
and cause a SUPERNOVA, baby
maybe then you'll never hate me
I've been sounding hella shady
really suicidal lately
but I know that
man, I don't even wanna go back

I'm doing things that you don't understand
things that you can't comprehend
close my eyes, I grab your hand
just tell me I'm fine

things that you don't understand
things that you can't comprehend
close my eyes, I grab your hand
just tell me I'm fine

inhale, exhale, smoke fill my lungs
I can feel the tension in the air building up
I remember when you said it’s only us
now I take a sip cause I got no one to trust
move on, it’s been too damn long
too long since I’ve seen you love
last week I did a lil too much
swerving in the lanes but I don’t give one fuck

I could take you where the sun don't rise
cause I know how much you love to stay awake at night
just forget about the past and leave it all behind
been waiting for the stars to align and collide
and cause a SUPERNOVA, baby
maybe then you'll never hate me
I've been sounding hella shady
really suicidal lately
but I know that
man, I don't even wanna go back

I'm doing things that you don't understand
things that you can't comprehend
close my eyes, I grab your hand
just tell me I'm fine

things that you don't understand
things that you can't comprehend
close my eyes, I grab your hand
just tell me I'm fine

2UNSET w/ Tofer

i wish that i was better but i just dont know how
i wanna do right by my girl so i can finally say vows
i swear im doing all it takes so im not letting her down
but every time i try to climb my demons pulling me down

i keep a smile up on my face but im just dying inside
i make a toast to all my failures while my soul running dry
i swear i only feel myself when im just too fucking high
its even better when im crossed and i know you wonder why

i gotta problem with myself, and i never feel safe
im holding trauma in my bones, got me feel like a slave
i wish that i could be myself i dont know how to behave
and i could blame this borderline but im too gone to be saved

i wear a mask, but its cracking with age
and im not worth it, less than minimum wage
i think that im a monster, let me me out of my cage
but if you do ill disappear to keep you safe from the rage

what would J do, thats some words to live by
im not coping, im just to get by
say im fine but i know its just a big lie
if you werent around i know id be up in my pigsty

im on saint johns bay, smokin three point five
when im this detached, give a fuck bout life
when im down and out, im reaching for the knife
know they call it self harm, but i call it my life

i swear that im trying, im doing my best
but sometimes its just hard with this weight on my chest
like im just tryna live, like no more and no less
like its hard every day guess its time i confess

if i die, middle of my sleep
i pray the Lord, that my soul He keep
im so messed up, and my roots run deep
i pray for forgiveness, i hope He see me

st johns bay pt 2

whtvr u wnt

Produced by flower, luffysome & sorrow bringer

Lyrics

I needa talk, call me when you get home
Wish I coud say that I'm yours but I'm not, how the fuck did I mess this up?
How the fuck did I lose your love? How the fuck did I lose your soul?
What the fuck did do that was so damn bad that just made you let me go?

Is there anything that I could do? Is there anything that I could say?
That would make you change your mind and invite me in and then let me stay?
I don't want you to leave this time, it's been a hard last couple of days
Ok shit, let me be more specific, 2,556 days

84 god damn months, 365 god damn weeks
I don't wanna stay home, I don't wanna go out, I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna collab, I don't wanna feature, dislocate my arm just to reach her
I'm in a pulpit made out of problems, my bible is pain, I'm the preacher

*auditory agony*

I'm a fake ass fuck and I'm selfish, I don't wanna be your friend
Wasn't always like this but I learned that it always ends
And I know that it always will cause it already always did
And I want you to know how I feel but I don't know how to let you in

I needa talk, call me when you get home
Wish I coud say that I'm yours but I'm not, how the fuck did I mess this up?
How the fuck did I lose your love? How the fuck did I lose your soul?
What the fuck did do that was so damn bad that just made you let me go?

Is there anything that I could do? Is there anything that I could say?
That would make you change your mind and invite me in and then let me stay?
I don't want you to leave this time, it's been a hard last couple of days
Ok shit, let me be more specific, 2,556 days

84 god damn months, 365 god damn weeks
I don't wanna stay home, I don't wanna go out, I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna collab, I don't wanna feature, dislocate my arm just to reach her
I'm in a pulpit made out of problems, my bible is pain, I'm the preacher

2556 days.

.asleep.

Numb Again

shawty fell in love with the life that i had
she don't rly know the sadness
i dont feel alive with a knife in my hand
but now im bleedin on my mattress

shawty knows im not the one to lose hope
ill leave my life in blood-
a letter or a note
its not your fault, i js
want you to know..nvm
im prolly high shawty,
where do i go?

hotel rooms n skyscrapers
i got a new set of drugs to forget her

i fell in love w a ghost and it hurts

hotel tooms n skyscrapers
i got a new tattoo to impress her

i fell in love w a ghost and it hurts.

damn.

shawty come alive in the night time
i dont feel right.
when its my time ,ill just get high outside,
ill just get high for the time.
i just wanna pass by n pass time,
ion wanna fight like last time
shawty can u help me pass time?

(X2)


inspired by hotel rooms & skyscrapers by LiL PEEP - not a cover x

ghost in my hotel room

(how's hate in love even an option)

you left, me cra-ving for more
in your heart, no space, for remorse 

you left me feeling like your dangerous 
like standing too close behind a horse 
all that's left is just ash and dust 
and i can't seem to pick it up

(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
you say you'll change but ur doing the same shit
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
in your head i'm just under assumption 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
if this goes on, oh, my brain won't function 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah)
how's hate in love even an option?

i gave you all i had
destroyed the little u gave me 
but now i have nothing left
besides this codependency 

shaken in my dreams
again
can't even sleep
in my bed
wish you'd die 
but i can't
cause i hope you suffer
instead

(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
you say you'll change but ur doing the same shit
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
in your head i'm just under assumption 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah) 
if this goes on, oh, my brain won't function 
(aaaaaaaah ah ahhhhhh ah)
how's hate in love even an option?

Machine In The Making

Yates XV

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