i cant do this anymore

prod. me

lyrics:
i got a weak heart and wasted time 
I cant run from it so ill hide behind 
I rly wish I could tell u
I know u well but its jus somethin cant do 

rly whats the meanin of this 
im awake but inside im kinda bleedin and shit 
I wanna hide my face, dont wanna talk to u
I wanna run away dont wanna bother u 

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

baby dont scared 
Ima be there anyway dont give a fuck who cares
I dont give fuck im over it
I know im awkward and 
im sorry I cant be who u think I am
are u over me 
it gets hard when u get distant I cant rly see
what the fuck is goin on right in front of me  
im like hows ur day? can u tell me bout it
I feel like im in the way can u get me out of it

will I ever jus feel normal
or am I stuck wit this tmmr 
I dont think I can hold up

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

weak heart

spotify

(prod. kais x sorrowbringer)
u all mean the world to me fr
enjoy :’)

lyrics:
don’t wanna let you down again
I know i’m nothing but a burden.
and when the tide goes down i’ll stand
up for myself again

I was never a part of it
nah I was never part of it, a part of anything or anyone

got me painting pictures of the future stressin bout my life
kais don’t stress bout stupid thought illusions cloudin’ up yo mind
just fkn stop this shit
get me out of it
just get me home, where I can grow, and heal my scars a bit

this is really up to me
I can’t rely on not any my friends, nah
I would love to be chillin at home makin beats every week
so I wont let this go to waste
wont let them see this smile fade away

“im lonely and hurting”
all these thoughts averted.
I kno y’all got my back
I can hear it from your wording
im sorry i called you
these things seem to fall through
pictures comin down I can tell the rain gon’ fall soon.

it's okay

One Go (Prod. athainn & liv!)

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

[chorus]

i’m sick of being all alone, sick of being on my own
tired of waiting on a text, when ain’t nobody hit my phone
yeah, they tell me that they love me, then they show me that they don’t
feel like i got no fucking friends, might make a friend out of a rope

x3

[verse]

yeah, you know youu got a problem when the blade don’t even hurt
i tried to force a smile but that shit, it never works
i tried to make a friend, but everyone was such a jerk
haven’t felt this way in months, but right now it’s the fucking worst
cause everything is moving all too fast
feel like i’m stuck in the past and i’m always coming last
baby, i swear i just feel like trash
cause i’m only getting older; i can’t get up off my ass
i tried to ghost my friends but i don’t think they fucking cared
i tried a call for help all i ever got was stares
the bruises might fade, my scars, they remain
they remind of a truth: all i’ll ever feel is pain

[chorus]

i’m sick of being all alone, sick of being on my own
tired of waiting on a text, when ain’t nobody hit my phone
yeah, they tell me that they love me, then they show me that they don’t
feel like i got no fucking friends, might make a friend out of a rope

x2

written by Lightning Logan
prod. Discent

samples from Dracula x Haunting of Hill House

Vampire Ghost Club 2022

BEWARE THE MAN-THING

Friends With a Rope

friends with a rope [prod. discent]

THE RED (PROD. GXSTSHIP)

A notes page with a paragraph
That I can’t bare to read
Allude to it in conversation
You play hard to keep
Underwhelm my expectation
So I set you free
Flamethrower lover, 
A friends not what I need

Bite your tongue
Tell me what I’m like
A trail of bread crumbs
Into a goodbye

When I met your father
On the seventh wearing fleece
The sweater you picked out
At goodwill made in Italy
Intuitive & introspective
Naive & nineteen
Flamethrower lover,
Why do this to me?

Bite your tongue
Tell me what I’m like
A trail of crumbs
Into a goodbye

naive & nineteen

FULL MOON *prod. puhf*

Lyrics: i remember when i walked u to the store 
now to be honest i don’t care bout u anymore 
immediately i walked u right back to ur home 
i’m so sorry baby girl to me you are nothing now 

so i’m 
stacking up bread 
stack is so fat its looking like a loaf 
spending my funds spending my money 
find way to a cope 
insecurity high confidence low 
at this point im happy that im all alone 

standing high 
to the sky 
watch out for ur head 
like ur self respect 
my love for you is fucking dead 
watch me fly 85 
hear it from your bed
tell ur man im sorry that you still have my scent

you're not the same person that I walked to the store (prod. thersx)

Ambient electronica exploring the mysteries surrounding Quantum Theory, Space, Time and the Universe

THE MANY WORLDS INTERPRETATION

“Race Condition Heartbeat” is about love that can’t align. Two lives running in parallel but out of sync, colliding, skipping, and ultimately deadlocking — a metaphor for relationships doomed by bad timing.

Race Condition Heartbeat

order: 

hate w/lil peep
bones - dracula
lil peep - teen romance
lil bo weep - not ok but its ok / prod .ELHIXIR
it's just a few (ft. bones)
lil tracy x mackned - sleeping w the devil (prod. bryxt)
waste of time ft. lil peep (p. despair)
Pictures 2 Feat. Lil Peep & Lil Tracy (Prod.By BigheadOnTheBeat & Fish Narc)
bones - 3M (prod. by Drip-133)
Eric North & Lil Bo Weep - Inertia (prod. Quinn)
no love with lil peep

𝓶𝓲𝔁: 𝓼𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝒆𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷

Need Help (Prod. User67)

Turning

RiverKinn
"Black Widow"
Produced by RiverKinn

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSxOvjrwHS4

--------------------
Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I sweat a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away
The come down
Is too loud
I'm too proud
To reach out
I feel it slipping away

I used to call you when I'd get like this
But I was in the wrong to think you'd care
And things are different now
But I still feel your poison in the air
I don't mean to complain
But we just aren't the same
And I accept the blame

But I don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I should stay here
Don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I can stay here with you

Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I sweat a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Black Widow

RiverKinn
"Medusa"
Produced by RiverKinn

--------------------
I've stayed away so long
Content to hide within my home
The fire burning strong
Destroying everything I've come to own
Medusa looks at me with love
But I won't turn to stone
You must have been my perfect drug
But I'll do this alone

I've stayed away so long
Content to hide within my home
The fire burning strong
Destroying everything I've come to own
Medusa looks at me with love
But I won't turn to stone
You must have been my perfect drug
But I'll do this alone
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

One Go (Prod. athainn & liv!)

Yates XV

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